审讯（2020）

Interrogation S01E06

Part 3 Oct. 2, 2020, 10:51 a.m.

Dad, what's going on?
爸爸怎么了
Nothing.
没什么
No, I j... just wanted to come see my boy.
没事我就是想来看看我儿子
And...
还有
I've-I've been doing some thinking, Eric.
我想了很久埃里克
You know. A lot of thinking, really.
我想了很多事
You know, with all this time on my hands 'cause this, you know.
因为我有大把的空闲时间
And...
我
I owe you an apology.
我欠你个道歉
For how I was as a father.
为我作为你的父亲而道歉
Or how I wasn't.
为我没尽到父亲的职责道歉
You know this isn't how visits are supposed to work, right?
你知道探视不该是这样的吧
You're supposed to come and cheer me up.
你应该来给我鼓励的
I didn't protect you.
我没能保护你
And that's pretty much the job description of...
那基本上是做父亲的
of being a dad.
全部职责了
You know, that day? You know, the...
在那天...
The day.
就那天
After you called, screaming,
你打给我大喊着
"Come home, Dad,"
"快回家爸爸"
I-I d-didn't remember anything.
之后我什么都不记得了
No, I didn't remember driving there. I didn't...
我不记得开车过去
Nothing.
一片空白
Except this one thing.
就除了一件事
I remember seeing you in that patrol car.
我记得看到你在巡逻车里
And it was the way I saw you.
还有我看到你的样子
Mary, pick him up.
玛丽把他抱起来
Pick him up, honey.
把他抱起来亲爱的
He doesn't know me.
他不认识我
Folks, we got to get this done...
两位我们得把文件签完
Before Mom changes her mind.
免得妈妈改主意了
Well, there's your mom right there, Gary.
这位就是妈妈了加里
Pick him up, honey. He wants you.
把他抱起来亲爱的他想要你
Sweetheart.
亲爱的
Th-This is the right thing.
这是正确的决定
It's-it's the only thing.
是唯一的办法
We do this, and we're a family.
我们这么做就是一个家庭了
Congratulations. Thanks.
恭喜谢谢
I didn't protect you.
我没能保护你
Protect me from what, Dad?
对谁保护我爸爸
From her.
对她
From your mother.
对你妈妈
Mommy.
妈妈
I have to go potty.
我要上厕所
He did, right after dinner.
他晚饭后上过了
Mommy.
妈妈
Don't you dare.
你敢
Mommy. You missed it.
妈妈你当时没在
Shocking... you worked late.
多意外啊因为你工作晚归了
But I fed him, I read to him,
但我给了他饭吃给他念了故事书
I said good night.
也道了晚安
He has to learn to calm himself down.
他得学会自己平静下来
Mommy.
妈妈
What's the matter, buddy?
怎么了伙计
What are you crying for?
你在哭什么
Oh, God. Mary...
天哪玛丽
I'm gonna have to clean you up. I'm sorry.
我得给你收拾一下了抱歉
Come on, pal.
来吧伙计
Okay, I'm dreaming.
好吧我在做梦呢
No, you're not, Mary.
不是的玛丽
I went in there, and he was covered in shit.
我进去一看他一身是屎
Clean sheets in the closet.
柜子里有干净床单
I know, buddy. I'm sorry.
我知道伙计对不起
I should've seen it from the beginning,
我从一开始就该看出来
but I... Well, I did.
但我...其实我看出来了
I-I... I-I just didn't want to see it.
但我选择了自欺欺人
You know, we tried for-for such a long time,
我们试了那么久
and she was fine with it, not having a kid.
她其实也不介意没有孩子
I mean, she-she had her job, you know, she loved working.
她有她的工作也热爱工作
She had all her friends and...
她有朋友
She already had a life.
她已经有人生了
You know, the truth is,
其实
she was never cut out to be a mom.
她本来就不适合做妈妈
That's it. You're doing it.
很好你做到了
Don't let go! I won't.
别放开我不会的
You're doing it.
你成功了
Don't! I won't!
别放手我不会的
You need to promise. I promise.
你保证我保证
You got it.
你行的
Mom? Hold on.
妈妈坐稳
Pedal! Are you still holding?
快踩你还把着吗
Pedal, pedal, pedal!
踩啊
Mom! Keep pedaling.
妈妈继续踩
Mom? Pedal, pedal, pedal.
妈妈踩脚踏板
You lied!
你撒谎了
You did it. You did great. Come on.
你做到了你很棒来
Did you see that? Well, let's just try it again.
你看到了吗我们再试一次嘛
No! She promised! Come back here.
不她都跟我保证了回来
Now!
快点
Go get him. He has to learn.
去叫他来他必须学会
Learn what?
学会什么
To ride a bicycle.
学骑自行车
Mary, he was ri...
玛丽他都...
You little shit!
你个小混♥蛋♥
Daddy!
爸爸
Mary, what's going on?
玛丽怎么了
Well, th-that's okay.
没事的
You think? You can mend that.
是吗可以修好的
Mary, what are you doing?
玛丽你干什么
Mary, stop it. Stop.
玛丽停下
You like that? Does that feel good?
你喜欢吗你好受吗
Why?
为什么
Why are you doing this?
你为什么要说这些
I wasn't a...
我不...
I wasn't a good father.
我不是个好父亲
Eric...
埃里克
whatever happened between you and your mother
不管你和你妈妈之间那天
onon that day... You're dying,
发生了什么你时日无多了
and before you go, you want to know if I did it,
你死前想知道是不是我♥干♥的
if I killed Mom. No.
我是不是杀了妈妈不是
I mean, it'd be okay if I did, right?
即便是我杀的也没事是吗
You'd forgive me...
你会原谅我
because you didn't protect me.
因为你当初没保护我
I did...
我...
You never fucking believed me.
你从来就没相信过我
That's why you got me that shitty lawyer,
所以你才给我找了个烂律师
never pursued Chris Keller.
也没去找过克里斯·凯勒
You never even fucking bailed me out.
甚至没保释我
I couldn't. I didn't have the money.
我没办法我没那么多钱
If you believed in me, you would've had that money easy.
如果你相信我凑钱才不是问题
You'd have borrowed on the house,
你会拿房♥子抵押
you'd have sold that fucking stamp collection.
卖♥♥了你的邮票收藏
The fucking stamps,
那些邮票
they weren't worth the glue on the back of 'em.
根本不值几个钱
But that fur...
但是皮草
I was glad you cut it.
我很高兴你剪烂了它
That's what you remember.
你就记得那个
That's not how it happened.
事情才不是那样
Where were you?
你去哪了
Since when do you care where I am?
你什么时候在乎我去哪了