黑色警报（2015）

Code Black S02E13

Part 4 Feb. 8, 2021, 11:47 a.m.

我们可以打电♥话♥ 找人帮助你
We can make some calls, get you some help.
我只需要有人把孩子带走
Only help I need is for someone to take that boy.
他需要一个好家庭
He needs a good home.
不但你是他的母亲
No, but you are his mother.
别说的像你了解我一样你并不
Stop talking to me like you know me. You don't.
你不知道我经历了什么
You don't know what I've been through.
他的父亲在哪
Where is his father?
他...离开了
He...left.
有一天就那么走了
Just took off one day.
我很抱歉
I am so sorry.
在我最需要他的时候
He left me all alone
他丢下我一个人
when I needed him the most.
特蕾西听我说
Tracy, listen to me.
你服的药减慢了你的呼吸
The pills that you took slowed your breathing
使你少吸了很多烟
so that you ingested less smoke.
事情就是这么奇怪你本想自杀
As strange as it is to say, your trying to kill yourself
没想到却救了自己的命
actually saved your life.
这是你重生的机会
This is a second chance if I have ever seen one.
你不能这么大幅度移♥动♥
You can't be moving around like that.
我们刚修补了肝撕裂伤
We just repaired a lacerated liver.
你把我的话传给我爸了吗
Did you get the message to my dad?
还没有他刚结束手术还未清醒
Not yet. He's still unconscious from the surgery.
但他在康复他现在情况不错
But he's recovering. He's doing well.
很快就会醒的
He should be up soon.
而现在我关心的是你
In the meantime, I'm concerned about you.
你自己也需要疗愈
You have some healing to do of your own.
「需要疗愈」
"Some healing to do."
那可是我父亲的台词
That's my father's line.
在他周日的布道中常会听到
Pops up all the time in his Sunday sermons.
在信仰和医学之间有微妙的差别
Well, there's a fine line between faith and medicine.
你有信仰吗威利斯医生
Are you a man of faith, Dr. Willis?
我信仰医学
I have faith in medicine.
我爸对此肯定会有意见
My dad would have something to say about that,
他对任何事都是
as he does about everything.
你们俩亲密吗
You two are close?
他不整天盯着我的时候还行
When he's not breathing down my neck.
他接受不了我已经成年了
He can't accept the fact that I'm an adult,
我会有自己的主意
that I can make my own decisions.
有时候要对自己爱的人放手挺不容易的
Sometimes it's hard to let go of the people you love.
我没有要他放手
I wasn't asking him to let go,
只需要允许我去纽约
just let me go to New York.
纽约有什么
What's in New York?
百老汇
Broadway.
你是舞蹈演员吗
Are you a dancer?
歌♥唱演员
Singer.
我从记事起就在教堂唱诗班里
I've been in the church choir since I can remember.
在我12岁
But when I was 12,
我看了《悲惨世界》
I saw "Les Mis."
他总说「想找上帝就去教堂」
He always says, "If you wanna find God, you go to church."
如果想唱歌♥ 就去纽约
Well, if you wanna sing, you go to New York.
你们就是为这事吵架吗
Is that what you fought about?
他说我背弃了他背弃了教会和上帝
He said I was turning my back on him, on the church, on God.
我说我不在乎我们吵得很凶
I told him I didn't care. It was a bad fight.
我对他大叫「让上帝见鬼去」
I yelled at him, "To hell with God."
他脸上的表情好像我朝他吐了唾沫似的
The look on his face, I may as well have spit on him.
他必须要知道
He has to know that
我不是故意这么说的
I didn't mean any of that.
他需要知道我爱他我很抱歉
He needs to know that I love him and I'm sorry.
我带你上去你自己去告诉他怎么样
How 'bout I take you up there and you tell him yourself?
我要去看一个病人
I just have to check on a patient.
十分钟后回来
I'll be back in 10 minutes.
瑞玛我知道这事对你来说很痛苦
Rima, I know how difficult this is for you.
相信我没有人能用任何语言
And believe me, there are no words of comfort
来安慰你
anyone can give to you.
但是萨米还在
But Sami's still here.
他会很健康的
He's going to be all right.
你还有他
You still have him.
你们还有彼此
You have each other.
「不我不想见到他」
"No. I don't wanna see him."
瑞玛别这样他是你儿子
No, Rima. Please, he's your son.
「我不想见到他」
"I don't wanna see him."
「我不想见到他」
"I don't wanna see him."
「我不想见到他
"I don't want to see him.
我女儿死了我女儿死了」
My daughter is dead. My daughter is dead."
好好
Okay, okay.
你好我是罗利·格思里医院的牧师
Hi. I'm Rollie Guthrie. I'm the hospital chaplain.
你需要有人一起祈祷吗
You wanted someone to pray with?
我只是在为我女儿祈祷
I was just praying for my daughter.
好没问题
Yes, of course.
我必须坦白这是我第一天做牧师
I must confess, it's my first day as a chaplain.
传统意义上讲我不太合格
I'm not exactly qualified in a traditional sense.
我的职业是医生
I'm a doctor by trade.
-你了解圣经吗 -了解
- Do you know your Bible? - I do.
这就不错
That's a good start.
你有什么烦恼要倾诉吗
What's troubling you?
不我是为你而来的神父
No, I'm here for you, Father.
如果能为你排忧解难就算对我有帮助了
It helps me if I can help you.
我今晚眼睁睁看着一个孩子死掉了
I watched a child die tonight.
这让你质疑上帝是吗
And it made you question God.
不我...
No, no. I...
你是人
You're human.
人都想要答案
And humans want answers.
你需要的答案并不是可见的具象
The answers you need don't come with photographic evidence.
要找到答案你得学会信仰看不见的东西
They require that you believe in something you can't see.
这就是我们管它叫「信仰」的原因不是吗
After all, that's why we call it faith, isn't it?
否则就叫「证据」了
Otherwise, we'd call it proof.
我和我女儿最近总意见不合
My daughter and I, we've been at odds with each other lately,
我就向上帝寻求指示
and I was just asking God for guidance.
那你有答案了吗
And did you get an answer?
他说如果养孩子容易的话
He said if raising children were easy,
他就多养一个了
he might've had another.
你也有孩子吧罗利
You have children, Rollie?
对一个儿子
Yes. A son.
可惜我们并不亲近
Sadly, we're not close.
我一直试图接近他
I've been trying to reach him.
现在我正面对一个重大抉择
I'm facing a very difficult decision,
我得先跟他谈谈
and I need to talk to him first.
我很抱歉
I'm -- I'm sorry.
我很害怕神父
I'm scared, Father.
你信奉上帝吗孩子
You believe in God, son?
是的
Yes.
那就没什么好怕的
Then there's nothing to fear.
伊曼纽尔伊曼纽尔
Emanuel? Emanuel?
伊曼纽尔
Emanuel?
他肺部充斥了大量积液
His lungs are filled with fluid.
舒张期杂音很大主动脉瓣破裂
Loud diastolic murmur. He ruptured his aortic valve.
脉搏微弱
Pulse is weak.
他得赶紧进手术室
We need to get him back to the OR right now.
我一会带萝拉上去看看她父亲
I'm taking Lola up to see her father.
你不知道吗
You didn't hear?
什么
Hear what?
他主动脉瓣破裂情况很严重
He had a catastrophic aortic valve rupture.
我们试过紧急修复但是...
We tried an emergent repair, but, uh,
他心源性休克太长时间
he was too far into cardiogenic shock.
-他没挺过来 -没有
- He died? - Yeah.
我跟她说了十分钟以后带她上去
I told her I would bring her up in 10 minutes.
一小时之前
An hour ago.
她不想见她孩子吗
She didn't wanna see her baby?
悲伤的人是无法做出理性判断的
Grief isn't logical.
确实
No, it's not.