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Grey's Anatomy S15E19

Part 6 Jan. 25, 2020, 11:58 a.m.

不一定是你的丈夫
Doesn't have to be your husband.
但需要有个人
But someone.
我一直在想
I keep going over it in my head.
如果我没有被手♥机♥分心的话
If I hadn't been so distracted by my phone.
要是我相信自己的直觉
If I had just trusted my gut
不去那条路灯坏了的街上就好了
and not gone down that street with the broken lamplights.
艾比
Abby.
这不是你的错
This was not your fault.
你也不想这样
You didn't ask for this.
你没做什么坏事不应承受这些
There is nothing you did to deserve this.
我做不到
I can't.
我只是不能...
I just can't...
没关系
Okay, that's okay.
我一会再过来看你
I'll check in on you in a little bit, all right?
休息一会吧
Try to get some rest.
菲利克斯医生请到急诊室
Dr. Felix to the ER.
菲利克斯医生请到急诊室
Dr. Felix to the ER.
杰克
Jack...
他会看着我并觉得我支离破碎
He's gonna look at me and see this broken person.
如果我告诉了他他只能看到破碎的我
If I tell him this, it's all he'll ever see.
艾比看着我
Abby, look at me.
别让一件事影响了你一生
This doesn't define you.
无论你是否告诉你丈夫是否报♥警♥
And whether you tell your husband or you report it
或再也不告诉任何人你都是个勇士
or you don't tell another soul, you're a survivor.
你勇敢的活下来了
You survived.
我到现在看到
I still feel nauseous when I see
尖头皮鞋还是会感到恶心
men in expensive shoes with the points of the toes,
因为我前夫就是穿着这个踢得我肾出血
because that's how my ex-husband made my kidney bleed.
有很多年我都觉得是自己活该
For years, I thought I got what I deserved,
这些挨打都是我的责任也许
that I was responsible, that maybe,
也许如果我当时说得或做得不同
just maybe if I had said or done one thing differently...
但其实这都不是你自己的错
But none of that was your fault.
当然不是
No.
不是你的错
It's not your fault.
我能用一下你电♥话♥吗
Do you have a phone I can use?
给你
Yes.
你能留下来陪我吗
Will you stay?
只要你需要我
As long as you need.
不管我们看什么比赛他们
Any game we watch on TV -- right? They --
他们跑啊扔啊摔跤追逐
they run, toss, wrestle, chase,
直到有人受伤倒下
until someone gets hurt.
或者有人喊"时间到"
Or until someone calls "Time out."
然后比赛才会结束
Then the game stops.
不管过程有多快乐
And no matter how much fun they're having,
一切戛然而止
everything stops.
这是大家都默许的
That's consent.
我以为我们是来吃汉堡的
I thought we were just having burgers.
我本来觉得聊天就是聊天
Yeah, well, I thought talking was just talking,
但我们都知道现在不是这么简单了
but you and I both know that's not the same thing anymore,
所以
so...
你很喜欢和你一起的女孩是吧
You pay attention to the girl you're with, all right?
你要关心她的感受
You -- You -- You need to care about her feelings,
她的快乐
her -- her joy,
至少得和你关心自己一样多
at -- at least as much as you care about your own.
我知道我知道
Okay, okay.
而她随时可以改变主意
And she gets to change her mind. At any time.
我是说如果她决定终止这段关系
I mean, if she says "Stop," or if she stops having fun, you --
你得尊重她的意见
you just plain stop.
时间到
Time out.
游戏结束
Game over.
我知道
I know.
和喜欢的人在一起
Being with someone you like is...
这份幸福无可替代
There's nothing like it,
我希望你健康快乐
and I want you to be safe and happy,
但你也得保证她的健康和快乐
but that only happens if she is, too.
好
Okay.
说出来
Say it.
说出来
Say it.
如果她不和我玩了我就得自觉走开
If she stops having fun, just plain stop.
时间到游戏结束
Time out. Game over.
永远都是这样
Always.
把薯条给我跟我说说凯丽
Now, pass those fries and tell me what this Kelly is like.
这就对了
Yeah.
医生常常告诉我们创伤"只是幻想"
Too often, trauma gets dismissed as "Just in our head."
但那种疼痛却是真实存在的
But the pain is real.
我们能感受的到它
We feel it...
我们的肌肉细胞
in our muscles, our cells,
我们的心脏大脑
our hearts, our heads.
尽管没有魔法
And while there's no magic fix...
或药物来使疼痛消失
...no pill to make it disappear,
我们可以向他人求助
we can ask for help.
我现在正式不是临时主任了
Hey, I'm officially no longer the interim chief,
而且我饿死了
and officially starving.
我能带你出去庆祝一下吗
Can I take you out to celebrate?
我今天很累
I've had a rough day.
没什么庆祝的心情
I don't really feel like celebrating.
那我们可以只聊聊天
Yeah, well, we can just talk.
我只想回家缩在床上
I just want to go home and crawl into bed.
那也行就这样吧
All right, well, we can do that.
阿历克斯我累了
Alex, I'm tired.
你和梅瑞狄斯去庆祝吧
Can you just go celebrate with Meredith?
乔是我你有什么可以跟我说
Jo, it's me. You can talk to me.
你觉得就凭我家那摊烂事
What -- you think with all my family crap
我还能瞧不起你吗
that I'm gonna judge you?
我不会瞧不起你
I'm not gonna judge.
我只希望你能和我谈谈
I just want you to talk to me.
我不想聊这件事
I don't wanna talk about it.
阿历克斯我
Alex, I --
我没法谈这件事
I can't talk about it.
我只想回家一个人回去
I just wanna go home, I wanna go home alone
我只想回家好好睡一觉
I wanna go home in sleep.
求你了
Please.
只有当我们准备好了
And we can tell our truth
才能开口说出真♥相♥
whenever we are ready.
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