十三个原因

13 Reasons Why S02E13

Part 5 Sept. 30, 2019, 10:27 a.m.

- Cool. - Yeah.
或许我们哪天可以再去看场表演
Hey, maybe we could catch another show sometime.
我不知道
I don't know, man. I...
还是算了
I don't think so.
但很高兴见到你回来了而且状态这么好
But it's great to see that you're back and doing so well.
谢谢哥们
Yeah. Thanks, man.
你怎么能没气疯
I mean, how are you even not crazy?
我
I just...
的确很疯狂但又是意料之中
It's insane, but it's, like, not a surprise, I guess.
我觉得很安宁因为都结束了
And I-I just feel this peace that it's over.
那么都结束了
So, it's over?
再没有庭审什么法律上的事了
No trial, no more legal stuff? Done?
是啊
Done.
我很好
And I'm good.
你要去舞会吗
You gonna go to this dance?
什么春季舞会吗
What, the Spring Fling thing?
-我为什么要去 -我不知道
- Why in the world would I go to that? - I don't know.
可能挺有趣的
It... It might be fun?
我不参加舞会
I don't go to dances.
你可以去
You can go.
不
No.
我就是觉得这可以成为我回来后的第一件事
I just thought that it'd be my first thing back
让大家看到我没
and I could show people that I'm not,
在躲起来
like, hiding or whatever.
算了
Forget it.
该死
Fuck.
好吧我们去
Fine. We'll go.
我就是觉得我跟你说了卢卡斯后
I just thought since I hadn't heard from you
就再没收到你的消息
after I told you about Lucas...
嗯我给你留了三通留言
Yeah, I left you three messages.
嗯但听上去
Yeah, and they didn't sound like
你似乎并不想让我回电♥话♥
you really wanted me to call back.
好吧说真的
Okay, okay. Seriously?
我觉得你习惯了被人追
I think you're used to people chasing you.
你习惯了别人追不上
And you're used to getting away.
或许吧
Maybe.
你别想逃脱了
Well, you're not getting away.
我该走了
I should be on my way.
谢谢你来
Thank you for coming.
谢谢你请我们来
Thank you for... for having us.
我看到药店要租出去了
I saw the store's for lease.
我要搬去纽约了
I'm moving to New York.
那一直是汉娜的梦想
It was always Hannah's dream.
她没能实现我要替她去那儿
She never made it, so I'll get there for her.
我
I...
我不确定我是否该给你看
I wasn't sure if I should share this with you,
但我听到了你的讲话后我觉得
but after hearing what you said, I think...
我觉得应该没事
I think it's all right.
我在一台旧电脑上找到的
I found it on one of the old computers
我当时在清理商店
when I was cleaning up the store.
汉娜写的
Hannah wrote it.
"不那么做的原因"
"Reasons why not."
你也在上面
You're on there.
至少一次可能还有两次
At least once, possibly twice.
她喊你"头盔哥"吗
Did... did she call you "Helmet"?
纽约我哪天或许能去那里哪怕不能去那儿上大学大学后我或许可以在那里重新开始
克雷他也会怪自己他会觉得他本可以拯救我但我们不能拯救他人事情没那么简单
写作我可能有天能写出杰作出版作品成为作家虽然不太可能但还有一丝可能
爸爸毫无疑问是爱我的一向都为我好虽然我还在气他离开对他不公平
妈妈我不知道她能不能撑过去她本就很紧张了但或许那已经是因为我我知道她爱我真希望她知道我知道的事
妈妈和爸爸那么努力给我更好的生活这会辜负他们
头盔哥真的是个好人我真的好喜欢他或许我们注定要在一起不知道或许吧如果我死了就无从得知
或许有天我可以影响他人的生活
或许我有天会有自己的孩子她就会成为那个"他人"
或许也没我想得那么糟糕或许事情会好起来
是啊
Yeah, she did.
11个原因
Eleven reasons.
就少了一个
She came up just short.
但她还有好多没写你知道的吧
But she left so many out. You know that, don't you?
不管有多少个去做的原因
No matter how many reasons there might be "Why,"
总有更多不去做的原因
there are always more "Why not."
我知道
I do.
真希望她在世时我就认识你
I wish I knew you when she was alive.
我也希望你那时就认识我
I wish you'd known me then, too.
好了
Well...
再见
bye.
再见
Bye.
你为什么要回来
Why the fuck did you come back?
我完成项目了
I finished my program.
你搞砸了好多事
Yeah, you fucked up a lot of shit.
我对一切都很抱歉
I'm sorry about everything.
-如果我伤害了你 -他们取消了赛季
- If I hurt you in any way... - They canceled our fucking season.
我那么做是出于很多愤怒和不解
I was acting out of a lot of anger and confusion.
-是吗 -我会做得更好的
- Oh, yeah? - And I'm going to do better.
希望我们可以学会跟彼此对话
And I hope that we can learn to talk to each other...
天呐你毁了我的人生基佬
God! You ruined my fucking life, faggot!
过来
Get up!
对不起求你对不起
I'm sorry! Please, I'm sorry!
摁住他
Hold him!
对不起对不起
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
我们可以变好的
We can get better.
我们可以做得更好
We can do better.
但我们仍住在一个
But we still live in a world
想要以一切方法搞垮我们的世界
that is out to break us any way it can.
-车怎么样了 -快修复好了
- Yo, so how's the car? - It's getting pretty close.
只要我不在学校我都在修车
I've been working on it every hour I'm not in school
有时候还翘课修
and some when I should be in school.
那辆车很美我们去你家吧
It was a beautiful car. Hey, why don't we go to your place?
-好吗 -你家好像更近
- All right? - I think your place is closer.
我住在反方向呢
I'm in the opposite direction.
-你不想带我见你家人 -不是的
- You don't want me to meet your family. - It's not that.
我就是需要时间
I just need some time.
那好明天见啊
All right. I'll see you tomorrow?
我还有事要去办
Um, you know, I got some bullshit I gotta take care of.
比如舞会吗
Oh, some bullshit, like a dance?
嗯亚力克斯和杰西要去是有这么个事
Yeah, Alex and Jess are going. It's like a thing.
是啊很扯淡的
Yeah, you see, that's bullshit.
我不想让你承受那个
And I didn't wanna subject you to it, so...
真是多谢了
I appreciate that.
-你回头再来啊 -好
- You'll come by after? - Yes.
我妈妈给我买♥♥了个游戏
And my mom got me some game
是讲我是朵花什么的
that's about being a flower or some shit.
真的
I'm serious.
但我劝我爸给我买♥♥了飞车游戏
But I talked my dad into driving
因为他不许我真开车
since he won't let me drive for real yet.
-愧疚感用得好先生 -我也觉得
- Excellent use of guilt, sir. - Yeah, I thought so.
我今早打了三次飞机
I beat off three times this morning.
我不想知道啊你干嘛跟我说这个
I don't wanna know that. Why would you tell me?
因为我觉得你会替我开心的
'Cause I thought you'd be happy for me.
其实我是很替你开心的那挺厉害的
Actually, I-I'm very happy for you. That's, uh, impressive.
-谢谢 -嗯
- Thank you. - Yeah.
我好担心跟杰西跳舞的事
I'm worried about dancing with Jess.
我不想到了舞会上却干坐在那里
Like, I-I don't wanna go to the dance and just sit there,
那太蠢了
'cause that's stupid.
而且对我吻她也没帮助
And it doesn't get me closer to kissing her.
所以我想跟她跳舞但我恐怕会摔倒
So I wanna dance with her, but I think I'll just fall over.
不靠向她就好
No, just, um, lean on her.
就像中学那种慢舞吗好蠢啊
What, like, a middle school slow dance? That's so dumb.
不就让她帮你自然点
No. Just, you know, like, let her help. Make it seem smooth.
嗯那倒是有道理
Okay, yeah, that makes sense.
我受够了你"可怜的我"的态度
You know, I am sick of your "poor-me" attitude.
这个很简单起来
This one's easy. Come on, get up.
不这好丢人
No. This is embarrassing.
这还丢人
This is embarrassing?
-嗯 -好吧你还干过更差劲的
- Yeah. - Yeah, okay, you've done worse.
起来把手柄放下来吧