丑闻（2011）

Scandal S04E08

Part 6 Feb. 8, 2021, 3:57 p.m.

我也必须忘记你
I needed to erase you.
然后杰瑞死了
And then Jerry died.
我连自己也忘记了
And I erased me, too.
直到那个炸♥弹♥爆♥炸♥ 而你几乎...
Until that bomb went off and you alst...
在你还没有说出一些话原谅一些事
Having someone die on you before you have said everything
尽你所能地陪在他们身边爱护他们之前
and forgiven everything and been there
他们却离你而去
and loved them as hard as you should...
这种痛苦是任何人都不该承受的
It's not something I'd wish on anyone.
那个炸♥弹♥爆♥炸♥了...
That bomb went off...
而我却醒了
And I woke up.
真正的醒了
My body woke up.
我已经不是从前的我了
I'm not the same person I was,
但如果你能再给我一次机会
but if you will give me a second chance,
如果你愿意试试...
if you will try...
我有些好消息
I have some good news.
我可以让杀手下班了
I can call off the hit men
因为伊丽莎白·诺斯已经死了
'cause Elizabeth North is already dead.
你在开玩笑吧
Please be joking.
快说你的好消息吧
Please have good news.
一个跟伊丽莎白走得很近的线人说
A source close to Elizabeth tells us
她用假名在芬德利
she keeps a secret apartment
买♥♥了栋秘密公♥寓♥
under an assumed name at the Findley.
用来偷♥情♥ 这算好消息吗
A love nest, if you will.
-当然算 -哈克现在在那
- Oh, I will. - Huck is there now
打算拍些照片逼迫她让步
preparing to take compromising photographs of her.
以彼之道还治彼身
An eyeful for an eyeful.
很共和党的方式几乎就像圣经里所说的
Very republican. Almost biblical.
但这还不是我要说的好消息
But that's not the good news.
好消息是... 你准备好了吗
The good news is -- are you ready?
线人是迈克尔
The source was Michael.
迈克尔
Michael?
你和迈克尔谈过了吗
You spoke with Michael?
结果我发现他手里有很多
Turns out he had a wealth
你的绝密情报
of your top-secret intel at his disposal,
但他基本上都没告诉她
but he gave her almost nothing.
我不明白为什么...
I don't understand. Why would he --
因为他在乎你塞勒斯
Because he cares about you, Cyrus.
他觉得你是个好人
He thinks you're a good man.
-很讽刺对吧 -什么
- Ironic, isn't it? - What?
往往是那些与咱们最亲近的人
It's always the ones closest to us,
那些说他们在乎我们的人
the ones who say they care.
却伤害我们最深
They're the ones who do the most damage.
监视这种工作挺无聊的
So...stakeouts are kind of boring, huh?
是啊
You have no idea.
你打算告诉我吗
Are you ever gonna tell me?
你为什么离开我们
Why you left us.
我和妈妈
Me and mom.
听着不是你或者你妈妈的错
Look, it wasn't you or your mom, okay?
跟你们都没关系
It had nothing to do with you.
好吗你得相信我
Okay? You -- You have to believe that.
我相信
I do.
很好
Good.
那你为什么离开我们
So, why'd you leave?
-哈维 -爸快看有人出现了
- Javi... - Dad, look! Someone's there.
不如你出去去走走
Uh, look, why don't you, um, take a walk
买♥♥点冰淇淋回来好吗
and, um, go buy us some ice cream, okay?
街角有个商场
There's a market on the corner.
什么不
What? No.
听着哈维你不能在这儿
Look, Javi, I can't have you here.
这个男人和这个女人
This man and this woman, it's not appropriate
他们要用他们的身体
what they're about to do to each other
做羞羞的事儿
with their, um...bodies.
-听着快去 -爸爸
- Look, just -- -Dad!
去买♥♥冰淇淋快去
Go get the ice cream. Go.
快去吧
Come on.
哈维我说真的你不能在这儿
Javi, I mean it. You can't be here.
-奎恩 -你为什么在监视我的活儿
- Quinn? - Why are you at my stakeout?
你把哈维带来干什么
And why the hell did you bring Javi?
-他自己来的你的活儿 -是的
- Uh...He just showed up. Your stakeout? - Yeah.
这是伊丽莎白·诺斯
This is Elizabeth North.
这是丹·库比亚克我刚看见他进去的
This is Dan Kubiak. I just saw him walk inside.
-库比亚克 -他和伊丽莎白在一起搞什么鬼
- Kubiak. - With Elizabeth North. What the hell?
你确定在他自杀之前
So, you're sure that there was no note,
他没有留下什么纸条之类的吗
nothing he might have scribbled before shooting himself?
口袋里地上都没有吗
Shoved in a pocket or left on the floor?
我问过查这个案子的哥们
I asked my buddies who investigated.
他们说什么都没有
They said there was nothing.
他们说的是杰里米·温斯洛
They're talking about Jeremy Winslow.
快切换镜头
Quick, switch the camera.
等等那是...
Oh, wait. Is that...
莉兹
Lizzie.
副总统
The vice president?
跟伊丽莎白·诺斯和丹·库比亚克一起
With Elizabeth North and Dan Kubiak?
库比亚克突然没那么无趣了
Kubiak just got a lot less boring.
你的安保人员呢
Where's your security detail?
让他们候着呢因为我在搞外遇
Keeping a discreet distance... because I'm having an affair.
丹你出去待个20分钟吗
Dan, can you kill 20?
在附近逛逛
Take a walk around the block?
你还能再性感点吗
Could you be any sexier?
我们得告诉奥利维亚
We need to call Olivia.
库比亚克
Kubiak!
该死搞什么
Damn it! No!
放手放手放手
Let go, let go, let go!
你没事吧
Are you okay?
哈维
Javi...
哈维
Javi.
我很高兴你打电♥话♥给我了
I'm glad you called.
我不知道你会不会来
I didn't know if you would be.
会的
I was.
这不来了吗
I am.
怎么了
What?
你为什么这么盯着我看
Why are you looking at me like that?
我知道自己不是个称职的父亲奥利维亚
I haven't been a perfect father, Olivia, I know that.
我想让你知道我知道这点
I want you to know that I know that.
你不需要说出来
You don't need to say this.
需要
I do.
我想让你知道我一直是为了你好
I want you to know that I've always wanted the best for you.
我想让你成为最好的
I wanted you to be the best.
因为对我而言你一直都是最好的
Because, to me, you always were.
因为没有人...没有人教我
Now, I-I didn't have a -- a role model
怎么做一个好父亲所以我一路磕磕绊绊
for how to be a dad, and I stumbled.
我知道
I know that.
我不该生气的时候却朝你发火
I got angry when I shouldn't have.
过去我只关注结果
I focused too much on how you did
却不关心你努力的过程
rather than how you were doing it.
我以前没有告诉你你的努力你的挣扎
I didn't say enough how important it was to me,
对我来说是多么重要
when you were trying, that you were struggling,
因为真的很重要
because it was.
因为我应该理解
Because I should've understood.
因为我也一样
Because that's what I was doing.
我在努力
Trying.
也在挣扎
And struggling.
我努力了
I tried.
你肯定以为有太多次我把工作看得比你重要
I'm sure you thought that I put my job before you too many times.
事情看起来就是那样的我知道
It seemed that way, I know.
我想告诉你我从未把工作看得比你还重要
I want you to know, I never put my job before you.
我从未把任何事看得比你重要
I never put anything before you.
我所做的事
What I've done,
我所做的一切都是为了你
all that I've done, is because of you.
大家分工协作动作快点
We're gonna divide up the work, everyone.