实习医生格蕾

Grey's Anatomy S08E22

Part 8 Feb. 29, 2020, 7:35 p.m.

Thanks.
你没事吧
You okay?
我爱你
I love you.
上上帝啊我就这么
Oh, g--oh, my God. That just came...
从嘴里飞出来了
fly-flying out of my face
就像是什么
like it was s-s-some kind of--
我我爱你
I-I I-I love you.
我竟然上帝
I just--God.
又说了一遍
Did it again.
我我我爱你
I... I-I-I-I love you.
真的我我爱你
I-I do. I just-- I-I love you.
我试着不去说出来
And I have been trying not to say it.
我努力试着克制自己的情感
I have been trying so hard to just mash it down
不去想它不去说它
and ignore it and not say it.
杰克森是个好男人
And Jackson is a great guy.
他很他很帅
He--he is, and he-- he's gorgeous,
他也比你年轻
and--and he's younger than you,
他也没有什么孙子
and he doesn't have any grandkids
也没有跟他永远的拉拉好朋友生过孩子
or-or babies with his lesbian B.F.Fs.
再说他可是艾弗里家族的并且他喜欢我
And he's an Avery, and--and he liked me, you know?
他真的很喜欢我
He... he really liked me.
但我跟他永远不可能的
But it was never gonna work out
因为我爱你
because I-I love you.
我真的好爱你
I am so in love with you.
你简直占据了我的生活
And you're--you're-- you're in me.
好像你是你是某种恶疾
It's--you're like--it's-- it's like you're a disease.
我被马克·斯隆感染了
It's like I am infected by Mark Sloan.
我无法
And I just can't--
我无法思考其他任何人或事
I can't think about anything or anybody,
我睡不着
and I can't sleep.
我无法呼吸
I can't breathe.
我吃不下
I can't eat.
我爱你我一直爱着你
And I love you. I just-- I love you all the time,
每天每时每刻
just every minute of every day.
我我
And I-I-I--
我
I-I...
爱你
love you.
上帝感觉真好说出来
God, that feels good, just to--to say that--
天啊我
to j--I am--
感觉好多了
I feel so much better.
真的我爱你
Just... I love you.
马克
Mark?
你好莱西
Hey, Lexie.
我以为你说在大厅等我准备好了吗
I thought you said the lobby. You ready?
嗨美女
Hey there, sunshine.
你感觉好些了吗
You feeling okay?
好多了但还是有点虚
Yeah. You know, just groggy.
你们给我打的药太给力了
You guys got good drugs in this place.
很好之前你♥他♥妈♥的都在想些什么
Good. What the hell were you thinking?
-天啊 -你是个白♥痴♥
- Dude-- - You're an idiot.
你应该来找我的
You should have called me.
你为什么不来找我我是个医生
I mean, wh-why didn't you call me? I'm a doctor.
你以为我每天都在干什么
What do you think I do all day long?
而你却跑去西♥藏♥找了个蒙古大夫
Instead you go to some quack in Tibet.
我说你应该早就来找我的
I mean, you should've freakin' called me!
自然医学还是管用的弗拉格斯塔夫
Naturopathy works, too, Flagstaff.
我不叫弗拉格斯塔夫
Whoa. It's not Flagstaff!
我也不叫菲尼克斯或是坦佩
And it's not Phoenix and it's not Tempe.
这些都是亚利桑那州的城市名
我是医学博士亚利桑那·罗宾斯
It's Arizona Robbins, M.D.
你知道这意味着什么吗
Do you know what that means?
怎么拼啊
How do you spell it?
这不好笑尼克
It's not funny, Nick.
一点也不好笑你要死了
Nothing is funny. You're dying!
蒂姆死的样子你也你是知道的
And you know what hell it was when Tim died
因为当时你在场
because you were there,
我跟你差点挺不过去
and--and you and I barely made it through that.
所以六年里什么都不做
So to do nothing for six years
等到一切无法挽回才来
and then to come when it's too late,
我我
I...I...
你觉得我为什么没有早点来找你
Why do you think I didn't come to you sooner?
就像蒂姆死了一样我会
As if after Tim died, I could...
你以为我不知道这会让你多么难过吗
you think I don't know how this must feel for you?
你是个白♥痴♥
You're an idiot!
我帮不了蒂姆但我本可以帮到你的
I couldn't have helped Tim, but I could've helped you!
我得说那句罗马谚语是有道理的
I'll admit, the Romans had a point.
享受生活
You've gotta live life.
我要尿尿我要尿尿我要尿尿
Gotta pee. Gotta pee. Gotta pee. Gotta pee. Gotta pee.
你的手♥机♥几点了
What time you got?
12点04了
12:04.
应该午夜准点出结果的
It's supposed to come online at midnight.
这都晚了4分钟了快点啊
I mean, it's four minutes late. Come on, people.
疯狂的医生们他们把系统搞当机了
Crazy doctors, they crashed the system.
我知道自己没过但我不知道
I already know I failed, so I don't know why
我为什么还要不停按刷新键
I keep hitting the refresh button.
而生活就意味着每天早晨起床的时候
And living means that every morning when you wake up
你就开始面临选择
you have to choose...
如果有谁不能通过一定是我
Okay, if anyone failed, was me,
因为我的考官跟我有仇
because my guy had a vendetta.
得了吧我不通过的几率才是最大的
Please. I've got the odds on failure.
有谁当值吗这有外伤的病人
Are any of you on call? I've got a trauma.
没有
No!
等等等等
Wait. Wait. Wait.
我过了我过了
I passed. I passed.
我通过了我通过了很好
I passed! I passed! I passed! Yes!
我过了我过了
I passed! I passed!
选择是去掌握命运当下给予你的一切
between seizing what life offers in the moment
无论多么坎坷仍然前行接受生活的锤炼
and forging ahead, no matter the weather...
-阿历克斯 -还没出来
- Alex? - It's not coming up.
给用我的
Here. Here. Use mine.
太好了
Yes!
等等艾普丽尔在哪
Wait. Wait. Where is April?
还是选择关上房♥门
or closing the curtains...
把生活的精彩拒之门外
and shutting out the day.