女子监狱

Orange Is the New Black S01E12

Part 5 Oct. 27, 2019, 7:05 p.m.

一个人能接纳的禅宗是有限的
Sometimes you wanna feel something.
有时候你想真切感受到些什么
You gotta talk about it sometime.
这事你早晚要说的
I used to grow marijuana out in California, Humboldt County.
我以前在加州洪堡县种大麻
One acre, nothing crazy.
一英亩不算太多
Just enough to keep me going.
刚刚够我用
Goin', like, baked?
你是指自己吸吗
Like, pay the rent.
我是指付房租
I mean, I smoked it once in a while.
我偶尔会抽几口
But mostly I was just a good old fashioned drunk,
但大多数时候我只是个传统的酒鬼
like my parents raised me to be.
从小就受父母的熏陶
So the Feds shut you down.
所以政府收缴了你的大麻
Actually, it was the deer.
其实是鹿干的
The who, now?
谁
Oh, yeah, deer love weed.
没错鹿很喜欢大麻
Fucks them right up, too.
也会让它们兴奋过度
They start jumping around all over the place.
它们开始到处乱跳
Then they come back for more.
然后又会跑回来吃
And the kicker is, you can't keep them out.
关键在于怎么都赶不走它们
I tried everything. Soap shavings, fox pee,
我什么办法都试过了刮脸皂狐狸尿
which they sell at the Home Depot for $120 a gallon.
那玩意在家得宝卖120块一加仑
Seems like you could have just built a fence.
你建一道栅栏不就得了
No, a deer can jump an eight foot barb wire fence
不行鹿能跳过两米半的铁丝网
with a smile on its face, like Donald O'Connor.
脸上挂着微笑跟唐纳德·奥康纳似的
Get to the meat already.
说重点
I got a hunting rifle
我有把猎枪
and stayed up all night, four, five times a week.
每周有四五天晚上通宵守着
And finally, one night
终于有天晚上
I see them rustling around the edge of my property,
我看到它们在房子周围蹿来蹿去
where I was growing the quality shit,
就在我种优质大麻的地方
AK 47 this hybrid plant called AK 47,
这种杂种植物叫做
which the fake prescription people eat up like peanuts.
那些用处方药当幌子的人拿它当零食吃
I was pissed.
我当时气死了
And drunk?
还买醉了
Oh, honey, that goes without saying.
亲爱的那根本就不用说
So what happened?
到底发生了什么
I shot him.
我朝他开了枪
And?
然后呢
And it wasn't a deer.
那不是只鹿
It was an eight year old kid from the farm next door
那是个农场隔壁的八岁小男孩
who was running away from home
他从家里跑了出来
because his dad took away his Nintendo.
因为他爸爸拿走了他的任天堂
A kid.
一个孩子
Shit.
该死
And they buried him on their property, in a box.
他们把他放进骨灰盒里埋在自家土地里
Work hours means no socializing whatsoever, inmates.
工作时间不得进行任何社交活动犯人
It was a mistake.
那是个错误
Oh, no.
不
We're having a moment here.
我们正在谈心
Shit. I'm sorry. Carry on.
该死抱歉继续
I don't even know what Kwanzaa is.
我都不知道宽扎节是什么东西
I mean, except that you're supposed
我只知道要穿花褂子
to wear dashikis and eat corn and stuff.
吃玉米什么的
Nobody knows what it is, girl.
没人知道那是什么节姐们
But they're taking Fed money up in here,
但他们拿了政府的经费
so they gotta give all the traditions equal time.
这样大家都可以庆祝自己的传统节日
Hey, you know what?
知道吗
I think I'm gonna be needin' a traditional week off from work.
我觉得自己需要一周的传统假期
Hey! To honor my African roots, you feel me?
以对自己的非洲血脉表示尊重懂吧
Uh, huh. Joyous Kwanzaa, my Nubian sister.
充满欢乐的宽扎节我的努比亚姊妹
May the Kwanzaa Elf smile upon ya!
愿宽扎小精灵对你微笑
And pull it through the loop.
从这个圈中间拉出来
And you got a single crochet stitch.
这样就织好了一针
Ah, ha, ha, ha! Look at that!
快瞧啊
Ninety five thousand more of those
再织九万五千针
and you'll have a lovely throw.
就能织出一块好看的毯子了
Hey, college, I got words for you.
大学生我有话跟你说
All right, I'm just gonna give it to you straight, college,
我就有话直说了大学生
I've been harboring some really bad hate in my heart for you.
我一直恨你恨得牙根痒痒
But I saved you. I got you out of Psych.
可是我救了你我把你从心理治疗区弄出来了
You saved me from some shit you got me into.
是你先害我进去又救了我而已
Don't be surprised if there's not a national holiday
没有国定假日以你的名字命名
declared in your name.
千万别觉得奇怪
You got me thrown into the SHU...
你害我关了禁闭
Who's talkin' right now?
现在是谁在说话呢
Do you realize that you almost ruined my life?
你没发现你差点毁了我一辈子吗
I mean, do you?
发现了吗
You made the Almighty God into a joke,
你把万能之神搞成一个笑话
and a joke ain't nothing to me.
这个笑话对我一文不值
A joke didn't write me letters up in here,
这个笑话不会给我写信
and a joke didn't give me hope so I could do my time
也没法给我希望让我可以安心坐牢
and make something out of it.
从中悟出点名堂来
What do you believe in?
你有什么信仰
Well, I've always thought that agnostic was sort of a cop out.
我一直觉得不可知论者算是种逃避
But you know, if I had to label it,
如果一定要下个定义
I'd say that I'm a secular humanist.
我会说自己是现实人文主义者
Which is not to say I'm not spiritual...
这并不是说我不信教
You're not religious, okay? Just stop.
你没有宗教信仰别说了
Stop.
别说了
You believe in Hussein Obama?
你信仰侯赛因·奥巴马吗
Electric cars and Shakespeare books
还有电动汽车和莎士比亚的书
and do you go out to eat at restaurants?
你平时去餐馆吃饭吗
I don't have any of that, okay? All I have is him.
这些我都没有我只有神
I'm sorry.
对不起
Don't ask for my forgiveness. You should ask for His forgiveness.
别求我原谅你你应该请求神的原谅
You need to get right with him,
你要与神和好
and then we'll see that all this was part of His plan.
然后我们就会发现这一切都是他的计划
And then, we don't have to fight anymore.
然后我们就不必再打架了
I wasn't planning on fighting with you. Well, then, just do it.
我本来没想打你那就快行动吧
Right now? Yeah, right here, right now.
现在吗对就此时此刻
Got somewhere to be?
你有事要忙吗
Dear Jesus...
亲爱的耶稣
That's awfully familiar for somebody
这种称呼一听就出自
that doesn't give him the time of day.
不愿与神对话的人之口
Dear Mr. Christ?
亲爱的基督先生
Dear Mr. Christ,
亲爱的基督先生
I know that I've done some things recently
我知道自己最近做了一些事
that have not been, have been up to your standards.
不太符合您的标准
And I feel pretty ashamed.
我感到无比羞愧
It's really easy to point fingers.
推卸责任很容易
And I've done some things lately I feel pretty lousy about.
我最近做了一些让自己感到极其恶心的事
And I'm wondering if maybe
我在想你能不能
you could make things right between us?
消除我们之间的隔阂
Meaning forgiveness?
你是指原谅吗
If I could be forgiven, that would be really...
如果对方能原谅我那就...
That would be really comforting.
那就太令人安慰了
Amen.
阿门
How was that?
我做得怎么样
I think you took a step on the right road.
我觉得你朝正道迈进了一步
Okay.
好吧
Now we just gotta get you baptized.
现在该帮你受洗了
I would've looped in the Blessed Virgin to cover my bases.
为了彻底解决问题我会再向圣母玛利亚祈祷
But that's me.
不过那是我的做法
Let's try again.
再试一次
Thanks for coming.
谢谢你能来
What do you want?
你想干什么
Wow, way to harsh on a dude when he's down, bro, fuck!
对一个落魄的兄弟竟然这么不耐烦操
You put your dick in Diaz!
你上了迪亚茨
It's not what it sounds like, man. She wanted me to do it.
事实上不像传言那样她是自愿的
Hey, Benny, I think we're in love.
本尼我觉得我们相爱了
You poor fucker.