此时此地

Here and Now S01E08

Part 1 June 6, 2020, 1:53 p.m.

你不是一直希望我接受不可解释之事吗
Haven't you always wanted me to be open to the unexplainable?
法里德我不知道
Farid, I don't know.
一切似乎有些走火入魔
It's all just starting to look a little manic.
前情提要
《此时此刻》
你很有洞察力
You're perceptive.
你有观察到我的什么吗
Do you pick up on anything about me?
你需要毁灭你面前的东西
You need to destroy the thing in front of you.
为将要面对的一切做好准备
You ready for what's coming?
你们在干什么
Hey, what the fuck are you doing?
-操 -住手
- Oh, fuck! - Stop!
敢说一个字我就把这照片发到网上
Breathe a word and this pic goes viral.
我们必须摧毁麦迪逊和她的智障走狗
We have to destroy Madison and her fucktard she-goblins.
你还记不记得那晚我们去喝啤酒
Do you remember that night you and I went for beers?
我本可以陪你回家的不是吗
I could've gone home with you that night, couldn't I?
你还好吗
You okay?
我没事
I'm fine.
所以你觉得怎么样要不要来工作室一趟
So what do you say? I'll stop by the office?
雷蒙
Ramon.
停下来
Stop!
停下来
Stop!
你梦到了我妈妈
You dreamed my mother.
我想我梦到了你妈妈
And I think I dreamt your birth mother.
你能走了吗
Can you go now?
-这很重要 -我的天
- This is very important for-- - Oh, my God, just get out!
我是认真的
Look, I'm serious,
我不想再见到这人
I don't ever want to see this guy ever again, okay?
我不管你说什么好吗我要回家
Look, I don't care what you say, all right? I'm going home.
亲爱的留下来
Sweetie, stay here.
我们一起想办法
We'll figure it all out together.
你在再次经历你和艾克舅舅之间的情况
You are reliving your thing with Uncle Ike, all right?
这不一样我不一样好吗
This is different. I am different, all right?
有明显证据证明我有多孔性思维
There's clear evidence that I have porous mind
我能注意到信息我要做的是
and I pick up messages. What I have to do is...
弄清楚它们的含义
figure out what they mean!
斯科拉尼医生用了"精神病"一词
Dr. Shokrani used the word "Psychosis."
我看到的其中一些东西
Some of the things that I have seen
最后证明是真的好吗
have turned out to be real, okay?
我是你儿子妈你为什么听他的而不听我的
I'm your son, Mom. Why do you listen to him and not me?
医生很担心你可能会感觉
The doctor is very concerned that you might feel that you--
他在我游戏里看到了他的生活
The doctor sees his life in my game.
他当然想继续治疗我了
Of course he's gonna wanna keep treating me.
他不是你想的那样子好吗
He's not what you think he is, all right?
所以他和他的药都可以去死了妈
So fuck him and fuck his fucking pills, Mom.
你不能就这么断药你必须逐步停药
You can't just quit the medication. You have to taper off.
那我就逐步停药但我不会再继续了
Well, then I'll taper off, but I'm done!
清楚了吗
Are we fucking clear?
你不该自己待着好歹给艾希莉或者杜克打电♥话♥吧
You shouldn't be alone. At least call Ashley or Duc.
不也不要给我打电♥话♥ 发电邮或者短♥信♥ 好吗
No! And nobody call me, email me, or text me, all right?
总之别来烦我
Just don't fucking bother me!
此时此刻
第一季第八集
是的你病情发作
Yup, you're having a flare-up.
我知道给我治好
I know that. Fix it.
等等你们现在医学巨人还没研发出对策
Oh. Wait, you giants of modern medicine still have no cure.
你们能让盲人重见光明让聋子恢复听力
You can make the blind see and the deaf hear,
却不能帮我停止拉屎
and you can't help me stop shitting?
这只是结肠炎
It's just colitis.
你是有慢性病但这是可以治疗的
Yes, you have a chronic condition, but, hey, it's treatable,
是周期性的不是绝症你很幸运
it's intermittent, it's not terminal. You're lucky.
你有管理你的压力吗
You managing your stress?
我开始拉屎后才感到有压力
I wasn't stressed till I started shitting.
等等杜克
Oh. Hang on. Duc.
很简单
It's simple:
你发病的时候就暂时别工作
When you have symptoms, you power down for a while.
不我拒绝让这傻♥逼♥病
No. I refuse to let this stupid disease
阻止我实现我的目标
keep me from achieving what I want to achieve.
好药强的松美沙拉秦片
Okay. Meds: prednisone, Asacol.
每天吃9片巨型药
Nine massive pills every day...
余生都要这么吃下去
Mm-hmm. ...for the rest of my life.
-对 -这不公平
- Right. - It's not fair.
穿上裤子走吧
Put your pants on, get outta here.
你没事下一位
You're good. Next!
我以为是雷蒙
Hey. Oh. I thought you might be Ramon.
-怎么了 -他拒绝和我们住一起
- What's going on? - He refuses to stay with us.
太不负责了
So... irresponsible.
我们没想到你会来一切可好
We weren't expecting you. Is everything okay?
都很好
Everything's great.
和平礼物
Peace offering.
艾希莉你不用买♥♥的
Oh, Ashley. You didn't have to.
有必要你是我唯一的妈妈
Yeah, I did. You're the only mom I have,
即使你是白人至上主义者
even if you are a white supremacist.
这是什么
What's this?
打开吧
Open it.
你或许自己不会选这双但是
You may not choose them for yourself, but--
你说笑吗
Are you kidding?
也太好看了
These are spectacular!
我帮你穿
Here, let me...
等等让我来
Hang on. I got it. I got it.
我知道你希望我当社工
I know you wanted me to be a social worker,
你很失望但
and you were super disappointed, but, you know...
社工可不会给你买♥♥这鞋
a social worker wouldn't get you these.
你还是觉得我看不起你的工作吗
You still think I look down on you for what you do?
不是的
It's not true.
那都是过去了
That's ancient history,
我很为你骄傲
and I'm so proud of you.
谢谢妈
Thanks, Mom.
这是我有过的最难走的鞋
These are the most uncomfortable shoes I've ever had.
-我喜欢 -很好
- I love them. - Good.
你看上去棒极了
You look fantastic.
有适合穿这鞋的地方吗
Do I have a place to wear them?
管他呢穿去全食超♥市♥
Fuck it. Wear them to Whole Foods.
-喂 -斯科拉尼医生
- Hello. - Dr. Shokrani.
我是奥德丽·拜尔
This is Audrey Bayer.
怎么了雷蒙还好吗
What's wrong? Is Ramon Okay?
我不知道他走了
I don't know. He left.
我们今天能见面吗你1点有空吗
Can we meet today? Are you available at one o'clock?
当然
Yeah, of course.
找到了吗
Any luck?
我分心了
I got-- I got sidetracked.
你留着我的明信片
You kept my postcards...
还有演唱会门票
and concert tickets.
我们也许该把它们扔了
We should probably throw them out, I guess.
王子[普林斯]在沃菲尔德的演唱会记得吗
Prince at the Warfield. Remember?
我什么都记得
I remember everything.
你的鞋真性感
Those are sexy.
格雷格
Greg.
-别 -不是吧我不能恭维你吗
- Don't. - Seriously? I can't compliment you?
领养文件里的一切我们都了如指掌
We know everything in the adoption file by heart.
我看看肯定有句话
Let me see. There must be a sentence...
关于孤儿院的资料什么的
something, a detail from the, uh, orphanage,
圣劳拉
Saint Laura's.
我什么都没找到
I can't find anything.
很奇怪你知道吗
It's weird, you know?
我们甚至没有和他们通话过
We couldn't even get them on the phone.
我们当时没时间谈
We didn't have time to talk.
我们得把他带出来
We had to get him out of there.
营养不良痢疾
Malnutrition, dysentery...
皮肤感染他的眼睛里全是脏东西
skin infection, his eyes were full of gunk.
嗯但还是很奇怪
Yeah, but... it's weird.
这没任何意义
This is pointless.
-也许吧可是 -如果雷蒙不在这
- Probably, but-- - If Ramon's not here,