In the criminal justice system,
在刑事司法体系中
sexually based offenses.
性侵犯被认为
are considered especially heinous.
是特别可憎的罪行
In New York City, the dedicated detectives
在纽约市 有一群具有献身精神的警探
who investigate these vicious felonies
全力调查这类重案
are members of an elite squad
他们隶属于一支精英团队
known as the Special Victims Unit.
被称为「特殊受害者小组」
These are their stories.
以下是他们的故事
His spotted hand jerked forward,
他伸出那只肮脏的手
landing heavy on the top of my head.
用力按住了我的头
Retreat or resistance was now futile.
此时逃跑或抵抗都是徒劳的
I reminded myself to breathe...
我提醒自己要呼吸
in, out, in, out.
吸气 呼气 吸气 呼气
The fumes from a passing truck
路过的卡车的浓烟
crept through the open window of his Toyota,
穿过他那丰田车敞开的窗户
snuck into my nostrils
偷偷地进入我的鼻孔
and slithered down my esophagus like a worm,
就像蠕虫一样滑下我的食道
taunting the rubber walls into syncopated contractions.
把橡皮墙切分成收缩状
Push, push,
推 推
pull, push.
拉 推
Now, the calluses on William's fingers
此时 威廉手指上的老茧
scratched my thighs in 20 spots at once.
一下子在我的大腿上刮了二十处伤口
Now, the stale cigar breath engulfed my tongue.
此时 雪茄味的气息吞没了我的舌头
Now, his yellow incisors
此时 他那蜡黄的门牙
nipped at my earlobes and neck.
撕咬着我的耳垂和脖子
The kraken has trapped the barracuda
就像是北海巨妖困住了梭鱼
and is toying with it before the feast.
在享用美食前玩弄着猎物
The dust lifted and rose,
尘埃扬起
forming a halo above the deserted parking lot.
在荒芜的停车场上方形成晕轮
And for one short, illusory moment...
在一个短暂的 虚幻的瞬间
I was Bobbi again...
我又变回了波比
12 years old
十二岁
and alone.
独自一人
I already read it like three times...
我已经读了三遍了
Thank you. I don't know how you did it,
谢谢 我不知道你是怎么做到的
but it just keeps getting better.
但我读着读着越来越入迷
Well, um, y'all keep reading now.
欢迎继续阅读
And fourth time's the charm.
第四次的魅力
You had such a hard life, Bobbi.
你的人生太艰难了 波比
Well, it's, um... the only one I know.
怎么说呢 这是我所知道的唯一
To read it is one thing.
自己读书是一回事
To hear you read it is... can I say it... experiential.
听你朗读出来 我能说吗 是种全方位的体验
How ever did you find her, Walter?
你究竟是怎么找到她的 沃尔特
Believe it or not, she found me.
信不信由你 是她找到了我
Well, color me green.
是我孤陋寡闻
Bobbi, do you think your work will ever go mainstream?
波比 你认为你的作品会走向主流吗
I'm happy being a small fry.
我很高兴成为一个小人物
Real literary advancement always comes from
真正的文学进步总是来自
the small houses like Pitch Dark Press.
像暗黑出版社这样的小作坊
We're underground and proud of it.
我们是地下文学并以此为荣
Have you started your next book?
你已经开始写下一本书了吗
Bobbi's always working on something.
波比总是在构思些什么
Don't ask. She won't even tell me about it.
别问了 她甚至不会告诉我
I'm gonna get a refill.
我去续杯
Extraordinary. Yes, definitely.
天赋异禀 是啊 毫无疑问
It's a nasty one, Sonny.
这案子够恶心的 桑尼
Aren't they all? What you got?
不都是这样吗 什么情况
A book reading in the store,
在书店里举♥行♥的读书会
followed by a signing and cocktails.
以及之后签名会和鸡尾酒会
The author, Bobbi O'Rourke, comes out here
作家 波比·奥鲁克 拿着杯夏布利酒
with a glass of Chablis to grab a smoke.
来到这里想抽口烟
Wham! A brick to the head.
突然间 一块砖头砸向头部
Rinse, dry, repeat.
现场被处理得很干净
Liv!
丽芙
Was she raped? Apparently not.
她被强♥奸♥了吗 显然没有
Well, due respect, Lieu, but what are we doing here?
好吧 恕我直言 警督 但叫我们来这做什么
She's not a she... physically, anyway.
不管怎样 生理角度上说 她不是女儿身
We may be looking at a hate crime.
我们可能是在调查一起仇恨犯罪
We pulled prints from the brick,
我们从砖头上提取了指纹
but they're not in any database.
但不在任何数据库中
Now, Bobbi's got a learner's permit from North Carolina.
波比有张北卡罗莱纳的学习许可证
He's 16 years old.
他现在十六岁
Did you try reaching out his family?
你们试过联♥系♥他的家人吗
Yeah, we tried, but the address wasn't real.
是的 我们试过了 但是地址不是真的
All right, so if his book is true,
如果他书中描写的都是真实的
he ran away at 13 years old
他十三岁时离家出走
and he supported himself, turning tricks at truck stops
他自给自足 在卡车休息站耍花招
as he hitched rides to New York.
得以搭便车去纽约
As if being transgender wasn't tough enough.
身为变性人就已经够艰难的了
But Bobbi's not transgender.
但波比不是变性人
Robbie just figured out that
书中的罗比也刚弄明白
he made more money pretending to be a teenage girl.
他假扮未成年少女赚了更多的钱
And once he got to New York? That's how he paid his rent,
他一到纽约就这样吗 他就是以这样的方式付的房♥租
until the book, I guess.
直到这本书出版 我猜这样
Liv, I got something.
丽芙 我这里有发现
The bookstore videoed the after-party.
书店的监控录下了余兴酒会
Seems Bobbi was a darling of the elites on both coasts.
看上去波比是这两位两岸精英的宠儿
Here we go.
接着看
That's his third, if you're counting.
这是他的第三杯酒 如果你想知道
Now, keep your eye on this guy.
现在 注意这个家伙
Bobbi's going out back.
波比出去了
And so is he.
他也是
This could be our guy.
他可能是我们要找的家伙
Okay, check in with the bookstore
好吧 去书店看看
and see if anyone can get a name.
问问谁能知道这个人的名字
It's a tragedy.
这是个悲剧
Bobbi would've been one of the greats.
波比本来能成为最伟大的作家之一
The world as it is, not as it should be.
世界就该是这样的 而不是那样
I... I'm sorry.
我很抱歉
Let me ask you this. How do these readings work?
我换个问题 读书会的流程是怎样的
Do people buy tickets?
人们是进来买♥♥票吗
There was a short guest list.
有一份简短的客人名单
The rest were first come first serve.
其余的都是先到先得
We're gonna need to see that list.
我们需要看看这个清单
You have to go to Bobbi's publisher for that.
你们必须去找波比的出版商要
Pitch Dark Press.
暗黑出版社
Pitch Dark Press. Okay.
暗黑出版社 了解
Thank you.
谢谢
It was the first time
这是他第一次
that anyone had ever seen him before.
在公众面前露面
Will that help sell books? Well, sure.
有助于书籍的销♥售♥吗 当然了
But his readers were fascinated by his story.
但他的读者对他的故事着迷
They were chomping at the bit to lay their eyes on him.
所有人都目不转睛地盯着他看
Fascinated by a child prostitute, huh?
其实是被雏妓迷住了 对吧
By a being capable of living two lives.
是被一个有两种生活方式的人迷住了
He wouldn't even let me put his picture on the book jacket.
他甚至不让我把他的照片放在护封上
Because he's shy?
是因为他害羞吗
Who knows with these guys?
谁能读懂这些家伙啊
Thomas Pynchon. J.D. Salinger.
托马斯·品钦 杰罗姆·塞林格
You know, separate the art from the artist.
你知道 得把艺术品和艺术家区分开
This showed up unsolicited.
这本书从天而降
I read the first page,
我先读了第一页
and I didn't stop until I reached page 287.
然后直到第287页我才停下来
It was perfect.
完美的作品
The only thing the author left out was his name,
唯一遗漏的是作者的姓名
address, phone number.
地址 电♥话♥号♥码
Was that a mistake? No, no, no.
是失误吗 不 不 不
It was intentional.
这是故意的
I got a call a few days later,
几天后我接到一个电♥话♥
and this timid, tentative voice
而那怯懦的 试探的声音
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