心跳（2016）

Heartbeat S01E04

Part 3 Aug. 27, 2020, 8:16 a.m.

我们能你介意我们坐下来谈吗
Can we-- You mind if we sit down?
当然不介意
Of course.
来吧我们走
Come on, let's go, girl.
我们走
Let's go, girl.
你在想什么
What's on your mind?
所以
So...
-我把行李都装上车了 -很好
- I got my car all packed. - Good.
我当时在跟莫乔玩丢球游戏
And I was throwing the ball for Mojo
在后院重温以前的时光
for old time's sake in the backyard,
但当出发的时候到了
but when it was time to go,
它就坐在那里嘴里含着那颗破旧的球
she just sat there with that ratty old ball in her mouth,
等着我再丢一次球
waiting for me to throw it again.
所以我丢了
So I did...
但当它去捡球时它被绊倒了
but when she went to get it, she tripped and fell.
它已经13岁了它
She's, uh, 13, and she's...
开始有些毛病
starting to have some issues.
这很难接受
It's hard.
我知道
I know.
但跌倒没有阻止它
It didn't stop her, though.
它还想要我再丢一次
She wanted me to throw it again.
然后
And...
突然之间我看到一个画面
all of a sudden, I had this image of being in a--
我们在大峡谷附近的汽车旅馆
in a motel near the G-Grand Canyon or whatever, and...
它坐在我的床边
and she's sitting beside my bed...
嘴里咬着那颗球
with that ball in her mouth,
等着我醒来
waiting for me to wake up.
我不能让它活得比我久
I can't let her outlive me...
让它在最后的日子里
And spend the last of her days
想着为什么我不丢球了
wondering why I won't throw the ball.
我了解
I understand.
我读过一篇文章
I read an article
心脏每天跳10万次
that the heart beats 100,000 times a day.
那就是我计算我还剩多少时间的方式
So that's how I've been measuring the time that I've got left,
不是用天或周计算
not in days or weeks...
而是用心跳数
But beats.
如果你认为这项新疗程
And if you think that this new-procedure thing
可以给我比现在更多的时间
can give me more than I currently have...
那我同意加入
then I'm all-in.
我还需要四位病患加入试验
I need four more patients for the trial.
从哈里森医生对你的描述看来
From what Doc Harrison has said about you,
我相信你会找到其他四位病患的
I've got faith you'll find the other four.
-我们要看什么 -看那个
- Let's look at what? - Look at that!
对但我们要怎么去那里
Yeah, but how is everybody gonna get there?
-我甚至没看 -我爱那本书
- I didn't even look at--Hey. - Oh, I love that book.
你们用我的笔记本电脑在做什么
What are you doing with my laptop?
妈妈
Hey, Mom.
-妈妈 -妈妈
- Hey, Mom. - Hi, Mom.
我做了一些杀手卷饼你饿了吗
I made some killer enchiladas. You hungry?
我饿死了
Oh, I'm starved.
你知道你不擅长隐瞒我事情对吧
You know you suck at hiding things from me, right?
除了当同性恋以外
Except for being gay.
你们知道吗或许现在我们...
You know what? Maybe now's a good time
该去别的地方玩玩
for us to, uh, go someplace else.
-去哪 -我正在想
- Like where? - I'm working on it.
怎么了
So?
我要跟卡拉汉一起去我以前的健身房♥
I'm meeting Callahan at my old gym,
因为结束时不顺路我会留在我家过夜
and, uh, since I'm out that way, I'm just gonna stay at my place.
好吧
Oh, okay.
好吧再见
All right, bye.
是为工作吵架还是为感情吵架
That a work fight or a fight fight?
不为工作吵架
No, work fight.
你还没告诉我发生什么事了
So you still haven't told me what's going on.
天哪好吃到爆
Oh, "Mouthgasm."
布莱恩向我求婚了
Bryan asked me to marry him.
我去
Get out.
马克斯太棒了
Max! That's fantastic!
-你同意了吗 -同意了
- You said yes? - I did.
那怎么还一脸郁闷
So why the Eeyore face?
还有个小问题
There's one little glitch.
我不能和他结婚...
I can't marry him...
因为...
because of...
我们俩
us.
是时候办离婚了
Kind of time to get a divorce.
十二年前
我能在你这借住几天吗
Do you mind if I crash here a couple days?
你不需要问也用不着解释
You don't have to ask or explain.
只要你想搬进来都行
You can move in if you want to.
我可能是得搬来你这住
I might have to.
我和迈克尔分手了
Michael and I broke up.
马克斯抱歉
Oh, Max, I'm sorry.
不该说抱歉的是我
No, I'm sorry...
我让你遭了这么多罪
for everything I've put you through.
没事我挨过来了
Oh, I survived.
看到你开心一切都值得
It was worth it to see you happy.
你还因为这写了一首大火的歌♥ 这可是大事
You got a hit song out of it. That wasn't nothing.
一首关于一个彻头彻尾的自恋狂的歌♥
A song about a total narcissist.
我一提起
But the second I started
代♥孕♥和领养
talking about surrogacy or adoption,
他就发火了
he just freaked out.
你知道我有多想要孩子
And you know how bad I want kids.
我知道我也一样
Yeah, as much as I do.
我们还是可以有孩子的
We still could.
什么
What?
谁说好朋友不能成为好父母
Who says best friends can't be great parents?
除非你没法你懂的...
Unless you think you can't, you know...
我早就说过你是这世上唯一一个
I told you, you're the only woman
为我付出过的女人
who ever did anything for me.
是啊可你还说过
Yeah, but you also said
你得把我想象是兰尼·克罗维兹[男摇滚歌♥手]
you had to fantasize about Lenny Kravitz...
没什么「兰尼」也算是拥有过美好时光
which is fine, because Lenny had a good time too.
这事可以考虑一下
It's something to think about.
我早就决定了一切费用都由我包下
I've decided I'm gonna pay for everything.
-亚历克丝 -我只想办得都高雅又简约
- Alex. - I just want it really elegant and easy.
亚历克丝这就是为什么
Alex, this is kind of why
我们一直拖着没有告诉你
we were putting off telling you.
布莱恩不想伤害你的感情
Bryan really doesn't want to hurt your feelings,
但他有点担心
but he's a little bit afraid
你会想要主导一切
of you "Alexing" the whole thing.
我们两个真的想自己做主
We really want to make it ours.
他真挺了解我的是吧
He really gets me, doesn't he?
他要是不了解你我会和他结婚吗
You think I'd marry him if he didn't?
别操心了
And do not sweat it.
布莱恩会一手操办的
Bryan is all over this.
他已经在「克雷格列表」网上看婚礼场地了
He's been on Craigslist looking at wedding venues.
这网站上简直无奇不有
It is amazing what you can find on there.
圣马太医学研究中心
健身怎么样
How was your workout?
卡拉汉放我鸽子了所以我直接回家了
Uh, Callahan ditched me, so I just, uh, went home.
潘蒂尔医生过来一下
Dr. Panttiere, I need you.
看这脸就没好事
Well, that's a face.
到「克雷格列表」网上去招募
It's very clever of you
参加试验的患者这方法挺聪明
to use Craigslist to solicit trial patients.
我只是另辟蹊径
Oh, just thinking outside the box.
不考虑后果吗
Consequences be damned?
来看看
Take a look.
我以为最多会有六个
I thought I'd get six, tops.
是吗
Yeah.
麻烦就是
And the kicker is,
你得告诉所有这些晚期患者
you get to tell all these terminal patients
他们之中只有五个人有机会参加试验
that only five of them have a shot.
祝你好运医生
Good luck with that, Doctor.