权欲第三章（2021）

Power Book Ⅲ: Raising Kanan S01E05

Part 7 Aug. 23, 2021, 9:25 a.m.

if somethin' ever happens to me,
你必须保全自己
I want you to be good.
我要让你有活下去的本钱
I want you to be able to survive.
你不是说过
But you already promised nothin'
你绝对不会有事吗
was ever gonna happen to you.
你已经知道得够多了该明白我这话
Well, you know enough now to know that
只能是说说而已
that's-that's not a promise I can keep.
首先你必须知道我们在做的事
First thing you need to know is, what we're doin' here
百分之百违法
is a straight violation.
永远不要在住的地方做药
You don't never cook where you sleep.
我们只做少量成品
But we only doin' a small batch,
我也不打算带你去实验室
and I'm not tryin' to take you over to the lab.
戴上
Here.
省得吸进去
So you don't inhale this shit.
进去
Go on in.
坐吧
Sit down, man.
沃雷尔说你打算
Worrell sayin' you thinkin' 'bout
改投我这边
flippin' over to this team.
我说我这是就事论事尤尼克
Look, I'm all about this business, 'Nique.
全是为了挣钱
It's about earnin' for me.
别的一点没有
Nothin' more, nothin' less.
那拉奎呢
What about Raq?
就这么把她卖♥♥了
You sellin' her out just like that?
去他妈的拉奎还有那个小杂碎卡南
Fuck Raq. And that bitch-ass Kanan.
我他妈苦哈哈干了五年
Payin' my dues for five years,
结果那货骑我头上了
and that nigga done jumped me in line.
一眨眼丫变太子了
All the sudden, he the next one.
我可不给拉奎的娃打工门儿都没有
I ain't workin' for Raq kid, hell no.
我听说你俩干了一架
Yeah, I heard you two had a little tussle.
你就让那小子冲你动手啊
You let that little nigga rough you up, man?
我要找一个接受我
I'm lookin' for a crew that appreciates me
欣赏我的能力的帮会
and what the fuck I bring.
如果不在我们这样的圈子混的人
When people who ain't from around the way
有一天遇见我这样一个混混
meet a hood nigga like me,
他们的想法都是一样的
they always think the same shit:
他肯定会变成流氓啊
of course he ended up a thug.
看看他的成长环境
Look where he grew up.
他的家庭
Look at his family.
还有他悲催的生活
Look at his fucked-up life.
那烂货的人生还真没的选
That sorry motherfucker didn't have no choice.
不可能有改变
No chance.
因为给我这种黑人安排一个
Because turnin' niggas like me into an animal
自暴自弃地走上暴徒生涯的人设
who can't decide shit for himself
他们会感觉更心安
makes 'em feel better.
既然我是烂泥扶不上墙
Because if I can't think for myself,
他们就更不必在乎我的人生
then they don't need to think about me.
但我的人生的确有的选
But I did have a choice.
而我的选择就是这条路
And this is what I chose.
原来卡南是十五岁
It turns out Kanan's 15.
你♥他♥妈♥的在这里干什么
What the fuck you doin' here?
我一直以为他十六
I thought he was 16.
记得当初你用婴儿车推着他的时候
I remember seein' you push him in the stroller back then,
我问过你他多大
and I asked you how old he was,
因为那会儿我突然有个想法
'cause at the time, I did wonder.
所以就特别想知道
Shit did cross my mind.
不知道你丫他妈说什么呢
I don't know what the fuck you talkin' about.
你知道
Yeah, you do.
你当然明白
Of course you do.
我今天一开始在跟你
I set out to track you today,
盯你的梢看看你打算干什么
follow you around, see what you got into,
但总有什么事让我觉得应该盯那小子
but somethin' told me to stick with the kid.
我肯定是有点什么预感
Must have felt somethin' about him.
从他身上看出点什么来
Seen somethin' in him.
妈的
Shit.
事实是我心底可能一直都知道
Truth is, I probably known all along.
只是不敢承认
Just didn't wanna know.
战备是74年10月走的再没出来
Def Con went away October '74 and stayed there.
也没夫妻探访我和劳♥教♥所那边确认过
No conjugals, either. I checked with Corrections.
卡南跟我说他是75年8月15日生的
Kanan told me he was born on August 15, '75.
我严禁卡南跟你说话
Kanan's off-limits to you.
战备不可能是卡南的爹拉奎
Def Con can't be Kanan's daddy, Raq.
别他妈琢磨我儿子
Stay the fuck away from my son.
这事你一直瞒着我
You hid this shit from me.
不仅瞒着我还不承认
You hid this shit, and you'll deny it,
但现在咱们面对面地
but as sure as we standin' here
就站在这里
starin' each other in the fuckin' face,
你我他妈都心知肚明
we both know the truth.
卡南是我儿子
Kanan is my son.