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Here and Now S01E02

Part 8 June 6, 2020, 1:51 p.m.

我一直给他打电♥话♥
I keep calling him...
尽管他跟我说如果他没立刻接的话
although he told me not to take it personally
别往心里去
if he doesn't pick up right now.
-我也是 -我也是
- Yeah, me too. - Me three.
这正是我担心的他孤立自己
That's exactly what I'm afraid of, him isolating,
和我们隔离开我们... 这就是艾克
cutting himself off. We- - that's what Ike...
我们不能让这事发生
We can't let that happen.
我是这么想的
Okay, here's a thought.
别微管理他让婴儿耶稣长大
Don't micromanage him, and let Baby Jesus grow up.
-谢谢 -我们不能坐视不管
- Thank you. - We can't just do nothing.
妈我们能做什么
Mom, what can we do?
我们可以说服他尽早开始服药
We can convince him to go on medication as soon as possible.
但他还没再次出现幻觉
But he hasn't even had another incident.
原来你会说话啊
It speaks.
-什么 -最新的抗精神病药
- What? - The newer antipsychotics
能降低未来发作的风险
reduce the risk of future episodes.
-可是妈有什么副作用 -他不是精神病
- Yeah, but, Mom- - what are the side effects? - He's not psychotic.
你干嘛一直用这词
Why do you keep using that word?
因为假装这可能性
Because pretending like the possibility
不存在对任何人都没有帮助
doesn't exist is not helping anybody...
尤其是雷我们不能感情用事
...especially Ram. We cannot afford to be sentimental.
对什么感情用事
Sentimental about what?
对我的精神分♥裂♥症吗
Sentimental about my schizophrenia,
这还没诊断出来呢
which has yet to be diagnosed?
谁管呢先给他灌药
But who cares? Let's just pump him full of drugs
让他成为真的问题
before he turns into a real problem.
你怎么能觉得这是促使我这么做的原因
How can you even think that's what's motivating me?
是这样的
Okay, here's the deal.
我已经22了
I am 22,
如果我最后需要接受治疗
and if I end up undergoing any kind of medical treatment,
-那是我的决定 -是
- that's my decision. - Yes.
-这是我的事妈发生在我身上 -是但
- It's my thing, Mom. It's happening to me. - Yes, but- -
你控制不了我也控制不了
And you can't control it. I can't control it!
我知道你有多害怕妈
Now, I know how scary that is for you, Mom,
因为艾克舅舅
because of Uncle Ike,
但对我来说更加令人害怕
but it's a million times scarier for me,
等着看会怎样如果要怎样的话
just waiting to see what happens, if something happens.
我的宝贝
My baby.
-我知道 -不管会是什么
- I know. - Whatever it's going to be...
我不会被它吓到好吗
I'm not gonna come at it from fear, okay?
因为那样会杀了我
'Cause that will kill me.
我只想为你好
I just want what's best for you.
你知道的
You know that.
我知道
I do.
但或许等待我的并不是对我最好的妈
But maybe what's best for me is not what's in store, Mom.
?浴室里的镜子尽情说话?
? Mirror in the bathroom, please talk free ?
?门是关着的只有你和我?
? The door is locked, just you and me ?
?我能带你去一家有玻璃桌的餐厅吗?
? Can I take you to a restaurant that's got glass tables? ?
?可以边吃边看自己?
? You can watch yourself while you are eating... ?
前方150米处在T型路口左转
In 500 feet, turn left at the "T" junction.
在T型路口左转
At the "T" junction, turn left.
北南
在T型路口左转
At the "T" Junction, turn left.
沃拉沃拉
彭德尔顿
11:11现象
11:11现象你是否在各处见到11:11
可以的话请调头
If possible, make a U-turn.