心跳（2016）

Heartbeat S01E07

Part 6 Aug. 27, 2020, 8:17 a.m.

* Caught up in your gravity *
* I don't know how *
* Run away, way, way from me *
* A spirit only I can see *
* I need you now *
* 'Cause I don't know how *
* I don't know what, what *
* I was afraid of *
* I was afraid of *
* Monster take me somewhere *
* Where I can see my breath in the air *
* We walk in shadows *
看看病理检查的结果是什么
Let's see what the pathology says.
我相信我把肿瘤切除干净了
I believe I have negative margins.
至于缝合
In terms of closure,
沿着胸部轮廓进行内翻缝合
inversion sutures following the chest contour
或许能预防增生性疤痕
might prevent hypertrophic scarring.
-我知道 -我知道这不符合程序
- I'm aware of that. - I know it's not protocol,
但我希望由我来缝合
but I'd like to do the closure myself.
让我观摩你的技术吧
Allow me to observe your technique.
这是5-0缝线吗
Is that a 5-0?
我要6-0单股缝线
I want a 6-0 monofilament.
亚历克丝
Oh, Alex.
你手术时马克斯有打电♥话♥来
Max called when you were in surgery.
-出什么事了 -没事没事
- Is something wrong? - No, no, no.
加布在学校拔掉了自己的牙齿
Gabe pulled his tooth out in school.
天啊真的吗
Oh, my God, he did?
每当有小孩在学校掉牙时
They make such a big deal about it
他们总是会大肆庆祝
when a kid loses a tooth in school.
他们给孩子假的塑胶牙齿放进嘴巴里
They give the kids this fake plastic tooth to put it in,
每个人都会恭喜你
and everyone congratulates you...
你不知道这些事
You don't know.
生小孩是一件非常难处理的问题
This is gonna be a tough one to get around.
对但不代表我们不能处理
Yeah, but it doesn't mean we can't get around it.
我们可以之后再谈这件事吗
Can we put this on hold?
-好吧 -好
- Yes. - Okay.
但我们一定会再讨论这件事
But we're coming back to it.
-好 -我需要讨论这件事
- Okay. - I need to.
你会感觉伤口紧绷这只是肿胀造成的
It must feel tight, but that's just the swelling.
会渐渐恢复
It'll go down.
这会稍微帮助你
This is gonna help a little bit
减轻酸痛及背痛好吗
with that soreness and back pain, okay?
我们订做了适合你身体的乳♥房♥♥假体
We customize the breast forms to fit your body.
我知道你这两周过得很辛苦伊娃
I know it's been a rough two weeks, Ava,
但你很了解性别转换的过程
but you know all about transitions.
这会持续一阵子
It's gonna take a while.
你说得好像这个过程会有终点似的
You say that like there's gonna be an end to this.
的确有我刚拿到你的病理报告
There is; I just got your pathology report.
你现在还需要放疗跟他莫昔芬
Now, you'll still need radiation and tamoxifen,
但我们会搞定的
but we got it.
我不是指手术亚历克丝
I'm not talking about the surgery, Alex.
等等
Wait!
-伊娃 -等等
- Ava! - Wait!
我们没跳舞给你看之前你不能走
You can't leave until we dance for you.
-你们疯了吗 -我们没疯
- Are you crazy? - We're not crazy.
我们是「嘻哈豪斯医院」
We are Hip House Hospital.
开始
Hit it.
好好去上班
Keep your day jobs.
谢谢你们
Thank you.
这表示对我们的肯定吗
Was that a vote of confidence?
女士们好
Hello, ladies.
伊娃这是你的互助小组
Ava, this is your new support group.
欢迎加入乳癌幸存者小组
Welcome to breast cancer survivors.
好吧有件事我要先说清楚
Okay, let's just get this out of the way,
因为你们中有些人可能并不想让我加入
because some of you might not want me in your group.
-为什么 -因为我是变性人
- Why is that? - Because I'm a trans woman
而我并不以此为耻道歉
and I make zero apologies for that.
你做乳♥房♥♥切除手术了吗
Did you have a mastectomy?
做了
Yes.
伊娃在这里
Ava, in this group
做了这个手术你就是我们的姐妹
that makes you just one of the girls.
你们的姐妹
Just one of the girls.
BGM: Stand By You by Rachel Platten
* Even if we can't find heaven, heaven, *
* heaven, heaven, heaven, heaven *
* Hands, put your empty hands in mine *
* And scars, show me all the scars you hide *
* And hey, if your wings are broken *
* Please take mine so yours can open, too *
* 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you *
* Oh, tears make kaleidoscopes in your eyes *
* And hurt, I know you're hurting, but so am I *
* And love, if your wings are broken *
* Borrow mine till yours can open, too *
* 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you *
* Even if we're breaking down *
* We can find a way to break through *
* Even if we can't find heaven *
* I'll walk through hell with you *
* Love, you're not alone *
* 'Cause I'm gonna gonna stand by you *
* Even if we can't find heaven *
* I'm gonna stand by you *
* Even if we can't find heaven *
* I'll walk through hell with you *
* Love, you're not alone *
* 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you *
* Yeah, you're all I never knew I needed *
* And the heart, sometimes it's unclear why it's beating *
* And, love, if your wings are broken *
我听说你纹了个新纹身
So, I hear you have a new tattoo.
什么样的
What does it look like?
和原来那个很像
A lot like the old one.
有人告诉我要遮盖掉原有的纹身
Someone told me I should only replace an old tattoo
只能用比它更有意义的图案
with something that means more.
你一直留着那圆顶礼帽
You kept the bowler hat.
* Even if we can't find heaven *
* I'll walk through hell with you *
* Love, you're not alone *
* 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you *
* Even if we can't find heaven *
* I'm gonna stand by you *
* I'll walk through hell with you *
* Love, you're not alone *
这是你安排的是吧
You did this, didn't you?
* 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you *
* I'll be your eyes *
* Till yours can shine *
* And I'll be your arms, I'll be your steady satellite *
* And when you can't rise *
* Well, I'll crawl with you on hands and knees *
* 'Cause I... *
* I'm gonna stand by you *
* Even if we're breaking down *
* We can find a way to break through *
* Even if we can't find heaven *
* I'll walk through hell with you *
* Love, you're not alone *
* 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you *
* Even if we can't find heaven *
* I'm gonna stand by you *
* Even if we can't find heaven *
* I'll walk through hell with you *
* Love, you're not alone *
* 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you *
* Love, you're not alone *
* I'm gonna stand by you *
* Even if we can't find heaven *
* Heaven, heaven, heaven *
* I'm gonna stand by you *