心跳（2016）

Heartbeat S01E04

Part 2 Aug. 27, 2020, 8:16 a.m.

你受他影响吗
One of your influences?
是的金的创作将艺术与工艺相结合
Yeah, Kim's work blends art with engineering
表达对新的渴望的追求
to express the pursuit of new desires.
我则是想此时此刻能被感受到
Mine's meant to be experienced in the here and now.
但如果此刻妨碍了你们工作
But if the now is disruptive,
-我不介意休息一下 -谢谢
- I am happy to take a break. - Thank you.
艺术小哥想给你的烤饼抹黄油
Arty-boy wants to butter your scone.
-那叫「司康」 -随便你吧
- It's "Scahn." - Whatever.
反正他想在你的饼干上放些什么
He wants to put something on your biscuit.
第一次试验中手术延长了生命
In the first trial, the surgery extended
提高了生活质量
the longevity and quality of life
延长时间为数周有时可达数月
by weeks, sometimes months.
但伴随化疗和放射物
But the side effects are consistent
会有持续的副作用
with chemo and radiation.
只需要切开四个小刀口
Only four small incisions are required,
所以是微创手术
so it's minimally invasive.
也可能会产生
There could be...
不可预测的并发症
uh, unpredictable complications as well.
明确地说这项治疗是实验性的
To be clear, this treatment is experimental,
我们还处于临床试验阶段
and we're still in the clinical-trial phase.
一项案例中病患感染了一个叫
In one case, a patient developed something called
全身炎症反应综合征的病症
Systemic Inflammatory Response Syndrome...
会引起危险性的高烧
which can cause a dangerously high fever.
请理解我们提供的不是治愈良药
So please understand-- we're not offering a cure,
但我们可以给你们希望
but we can offer hope.
自己仔细想想
So feel free to think it over...
我希望你能仔细衡量风险和成效
I want you to weigh the risks and the benefits.
然后告诉我们
And let us know.
所以我要赌自己是多活几星期
So I'm gambling on living a few weeks longer
或者更早死亡
or dying even sooner?
伊凡首次试验有90%的成功率
The first trial had a 90% success rate, Evan.
医生你一直以来...都对我很坦白
Look, doc, you've been... straight with me on this whole ride.
换做是你你会做吗
If you were me, would you do it?
这由你决定伊凡
Look, uh, it's up to you, Evan,
但根据你上一♥期♥化疗的情况
but after what you went through in your last run of chemo,
我可能会带着狗狗来趟公路旅行
I would probably take my dog on a road trip.
那这也就是我的回答了
Then that's my answer.
首先你并不养狗
Okay, A, you don't have a dog,
其次这次试验可能会给我们机会
and, two, this trial may give us a chance
延长患者的生命
to extend the lives of our patients
找到新的治疗方法
and find innovative treatments.
你应该为此感到兴奋才对
What--You should be excited about this.
我是很兴奋
I am excited about this.
只是伊凡已经放下了
It's just-- Evan's made his peace.
他要我说实话我告诉了他
He asked me for the truth, and I gave it to him.
至于其他人是他们自己做的决定
And all those others-- they made their own decisions.
不在你劝他不要做之后
No, no, after you talked them out of it.
关于临终病人我们了解的第一件事是什么
What's the first thing we learn about terminal patients?
他们都想要同一样东西更多的时间
They all want the same thing--more time.
这个治疗能给他们时间
This procedure can give them that.
这也是你的专长
And--and it's your specialty.
你可以平步青云当上部门领导
You could climb up the ranks, become head of your department.
等一下
Hold on a second.
我们这么做是为了升职吗
Is this about advancing our careers?
你觉得我当技术创新主任是为了升职吗
You--you think I became CIO to advance my career?
我做这份工作是为了争取
I took this job to have access to funding
支持研究突破的资金
for research and breakthroughs
希望找到更好的治疗方法
and hopefully better treatments and cures.
皮尔斯我们归根到底
So what this is really about, Pierce,
在这件事情上的目标是一致的
is the same thing we both want--
那就是让患者更好地活着
better lives for our patients.
我懂但医生的「不造成伤害」的准则呢
I get that, but what about "do no harm"?
我们应该力所能及地让他们好好活着
We're supposed to give them a good life while we can.
这难道不该包括一个体面的死亡吗
Shouldn't that include a good death too?
我不知道我这是在和谁说话
I don't know who I'm talking to.
现在我是你的同事亚历克丝
Right now your peer, Alex.
那你应该明白我为什么要做这个试验
Then you'll understand why I'm doing this trial...
不论你支持与否
with or without you.
我们应该...
Hey, we should--
没事吧
Everything okay?
时差没倒过来
It's jet lag.
对我没有说服任何人去做任何事
Yeah, I-I-I mean, I'm not trying to talk anybody into anything.
我只是实事求是地谈医学
I was making a solid medical case.
听起来皮尔斯和你做的完全一样
It sounds like Pierce was doing exactly the same as you,
只是角度不同罢了
just from a different point of view.
他没错只不过让你不爽了
It doesn't make him wrong. It just pisses you off.
你知道这个试验对我多重要吗
You know how important this trial is to me?
就是现在一个参与者都没有
Only now I have zero participants.
你为什么支持他
Why are you taking his side?
我没支持他
I'm not taking his side.
既然我现在有机会
Now that I've had a chance
进一步了解你的男朋友
to get to know your boyfriend a little bit better,
我发现他真是个好医生
I can tell he's a damn good doctor.
我刚听到的话是在说「男朋友」吗
Did I just hear quotes around "boyfriend",
你刚才那样说
the way you said it just now?
天呐如果你硬要这么说的话
Oh, my God, only if you put them there.
我的意思是你和皮尔斯在一起挺好的
I mean, you and Pierce are good together.
他对你是个很好的平衡
He's a good balance for you.
「平衡」你说什么
"Balance"? What are you--
你估计是第一个承认自己无所不能的
You'd be the first to admit that you can be impossible.
皮尔斯这样对你挺好的
Pierce is good for you.
你应该适当退一步
You should cut him a bit of slack
就会发现他看待问题的方式
and realize there's nothing wrong
并没有什么问题
with his way of looking at things.
这么说你是在支持他了
So you are taking his side.
好医生会知道适可而止
It's good doctoring to know when enough's enough.
亚历克丝有时候以患者的幸福为代价
Alex, sometimes prolonging a patient's life
来延长他们的生命
at the expense of their well-being
并不正确
isn't the right way to go.
你应该最清楚这一点
You of all people should know that.
所以从道义上讲
So, yeah, philosophically,
我赞同皮尔斯
I agree with Pierce.
专业上我认同你的看法
Intellectually, I'm with you.
像这样的试验考虑到大局
When it comes to the bigger picture
还有它的好处
and the benefits of a trial like this,
我们玩儿的可都是长线啊
we're both playing the long game.
我没在玩游戏
I'm not playing any game.
在评论我和皮尔斯关系这事上
And you're way out of line,
你做得太过了
commenting on my relationship with Pierce.
所以如果你我还要继续共事的话
So if you and I are gonna work together,
就保持职业关系吧
keep it professional.
只有一种方法才能让你我顺利合作
There's only one way you and I can work together.
你得要放下对我的感情
You need to get over me.
然后我们才能专业地合作
And then we can keep it professional.
「平衡」
"Balance"?
他既傲慢又自以为高人一等
Of all the arrogant and condescending and...
「平衡」
and "Balance"?
「对啊你跟皮尔斯在一起很适合」
"Oh, yeah, you and Pierce are so great together."
我得要放下对他的感情
And I need to get over him?
你怎么不放下对自己的感情
Why don't you get over yourself...
平衡医生
Dr. Balance?
当我没来过这里
I was never here.
天啊
Oh, God.
要是他说对了呢
What if he's right?
它好棒它有7岁了吗
She's great. What is she, around 7?
不它13岁了
No, she's 13.
它还是很爱去公园
She still loves the park.
真棒祝你有美好的一天
That's great. Have a good day.
伊凡
Hey, Evan.
我刚好在找你
Just the person I was looking for.