紧急呼救

9-1-1 S04E05

Part 6 March 15, 2021, 11:42 a.m.

我也很喜欢他们
I like them too.
我不知该从何说起
I don't even know where to start.
我很遗憾
I'm sorry.
丹尼的死请节哀
About Daniel.
再也见不到所爱的人
I can't imagine what that must have felt like
这感觉一定很难受
to not be able to save someone you love.
-艾文 -巴克
- Evan-- - Buck.
巴克我是大家眼中的巴克
Buck. That is-- that's what people who know me--
大家叫我"巴克"
that's what they call me.
巴克
Okay. Buck.
你要知道
You have to know,
我们从没怪过你
we never blamed you.
这不是你的错
None of this was your fault.
我要是能救他就好了
I still wish I could've done more.
巴克
Buck...
你的出生是为了拯救别人
you were born to save someone.
这是你的一贯作风
And that's what you do.
我们每一天都以你为傲
Every day. We are so proud of you.
谈话顺利吗
Did that go okay?
算是吧
Yeah. Yeah, I think so.
你跟麦迪没事了吧
Is it gonna be okay with Maddie?
老奇我
Chim, I can't--
你生她气也无可厚非
You're totally allowed to be mad at her.
但你能原谅父母
But if you can find a way to forgive them,
肯定能原谅她啊
you've gotta find a way to forgive her.
她应该告诉我
She should've told me.
她不想让你觉得自己多余
She didn't want you to think that you weren't wanted.
父母不爱你
That you weren't loved.
这是事实啊
You know what? I wasn't.
不是她爱你
Yes, you were. By her.
她把我赶走了老奇
She sent me away, Chim.
我需要她时她没有伴我身侧
I needed her, and she wasn't there.
她只给了我一辆车
She just handed me keys to a car,
让我离开
sent me on my way
不干扰她的生活
so that I didn't mess up her life.
那辆吉普
The Jeep?
你说的是这件事吗
That's what you're talking about?
她肯定都跟你说了
Of course you know about that.
故事不止如此
More than you, apparently.
亲爱的艾文
Dear Evan,
很抱歉不能当面告诉你
I'm sorry to tell you this way,
我没法跟你一起走了
but I can't leave with you.
头脑发热那一刻
For one crazy minute,
我真以为我能做到
I really thought I could do it.
但冷静下来以后
But then reality set in
我意识到我的生活在这里
and I realized that my life is here.
你该跟他一起离开
You should've gone with him.
道格说了我离开后果会很严重
I think Doug made it pretty clear what would happen if I left.
-也许你弟能帮上忙 -不
- Maybe your brother could help. - No.
不能让艾文知道
Evan should never know.
你
Did you...
你们俩一下吧
I'm gonna give you guys a minute.
爸妈去消防局了
So Mom and Dad came to the firehouse.
想让我原谅他们
Wanted me to forgive them.
我原谅了
I did.
这不是件易事啊
That must have been difficult.
问题是也没那么难
The thing is, not really.
因为反正你从没指望过对方
'Cause it's hard to feel betrayed by someone
背叛感也没有那么强烈
that you didn't really think you could count on anyway.
而是把最坏的一面留给亲近的人
And easy to lash out on the person
因为对方总会原谅你
that you know is always gonna forgive you.
我知道我让你受伤了
I know that I hurt you.
如果可以重来
And if I could take it back--
我一直在想
But I keep thinking about that.
如果我早知道这件事生活会怎样
What life would be like if I would've known.
我还是会现在这个"我"吗
Would I still be me?
你肯定会一直是"巴克"的样子
I'm pretty sure you would always be Buck.
你能
Would you...
你能跟我说说丹尼尔吗
would you tell me about Daniel?
我没法问爸妈
I can't ask Mom and Dad,
但我想了解他
but I would like to know what he's like.
好
Yeah.
能重新再提起他特别好
Yeah, it would be nice to talk about him again.
麦迪
跟我说实话吧
Tell me the truth.
我没有"宝宝箱"吧
I don't have one of these, do I?
你先等一下
You know what? Stay right there.
我没有"宝宝箱" 但有这些
I don't have a box, but here.
你一直留着吗
You kept these?
你觉得我会丢掉吗
Why, you thought I would throw them away?
你离开道格时你就拿了两个包
When you left Doug, you only had two suitcases.
就拿了对我最重要的东西
And everything that mattered the most was inside them.
不管生活多艰难你的信总能给我安慰
No matter how hard it got, I always had these.
我还有你
I always had you.
你得格外小心
Well, you need to be more careful.
如果发生这种情况时你身边没人
Because if this had happened when you were alone,
你可能会丧命
you could have died.
我一定会有出息
I'm gonna be something.
我就是还没找到人生方向
I just-- I don't know what it is yet.
你当然会有出息了
Hey, of course you will.
做消防员就是我的人生全部
Being a firefighter is my life.
如果不能再当消防员我
Without that, I don't have--
你还是"巴克"
You will still be Buck.
我们会依然爱你
Okay? And we will all love you.
惊不惊喜意不意外
Surprise!
我不会再抛下你了
You're never gonna be left behind.
绝对不会
Okay? No matter what.
你保证
You promise?
我保证
I promise.
我保证
I promise.
姐弟同心风雨同舟
We always had each other.