美国恐怖故事

American Horror Story S04E04

Part 1 Oct. 2, 2019, 4:30 p.m.

可怜的小怪物你逃不了的
Poor freakish thing, there is no escape.
除非我的问题都得到解答
Not until all questions have been answered.
你还有所有被我找上的人都要回答
By you, and by all upon whom I would call.
纹身海豹人
因为我被召唤至此
For I have been summoned to this place.
如珀西瓦里般受到驱使寻找至罕之宝
Driven, like Percival, to find a thing most rare.
但我要找的圣杯是血肉之躯
Though the grail I seek is one of flesh.
是腐♥败♥ 罹病
Corrupted. Diseased.
与其可怕的缺陷相得益彰的人
Perfect in its monstrous imperfection.
在夜晚终结之前我会找到我的圣杯
Before this night is through, I will find my grail.
又一个纯粹的畸形人将加入我们这些不幸之人
One more pure freak to add to our unhappy number.
现在
Now...
告诉我亲爱的
Tell me, dear one,
你是如何流落至此
how did you come to be here?
我犯了罪
I committed a sin.
告诉我们你的罪
Give us your sin.
这很简单不是吗
That's easy, isn't it?
我出生了
I was born.
所有人都会出生
As all men must be.
只是我不像其他人
Only I weren't like all other men.
在我们那里这是个麻烦
In our street, that was a problem.
小伙子很早就学会打架
Lads learned early on how to scrap.
只是凭我的手我根本无力还手
Only I couldn't get close enough to scrap back, not with these.
医生在我两岁时切除了我的双腿
The doctors took my legs when I was two years old,
因为脊髓问题
owing to a spinal condition.
在那之后我父母失去了信仰
After that, my parents lost faith.
他们把我装进一个篮子里
They left me in a basket
放在了孤儿院的门口
on the doorstep of the children's home.
我再没见过他们
I never saw them again.
悲伤的故事但很普通
A sad story, but common.
你说得不够精彩姑娘
You do not amuse, girl.
让我为你流几滴伤心泪吧
Make me weep tears of sorrow for you.
说出你们最大的耻辱吧
Lay bare your greatest shame.
跟我们玩
Play with us!
无辜的小东西啊
Oh, my innocent ones.
你们真是让我动容
How you move my heart.
你们一定没有耻辱
There can be no shame with you.
没有耻辱
No shame.
我的整个人生就是耻辱
My whole life is shame.
只有黑暗能让我躲藏
My only escape was in the dark.
我在其中深深沉迷
I could lose myself in it.
我在那里心驰神往
There I was transported.
我只想来到这片富饶迷人的土地
I wanted nothing more than to come to this land
别无所求
of opulence and glamour.
可我来到时正值大萧条
But when I arrived, it was the Depression.
这国家...还有我都时运不济
The country's... and mine.
我离开孤儿院后流落街头
After the children's home, I ended up on the streets.
我这样的人找不到工作
There was no work for someone like me.
那时候大家都没有工作
Hell, there was no work for anyone at that time.
最黑暗的时刻姑娘跟我们说说吧
The darkest moment, girl. We would have it.
是嫉妒
It was jealousy.
甚至仇恨
Even hate.
他不配
He didn't deserve it.
我想我扎中了动脉
And I guess I hit an artery.
我没把他的腿当做是他的一部分
I didn't think of those legs as part of him.
那只是我永远得不到的东西
Just the things that I would never have.
他死了
He died.
是啊
Yes.
但他激发了你的表演欲
But he inspired you to perform.
没错
He did.
我不想再站在街上
And I was tired of the streets.
被人嘲笑
Tired of being laughed at,
被人袭击或者被人称作"海豹人"
of being attacked, of being called "Seal Boy."
这个世界憎恨我
The world hated me.
但我更恨我自己
But no more than I hated myself.
他们想看怪物
They wanted a monster?
那我就让他们看看
I decided to give them one.
既然不能让这个世界爱我
I could never make the world love me.
那就让它怕我吧
Maybe I could make it fear me.
为什么不把脸也纹上
Why not the face?
我是想过
I thought about it.
但最后一刻我退缩了
But at the last minute, I chickened out.
为什么
Why?
因为我有一张英俊的脸
Cause I have a handsome face.
我的脸很帅气
I have the face of a pretty lad.
你能想象如果这张脸配的是一具普通的身躯吗
Can you imagine this mug on a normal body?
我本可拥有这个世界
I could've ruled the world.
不是你
You are not the one.
还有一个我的孩子们
There is another, my children.
我还要去拜访一个人
Another visit I must make.
指挥
Maestro?
欢迎你
Willkommen.
希望我没打扰到您小姐
I hope I'm not disturbing you, fraulein.
完全不会
Oh, not at all.
我一直在等你
I have been expecting you.
但是我表演结束后你就消失了
Although it was rather rude of you
这是有点不礼貌
to run off like that after my number.
也许你需要
Perhaps you needed to...
控制一下自己的情绪
collect yourself.
我猜你不怎么常见到我这么有才华的人
I imagine you don't see such authentic talent very often.
我能坐下吗
May I sit?
坐那边更好
It would be better over there.
我们有事要谈
We have business to discuss.
你不是第一个来这里
And you wouldn't be the first young man to show up
寻找爱情的年轻人
expecting a lesson in love.
你要对我的表演发表一下评论吗
Are you going to say something about my number?
我在尝试新唱腔
I've been trying out some new phrasing,
不过对我这样一位艺术家来说
though it is a challenge for an artist like myself to work
和这些中庸之人一起演出着实不易
with such run-of-the-mill accompaniment.
我应该为自己感到庆幸
I suppose I should consider myself lucky
这个马戏团里至少还有一个畸形人
that there is at least one freak on the circuit
会识谱
who knows how to read music.
这些人可不是以有文化闻名的
They are not known for their culture.
这我们该好好谈谈
Which is something we should discuss.
如果我想编排些跟得上时代的节目
I'm going to need a new arranger
我需要一个新的作曲家
if I am to develop a contemporary nightclub act.
为什么不说话
Cat got your tongue?
我知道我有让男人说不出话的本事
My talent has been known to render men speechless,
但如果我们以后要合作的话
but you'll have to get over it
你得克制住自己
if we are going to work together.
我不说话不是因为你的本事
It is not your talent that renders me speechless.
而是因为你的妄想和无知
It is your delusional ignorance.
你说什么
Excuse me?
你就是个浪费空气的破烂
You are a tattered waste of oxygen
通过羞辱他人来捧高自己
who bolsters herself with contempt for others.
我不是来帮你升迁的女人
I am not here to take you on to greatness, woman.
我是来带人跟我去另一边的
I am here to take someone with me to the other side,
可能就是你
perhaps you.
滚出我的帐篷
Get out of my tent!
这一点也不好笑
This is not amusing.
不管面具下究竟是谁
Whoever it is under that mask,
你愚蠢的万圣节恶作剧玩错地方了
you've come to the wrong tent for your silly little Halloween prank.
这不是恶作剧亲爱的
This isn't a prank, my lovely.
不
No!
我保护他们
I am their guardian!
我照顾他们但我不是他们
I'm their minder! I'm not one of them!
我不是别
I'm not... Don't!
不要啊不
Don't, don't, don't.
我不懂
I don't understand.
我跟他们不一样
I am not one of them.