我们的生活

This Is Us S04E15

Part 5 June 18, 2020, 4:54 p.m.

*插♥进♥你今天买♥♥的花瓶里*
*In the vase that you bought today*
*盯着火焰*
*Staring at the fire*
*久久不肯移走目光*
*For hours and hours...*
-一起唱杰克 -不了
- Come on, Jack. - No, no, I...
*当我聆听你*
*While I listen to you*
*整晚为我*
*Play your love songs*
*演奏情歌♥*
*All night long for me*
*只为我一人*
*Only for me-ee-ee*
*现在到我身边来*
*Come to me now*
*安心倚靠五分钟*
*Rest your head for just five minutes*
*一切*
*Everything*
*都已尘埃落定*
*Is done.*
你还记得歌♥词
You still got it.
如果不是因为这首歌♥ 我可能就忘记了
An otherwise simple morning might have been forgotten
那个简简单单的早晨
if it weren't for that song.
你害怕吗
Are you scared?
有点
A little.
但我现在一点也不会去想那些事
But I'm not even thinking about any of that right now
因为你现在陪在我身边
'cause I am... I'm right here with you.
你总是拥有那种能力凯文
You've always had that quality, Kevin.
你让一切都变得有趣起来
You make everything fun.
我知道你或许有时觉得这是个缺点
Which I know you probably think is a bad thing sometimes,
或许人们因此不会把你当回事
and maybe people don't take you seriously.
你太心灰意冷了让我试试让我试试
You're ice cold. Let me try. Let me try.
准备好了吗
Ready?
加油加油
Okay. Okay.
不是
Nope.
不是那张
It's not it.
怎么了
What?
有时你会让人们忘记自己的烦恼
Sometimes making people forget about their worries,
或者将来会发生什么
or what comes next--
这是你能给别人最重要的帮助
that's the most important thing you can do for someone.
我们刚才聊了你的焦虑发作情况
So, we've talked about your panic attacks
还有你和你两位父亲的关系
and your relationship with your two fathers.
那你和你母亲关系如何呢
How is your relationship with your mother?
挺好的
It's good.
我爱我母亲
I love my mother.
我们关系很好
We're very close.
你要是觉得我此刻状态有点紧绷
If you sense me tensing up right now,
那是因为我担心她的病情
it's because of her illness,
并不是因为我和她关系不好
not because of my relationship with her.
我肯定不是因为她才来咨♥询♥的相信我
Trust me when I say I'm not here because of her.
我来这里是因为我有情绪控制问题
I'm here because I have control issues.
你这是自我诊断的吗
Is that your... self-diagnosis?
我觉得这问题挺明显的
I think it's kind of obvious.
就像你现在努力想控制话题
Like how you're trying to control the conversation away
不愿讨论你母亲的事吗
from talking about your mom?
好了梅尔菲医生
Okay, Dr. Melfi.
我明白了
I get it.
我明白你的意图了
I get what you're doing here.
到底是坏了还是怎么回事为什么...
I mean, is it broke or something? What's the...?
你愿意说说你为什么会被那声音干扰吗
Do you want to talk about why that's bothering you?
这样我就不得不承认它干扰到我了
But then I would have to admit that it's bothering me.
好了可以了
Okay. All right.
所以这些都是诊疗的一部分是吗
So... this is all part of it, right?
包括等候室还有那幅画
The waiting room, the painting?
这就是你诊疗的方式吗
Is that how your operation works?
激怒病人从而让他们陷入精神崩溃
Just agitate your patients into having a breakdown?
抱歉
Apologies.
我看下信息
I need to check this.
这下好了
Oh, good.
看来今天是我哥带我妈
Looks like my brother will be taking my mom
去医院复诊
to her follow-up appointment today.
这下又会出什么问题呢
What could go wrong?
*我只能说我的生活平淡无奇*
*All I can say is that my life is pretty plain*
*我喜欢看着*
*I like watchin'*
*雨水汇入水洼...*
*The puddles gather rain...*
儿子你先把东西拿到楼上去好吗
Hey, bud, take your stuff upstairs, okay?
谢谢
Thanks.
*若问我怎么想...*
*And speak my point of view...*
我知道你不想聊斯图尔特我理解
Look, I-I know you don't want to talk about Stuart, all right?
-尤其是跟你老爸聊这个 -我的确不想
- Especially not with your dad. - I don't.
有时候周六我做华夫饼时你们经常会看到
Hey, do you know how, some Saturdays,
我把第一块饼扔掉了你知道为什么吗
when I make waffles, you guys see me toss the first one out?
是因为电饼铛温度太高
That's because the waffle iron is too hot,
或者温度不够
or maybe it's not hot enough, or,
也有可能我把面糊倒太多了
you know, I made the batter too thick.
初恋男友呢就有点像这第一块华夫饼
First boyfriends are kind of like first waffles.
明白吗你要...
Okay? You-you got to...
经历过几次才能找到最合适的那一个
get through a few before you get it right.
你的那个人会出现的他只是...
Yours is out there. He's just...
还没出炉呢
He's still cooking.
人呢
Hello?
谢天谢地你终于回来了
Thank God you're finally home.
他大概一小时前睡着了
He conked out, like, an hour ago,
我都不敢动怕吵醒他...
and I've been too afraid to move..
-你和麦迪逊聊得怎么样 -居然还挺好的
- How'd it go with Madison? - Surprisingly well.
她不会变成我大嫂吧会吗
She's not gonna be my sister-in-law, is she?
不会一切正常
No. It's all good.
小托
Tobe?
什么
Yeah.
我不想因为
I don't want to resent you
你坦诚说出你的感受而怨恨你
for being honest about your feelings.
我也不希望你
And I don't want you to resent me
因为我怨恨你而怨恨我
for resenting you about your feelings.
我爱你
I love you.
我受够了我们相互对立的状态
And I'm tired of the me versus you.
我们最好的状态是合起来一致对外
I mean, we're our best when it's me and you versus everyone.
-你知道吗 -知道
- You know? - Yeah.
我可以再去看看录音室吗
Now can I see the studio?
我知道我刚才打断了你不过...
I know I cut it short before, but...
我觉得这是我认识你以来
I think it's one of your all-time...
收到过最甜蜜又浪漫的礼物之一了
sweetest, most romantic gestures.
说真的它可以排第一
Actually, it's number one.
你刚才还没看完整间屋子呢
You just haven't seen the rest of it.
你能带我看看吗
Can you show me?
我好饿
Oh, I'm starving.
我们去吃点东西吧
Let's go get something to eat.
就去那家你喜欢的高档寿司餐厅怎么样
What about, um, that-that fancy sushi restaurant that you love?
可以妈不过我觉得时间可能会来不及
Uh... okay. I don't know if we have the time, though, Ma.
你看我们要去接米格尔
I mean, uh, we got to get Miguel,
-然后我还要送你去看医生 -没事
- I got to get you to your doctor's appointment. - No.
没关系那个可以改时间
No, we can reschedule that.
我可以试一下你常说的
Ooh, maybe I can try that dangerous food
那个危险食物叫什么来着
you're always talking about. What's it called?
-河豚 -河豚啊
- The, the blowfish. - Blowfish.
-对 -没错
- Yeah. - Yes.
可是我... 我不想
Uh, yeah, I just... I don't want
让大家再次验证
to reinforce this family's narrative
凯文♥做♥事果然不靠谱
that I'm not dependable.
凯文就拿个核磁共振报告而已
Kevin, they're only MRI results.
明天再去也行
They can wait until tomorrow.
妈...
Mom...
我不想...我不想去
I don't... I don't want to go.
因为我不想让今天结束
'Cause I don't want today to end.
今天无论如何都会结束的
Today's gonna end no matter what.
但我们还有明天
But there's tomorrow.
等到明天我还会陪着你
There's tomorrow, and I will be here,
我们再去做些别的事
and we will do something else.
我保证
I promise.