粉雄救兵（2018）

Queer Eye S02E01

Part 3 May 10, 2021, 12:21 p.m.

is to help finish this community center.
而且塔米似乎已经想好了
But sounds like Tammye has the
为返乡日的大餐做什么菜
homecoming figured out in this potluck situation.
所以这一次我不是来教授什么的
For once, I'm not the one teaching.
我是来学习帮忙为他人服务的
I'm here to learn, help and be of service.
我要再抱抱你
I wanna hug you again.
-来吧随便抱 -你真是太棒了
-Anytime, anytime. -You're a treasure.
亲爱的看看你的卧室
Look at your bedroom, honey.
-我们上♥床♥去聊聊天吧 -你在上面翻滚都没问题
-Let's get up here and have a chat. -Just roll around.
-我可以把鞋脱了吗 -可以
-Can I take my shoes off? -Okay.
-那我也把鞋脱了可以吗 -当然了女王殿下
-Can I take mine off? -Yes, queen.
-让我把我的鞋脱了 -我们来抱一抱聊一聊
-Let me take my shoes off. -Let's cuddle, chat.
-舒适了 -我喜欢你的短头发
-I'm home. -I'm living for your short hair.
-我有说过我为什么留短发吗 -没有呢
-Did I tell you why I wear short hair? -No.
我以前的头发很长的
My hair used to be really long.
但是后来我被诊断得了癌症
And then, uh, when I was diagnosed with cancer,
然后头发都掉光了
of course, it all fell out.
你懂的我变成光头了
You know, I was just bald.
我本来想着戴头巾遮一下的
And I was about to put on, like, scarves,
-认真考虑过 -是的
-and thought about it. -Yeah.
但总感觉上帝在和我说 "不用遮起来"
And then it was like God spoke to me. He said, "Don't put it on."
他说“把它摘掉
He said, "Take it off. I want
我想要人们看到你现在真实的样子"
people to see openly what I'm doing for you."
把它摘掉
Take it off.
-所以我差不多有一年的时间都是光头 -因为你的脸很好看
-And I rocked my bald for a year. -'Cause your face is gorgeous.
你有迷人的颧骨还有一双大眼睛
You got cheekbones all over the place. You got these big eyes.
-你的脸好看极了 -我问问你哦
-Your face is gorgeous. -Let me ask you something.
那些白头发怎么办
What about the gray?
是这样的
Here's the thing. I'm down
我觉得你可以染一染你的头发
with you coloring your hair to cover the sparkle.
-感觉现在你头顶的发色太浅了 -是的
-I feel like the top is too light. -Yeah.
我想要给你染得有层次感一点打造一个更自然好看的发型
I wanna blend it together and create a more natural look.
我能让你的头发光彩动人一定会很漂亮的
I can make it so shiny, so pretty. Oh, my gosh.
就像铁木兰里一样
We're gonna have a Steel Magnolias moment.
我爱死这个想法了你值得拥有
It'll be fun. I love it. You deserve it.
-我爱你 -我爱你
-I love you. -I love you.
男孩们
Hi, boys.
-你们好吗 -你们怎么样
-How are you guys? -How's it going here?
-很好 -你好塔米
-Good. -Hello, Tammye.
欢迎
Welcome.
-我们刚从床上下来呢 -的确是的
-We just got out of bed. -We did. We did.
-我们紧紧拥抱了 -没错
-We were having a full-on cuddle. -Yes.
确实
We were.
我们把鞋子踢掉然后直奔上♥床♥
We kicked our shoes off. Then get up in this bed.
你们真的踢掉了吗本来可以把鞋子留在台阶上的
Did you really kicked them off, because you can leave them on the stairway.
刚才我们在说什么来着
Oh, speaking of.
-你怎么样 -你好
-How are you? -Hi.
你好吗
Hi, how are you?
我叫谭很高兴认识你
I'm Tan. Nice to meet you.
我喜欢你的这套鞋子和牛仔裤的搭配
I'm liking your shoes and your jeans combo.
-真的 -谢谢
-No joke. - Thank you.
把你的脚踝衬托的很好
That fit on those ankles is lovely.
是吧这是女码的所以...
Yes. It's women's size, so...
-是的 -怪不得
-Yes! -There you go.
穿女款挺好的不用担心
Don't be afraid of lady's wear.
-你刚回到家吗 -是的
-You just moved back home? -Yes.
-她是你返乡的最大动力吗 -是的
-And she's the major perk of being home? - Oh, yeah.
-是吗 -我们的关系越来越亲密了
-Yeah? -Our relationship's gotten much stronger
-是的 -因为每天都能见到对方
-Yeah. -just by us seeing each other every day.
我说不出话了
I can't talk.
天啊看看我的孩子们
Oh, my God, I look at my children.
只要被孩子们真心尊敬爱戴...
And for them to respect you, and to admire you...
-就是无价之宝 -是的
-is priceless. -Yeah.
他就是我的小郁金香
Definitely a tulip.
没错他是了
Yeah, he is.
我可以借用一下这位小郁金香吗
Can I spend time with this tulip?
-可以吗 -可以
-Is that okay? -That's fine.
没问题吗我想和他多待会儿
Is that cool? Can we spend time?
我能想象到你作为一个黑人性少数在这个镇子里长大的体验有多艰难
I can only imagine growing up in this town, being black and gay.
是啊真的很艰难
Yeah. It's so hard.
我有类似的经历能理解那种被人指指点点的感觉
I can understand the feelings of being judged, by experience.
我很感激自己有这么好的一个母亲
I'm so blessed to have a mother like I have
毕竟这里的大多数母亲都是如果你是基佬那你走吧
'cause mostly, these mothers here, if you're gay, you're gone.
-这里还有其他人是同性恋吗 -大概两个吧
-There's other gay people down here? -Like, two.
反正走在街上就有人对你爆粗口
It's just walking down the street, being called the F-word.
有时他们说的话真的很难听
Being called the N-word sometimes.
-而且从一开始就会被欺凌 -是的
-And being bullied, like, from the start. -Yeah.
只是因为我和他们"正常"的言行举止不一样
Just because I was different. I talked and acted differently.
我开始觉得很孤独
-I just started feeling lonely,
-你能懂吗 -我在迈尔斯身上看到了自己过去的影子
-you know? -I see a lot of myself in Myles.
他说的那些我感同身受
I understand what it was like
在一个有爱的南方家庭长大
to grow up in the South with a loving family.
之后却要承受那么多的反对与非议是非常痛苦的
And then to feel some rejection
而且这种负面能量还是来自你的家人社区教堂
from your family, community, your church.
感觉很无助 "我该怎么办"
Feeling like, "What do I do now?"
你最怀念教堂的什么
What do you miss the most about church?
音乐唱诗班能给我带来心理慰藉
The music. I see choir as therapy.
于我而言音乐是能联结我和上帝的
And with me, I connect to God with music.
我真的很高兴能认识你因为在你身上我看到了爱
I've really enjoyed meeting you because I truly see love.
要知道我在一个充满宗教色彩的地方长大
You know, I grew up really religious.
怎么了
Yeah?
我曾经每一天都会去教堂那就是我的生活
There wasn't a day I wasn't at church. It was my life.
-教堂里的人就像我的家人 -是的
-Those people were my family. -Yes.
我很小的时候就知道自己的性取向了
And I knew from a young age that I was gay.
我每个周日都会跪在圣坛前
And I'd be down there at that
哭着向上帝祈祷
altar every Sunday, just crying and begging God
不要让我变成同性恋
to not make me gay.
而大家发现了之后
Once everyone there found out,
都彻底抛弃了我
completely turned their back on me.
你知道吗我今天都不愿意走进你的教堂
You know? I wouldn't step foot in your church today.
-其他人都进去了我却没有 -为什么
-The other guys went in. I wouldn't. -Wow. Why?
因为我曾暗自发誓再也不去教堂了
I told myself I'd never go back to a church.
我被伤得太深了我也知道迈尔斯在经历些什么
I was so hurt. And I know that's what Myles is going through.
当时在城市里发生了什么
What was it about being in
让你决定“我要离开”
the big city that made you say, "I gotta go"?
就是...
It was just...
所有人都行色匆忙
Everybody is just go, go, go all the time.
我觉得自己好像迷失了我不知道自己是谁
Then I found myself getting lost. I didn't know who I was.
我在那里足足两年没和家人联♥系♥
I lost contact with family for two years when I was there.
-真的吗 -对我只是...
-Really? -Yeah, I was just...
太疯狂了我当时一团糟
It was crazy. I was a mess.
我认为这是寻求自我所必须经历的磨难
I thought of it as trying to find myself.
于是就斩断了和家的一切联♥系♥
I kind of cut off anything I had associated with home, away.
你和你妈妈的关系一直都这么亲密吗
Yeah. Has your mother--? Has your relationship always been close?
不我刚出柜的那段时间关系挺紧张的
No. When I first came out, it was really hard.
因为她的信仰
She came up on the small-town
那种从小耳濡目染的小镇基♥督♥教信条
Christian belief that you were condemned,
会让她觉得觉得同性恋恶心
and it was just disgusting, and it's an abomination.
-的确 -然后她会不自觉把那些情绪放到我身上
-Yeah. -She projected those feelings onto me.
我受不了甚至不想再待在她身边
Which is hard, to the point where I didn't like being around her.
不想待在家
I didn't like being at home.
我读高三的时候她得了癌症
But she got cancer my senior year of high school.
她开始有时间认真思考人生
That gave her the time to
回想了往事也反思了关于我的事
really sit back and reflect upon her life.
那你现在对返乡节有什么感觉吗
How do you feel about this
是你妈妈精心组织的这个活动
homecoming your mother is putting together?
不好说
I don't know.
我现在还是有点犹豫不决
I'm a little iffy about it.
还是会害怕因为我不知道他们会怎么样看待我
It's the fear I don't know how they will receive me.
我一直告诉大家
I tell people all the time, you know,
有这么一句名言