大军团广场事件（2020）

Grand Army S01E07

Part 2 May 7, 2021, 6:58 p.m.

Wait. I haven't been there for you?
等等我完全没有支持你
Can we just, like, hang out, like before?
我们能不能像以前那样一起玩
Like, do you wanna go to the BSU thing?
你想去黑人学生联合会的活动吗
I'm gonna go with them.
我会和他们一起去
OK. Yeah.
好吧
The fuck?
什么鬼
P.m.?
下午
You set it to fucking p.m., you stupid…
你设了该死的下午白♥痴♥...
Hi. Excuse, I'm really sorry.
嗨不好意思我真的很抱歉
I was supposed to be in an interview earlier today.
我应该在今天一早来面试的
Is there any way I can still… Hold on, baby.
-有没有办法我… -等等孩子
Slow down. What's your name? Dominique Pierre.
-慢点你叫什么 -多明尼克·皮埃尔
Oh wow. You're legit late.
你真是很迟
You have a good excuse?
你有好的理由吗
I'm just late.
我就是迟了
OK then.
好吧
Let me see what I can do here.
我看看能怎么帮忙
Looks like I can squeeze you in at 11:30. Can you come back?
我应该可以帮你安排在11点半你能回来吗
In an hour?
一小时后
Of course. Yes. Thank you.
当然可以是的谢谢你
So fucking stupid.
真是太蠢了
So then I just lied, said I could wait around all day.
我撒谎了我说可以等一整天
But I gotta be back for our test.
但我要回去考试
Girl, stop stressin'.
美女你不要那么大压力
Can't believe I fucked this up.
真不敢相信我搞砸了
Want me to pull the fire alarm or something?
你要我去拉响火警警报吗
Listen, this place is crazy jumpy. All you gotta do is be like…
这地方真是太神经质了你只需要大喊一声...
"…Bomb!"
"...炸♥弹♥"
And they'll shut down the whole school. Girl, don't even joke.
-他们肯定马上关闭学校 -美女别开玩笑
I'm about to call in a threat myself.
我会报♥警♥的
All right. I gotta go, Mommy, but you're gonna kill it, OK?
好了我挂了亲但你要好好表现好吗
Just remember, vulnerability is power.
记得脆弱也是一种力量
OK.
好了
Bye, Mika.
再见xa0米卡
Dominique, thank you for being here.
多明尼克感谢你能来
Thank you very much for having me.
非常感谢你们给我机会
And accommodating me.
能通融我
Again, I apologize.
我再次道歉
Why don't you startby telling us a little bit about yourself?
你可以先跟我们介绍下自己
OK.
好的
I'm currently a juniorat Grand Army High School.
我现在是大军团高中的三年级生
And, um…
而且
I first got interested in mental health
我第一次对心理健康感兴趣
when I took AP Psychology last year,
是我去年上心理学预科课程的时候
which was…
这是...
the first class I ever took
第一堂课
where I actually wanted to go home and do the homework.
我想马上回家做作业的
Can you tell us why you're interested in interning with us?
你能否说说为什么有兴趣在这里实习
How do you think you fit into our mission?
你为何觉得自己适合我们的任务
you're trying to makemental health care services accessible
你希望为那些无法得到支持的人们
to people who don't have that support.
提供心理健康护理服务
And… I know we need that in this city.
我知道这个城市需要这样
We need that in my community.
我的社区需要这样
I see that need every day.
我每天都看到这种需要
To be honest,
老实说
I'm the person you're trying to help.
我也是你们想帮助的那种人
What do you mean by that?
你是什么意思
Can I, um…
我能...
Can I be vulnerable with you all for a second?
在你们面前我能暂时软弱一下吗
Please. I think we'd appreciate that.
请便我们很欢迎
I think…
我想...
most people…
大多数人...
even people who want to help,
即使想要提供帮助的人
they don't always understand what some people are up against.
他们也无法明白有些人面临的困境
I think, for example, when…
举例来说当...
we talk about self-care in this culture,
我们在这种文化下谈及自我关爱
for a lot of people, self-care is a luxury.
对大多数人来说这是一种奢侈
How do you think we can change that?
你觉得我们怎么能改变这种情况
By doing what you're trying to do.
做你们想要做的事
I mean…
我是说...
I don't have all the answers.
我没有全部答案
What I know is my own experience, but…
我只有自己的经验但是…
OK, like, I was late today.
好的像是我今天迟到了
I accidentally set my alarm for p.m. instead of a.m.,
我意外将闹钟设为下午而不是上午
which was careless. I own that. But…
这是粗心造成的我的错
see…
但是情况是...
I went to bed at 5 a.m. this morning.
我今天早上凌晨5点才睡
Same thing yesterday and the day before that.
昨天还有前天也是一样
Because there's just not enough time to do all the things I have to do
因为没有足够的时间去做所有我必须做的事
to go after the life I want.
去追求我想要的生活
And…
而且...
I'm tired.
我感觉很累
And if I'm telling the truth, it makes me angry.
如果我要说事实这让我愤怒
But see, that's the one thing I can't allow myself to be because…
但是我是不允许自己愤怒的
then…
因为这样...
I'm just what they…
我就是他们…
what they expect me to be, right?
他们希望我做到的样子对吗
And…
还有...
they don't wanna see my anger.
他们不想看到我的愤怒
Because…
因为...
who's actually allowed to be angry?
谁有资格去愤怒
That's a privilege like everything else, and my anger doesn't count.
这就像其他东西一样是一种特权我的愤怒不作数
But…
但...
all those feelings,
所有这些感觉
they're still there,
还是会有
and they have nowhere to go.
而且无处宣泄
There are all these girls and women out there
外面有很多女人和女孩
like me,
像我一样
with no one to say these things to.
没有对象可以讲述这种心情
So…
所以...
we just push them down.
我们只是强忍♥着
Keep them inside or whatever.
把这种情绪藏在心底
But…
但是...
it's there.
还是会在
It's painful.
这很痛苦
And…
还有...
we need someone to hear us.
我们需要有人聆听
And I know you all know this already
我知道你们早就明白
because that's why you're here doing this work, but…
因为这是你们做这些工作的原因但...
95% of mental health care workersin this city are Caucasian.
但在这个城市95%的心理健康护理工作人员都是白人
And…
而且...
nothing against them, but…
我对他们并无不满但是...
it matters who you talk to.
聆听的对象
It matters…
也是很重要的...
who you're comfortable with.
你跟谁在一起更自在
It matters who hears you, who says,
聆听的对象能说
"I understand."
"我理解"
It just matters.
这是很重要的
I don't know the technical steps for how this changes, but…
我不知道要做出改变的技术环节但…
you all are training Black women to be counselors, right?
你们都在训练黑人女性成为顾问对吗
That sounds amazing to me.
我觉得这很棒
And…
而且...
I wanna be part of that.
我希望参与其中
And…
而且...
to be honest,
老实说
I wanna rock a suit like that one day.
我希望有天也能穿上那样的衣服靓丽迷人
I want to sit at this table with y'all, and…
我想和你们坐在一起
I want to make sure I do what I can
我想确保自己竭尽全力
to make sure my people get the things that they need.
让我的族人得到他们所需的东西
Also,
另外