生命新旅程

Life Sentence S01E08

Part 5 June 6, 2020, 1:11 p.m.

For intentionally hurting him?
你当时怎么想的迪亚哥
What were you thinking, Diego?
如果你承认了就要承担责任了
Hey, if you admit this, then you're responsible.
不管怎样我都有责任
I am responsible, either way.
对但是法律上的责任
Right, but legally responsible.
你得停下来好好想想
You've gotta stop and think about this for a second, okay?
他们可以告我们我们可能会失去一切
They could sue us. We could lose everything.
-我必须去 -迪亚哥
- I have to. - Diego, hey...
这是我们的生活我们孩子们的生活
This is our lives. This is our children's lives.
你不能承认你是故意的
You can't admit that you did this.
你没事吧
You okay up there?
没事我不想聊这个
I'm fine! I don't wanna talk about it!
好吧
Okay.
儿子你想聊聊吗
Son? Would you like to talk about it?
好吧我这就下来
Fine. I'll come down.
怎么了
How's it going?
你知道那种感觉吗遇到一个喜欢你的性感姑娘
You know the feeling when you meet a hot girl and they're really into you,
她想晚上和你一起出去玩可你不能去因为
and they wanna hang out with you at night, but you can't 'cause...
你戴着电子脚镣
you're wearing an ankle bracelet?
当然老故事了
Of course. That's a tale as old as time.
好吧当我没说
Okay, never mind.
发生什么了
What happened?
什么都没发生
Nothing.
问题就在这儿我没能上垒
That's the problem. I couldn't close the deal.
原来失去魅力是我保释的隐形条件
Turns out, loss of mojo's an unforeseen condition of my parole.
艾登只是一个姑娘
Aiden, it's just one girl.
姑娘们是我唯一的特长爸
Girls are the only thing I'm good at, Dad.
我别的什么都不会
I suck at everything else.
没了这个我都不知道我是谁了
Without that, I-I don't even know who I am.
你是我儿子
You're my son.
废柴儿子你自己说的
The loser. Said so yourself.
好吧我说错了
Well, I was wrong.
那时我并不了解你但是现在我了解了
I didn't know you when I said that, but I do now.
你是个善良的好男人
And you're a good man with a great heart.
要是我教的就好了但不是
I wish I had something to do with that, but I didn't.
你都是自己学会的
You figured that part out all on your own.
你犯了些错
So... you made some mistakes.
人人都会犯错
Yeah. People make mistakes.
你知道我犯过多少错吗
You know how many mistakes I've made?
多到说不完
Too many to list.
说说看
Could you try?
高中时我抄袭了学期论文
Back in high school, I plagiarized a term paper.
两次开车撞到大学院长的狗
I ran over my college dean's dog twice on two separate occasions.
-故意的 -不狗也没事
- On purpose? - No, and he was fine.
他走路瘸了但他是条快乐的狗
I mean, he walked funny, but he was a really happy dog.
重点是如果这个姑娘只盯着你的错误
The point is... if this girl can't see beyond your mistakes,
看不到真实的你
see you for who you really are in your heart,
那你就该去找些
then you have to start surrounding yourself
知道人无完人的姑娘
with women who understand that nobody's perfect.
如果你找到了几个请介绍一个给我
And if you find some, please introduce one of them to me.
我很寂寞
I'm very lonely.
根据你的检查结果我们现在就可以开始
Given your test results, we're cleared to start right away.
格兰特医生和我会讨论你治疗方案的细节
Dr. Grant and I can discuss the details of your protocol
你们去等候室
while you head out to the waiting room.
我能留下吗
Oh. Can I stay?
只是些医学讨论
Well, it's just -- just a bunch of medical talk.
我经历过这些
Still, I've been through this,
很多事情我要是能提前知道就好了
and there were a lot of things I wish I'd known.
斯黛拉赛迪才13岁
Stella, Sadie's 13.
换算成癌症年龄差不多100岁
But in cancer years, that's like 100.
好吧接下来三个月你每周都要来一次
All right. You will be coming here once a week for three months,
然后是一个月的住院强化治疗
followed by a month of intensive in-patient treatment.
有多强会有多糟
How intensive? Like, how bad could it get?
任何试验都会有风险
Well, with any trial, there -- there can be some risks.
她明白这个她能听风险
She knows that. She can hear the risks.
可能会影响记忆导致疼痛
There could be issues with memory, pain,
内出血瘫痪
internal bleeding, possible paralysis.
听起来总是很可怕但不代表它们就会发生
These lists are always scary. Doesn't mean any of it's gonna happen.
你治愈了多少人
How many people have you cured?
我们还没进行过人体试验
We have not yet completed a human trial.
等等没进行过
Wait, you haven't?
但我乐观相信我们能取得高达3%至5%的成功率
But I'm optimistic we can get as high as a 3% to 5% success rate.
-听起来一点也不高 -毕竟是试验阶段
- That doesn't sound high. - Well, it is for a trial.
我成功了你也会成功的
Hey...I made it. So will you.
但也可能失败
But I might not?
还可能会瘫痪
And I might get paralyzed.
我能考虑一下吗
Can I think about this?
当然
Yeah. Yeah, of course.
我在护士台看到有生日蛋糕
I saw a birthday cake on the nurse's desk.
走之前我去吃一块
I'm gonna grab a slice before we go.
这就是为什么你不应该让13岁的孩子听这些
This is why you don't let a 13 year old sit in on these conversations.
斯黛拉我们费尽力气才让她有这个机会
Stella, we have pulled so many strings to get her in here.
如果她现在退出
If she backs out now --
那我们就为她找别的办法
Then we'll find her something else.
让她知道那些信息是正确的做法
Giving her that information was the right thing to do,
不过你们真该练练表达方式了
though the two of you could work on your delivery.
好了我也要去吃点蛋糕
Okay, now, I am also gonna go get some cake.
亲爱的爸爸呢
Hey, sweetie. Where's Daddy?
他去医院了
He went to the hospital.
-妈你能照看孩子们吗 -好的亲爱的
- Mom, will you watch the kids? - Sure, hon!
亲爱的外婆在家我很快回来
Sweetie, Grandma's here. I'll be back.
小心你险些踏入阴影
Careful. You almost stepped through a shadow.
真好笑
That's funny.
但事实是我并不怕黑
But, uh...the truth is, I'm not afraid of the dark.
我是个有两次案底的罪犯
I am a convicted criminal with two strikes
现在正被软禁晚八点前必须回家
who's on house arrest and has to be home by 8:00.
但这不是全部不代表我是怎样的人
But that's not the whole picture here. It's not who I am.
-我很想让你知道 -免了
- I would love to tell you -- - Pass.
抱歉但是我不想和罪犯交往
Sorry, but I'm not looking to casually date a convict.
-真伤人兄弟 -是啊
- Man, that was rough. - Yeah.
鉴于你刚被人一脚踹中屁♥股♥
I'm surprised you can still sit upright
我很惊讶你居然还能坐得直
after what just happened to your butt.
没有我的手疼
Yeah, it doesn't hurt as bad as my hands.
让我看看
Let me see.
这些会变成粗糙的茧子
Yeah, those are gonna turn into some pretty rough calluses.
我知道
Yeah, I know.
别这么郁闷茧子很性感
Don't sound so depressed. Calluses are sexy.
它们代表一个人愿意努力工作
They're a sign of somebody who's willing to do the work.
你知道我不是自愿来的吧
You know I'm not here 'cause I wanna be, right?
我知道我也不是自愿来的
I'm aware. I didn't come here because I wanted to, either.
一开始不是但在这里帮助他人
Not at first. But then being here, helping people...
也是帮助我自己
it was helping me, too.
谢了
Thanks.
好了细皮嫩肉戴上手套回去干活
All right, butter hands, put your gloves on and get back to work.
我们得全部重新开始
We're gonna have to start all over.
那就重新开始
So, we'll just start over.
没那么简单斯黛拉
It's not that easy, Stella.
不代表你就要放弃
That doesn't mean you give up.
你说你觉得有希望
You said you were hopeful.
有希望是因为她要她参加试验
Yeah, it was easy to be hopeful when she was gonna do the trial.
只有方便的时候才相信就不算是希望
Well, hope isn't hope if you only have it when it's convenient.
等我们回到西雅图我想去看太空针塔
When we come back to Seattle, I'd like to see the Space Needle.
西雅图著名建筑
我们为什么要回去
Why would we come back?
参加试验
For the trial.
我以为听到那些后你不想参加了
I thought you didn't want to do the trial after what you heard.
不知道恐惧的是什么就不能面对它们
You can't face your fears if you don't know what they are.
而且也许这就是我的流星
And besides... this could be my shooting star.
是啊
Yeah, it could.
我以为你会去找托德
I figured you'd be talking to Todd.
我本想去的但我又想到了你说的话
I wanted to. But then I was thinking about what you said.