铁证悬案（2003）

Cold Case S04E06

Part 5 Jan. 8, 2021, 8:19 p.m.

而剩下的
The dealmakers, the sellouts, the price of your soul.
是内♥幕♥交易贿赂收买♥♥你灵魂的价钱
I'm sorry, Hawk.
对不起霍克
I'm so sorry.
真的对不起
What are you gonna do?
你打算怎么做
I don't know, maybe leave Philly for a while.
不知道也许离开费城一段时间
What about your show?
那你的节目怎么办
Aw, to hell with it.
管他的
To hell with all of this.
都去他妈的吧
I got something more important in my life now.
现在对我来说有更重要的东西
Jenny.
珍妮
But she's just a fan.
她只是你一个粉丝罢了
No.
不
She's more than that.
不止是粉丝
Me and her gonna take a little trip out west.
我和她要一起往西走
Hawk...
霍克
I just wanted to be a winner.
我只想成为人生赢家
Like you.
像你一样
You always were, kid.
你一直都是孩子
Steep price. We all paid.
我们都付出了代价
Some more than others.
有人付出得更多
So Jenny and Hawk were going away together?
珍妮和霍克打算私奔
That was the plan.
是这么计划的
But, the next night, Hawk was dead.
但第二天晚上霍克就死了
Funny how Jenny failed to mention her travel plans with Hawk.
珍妮居然没跟我们提到这事
Failed to mention a lot more than that.
她没提到的事可多了
Follow me.That documentary dude?
跟我来那个拍纪录片的家伙
He's got nothing on me.
他一点用都没有
Check it out.
瞧瞧这个
Lyrics to "Scarlet rose."
《绯红玫瑰》的歌♥词
See, the way Jenny reacted to that song got me thinking.
珍妮对那首歌♥的反应让我很好奇
We already heard the lyrics, Nick.
我们已经听过这首歌♥了尼克
Well, I've been on the phone with ASCAP all day.
我跟ASCAP的人通了一天的电♥话♥
What's that?
那是什么
The american society of composers.
美国作曲家协会
And it turns out there were some lyrics that Jenny didn't record.
结果发现有些歌♥词珍妮没有录上
Really?
真的吗
Like that Elton John song "Daniel"? You know what that's about?
就像艾尔顿·约翰的那首《丹尼尔》你知道那个故事吗
A guy missing his brother Daniel.
一个人想念他的弟弟丹尼尔
Yeah, but you never know the reason why
没错但你不知道为什么
'cause of the verses he left out about Vietnam.
因为他没有录关于越南部分的歌♥词
"Daniel's" about vietnam?
《丹尼尔》唱的是越南
How do you know that?
你怎么知道的
The ASCAP chick told me.
协会的姑娘告诉我的
See, changes the entire meaning.
你看这样的话整首歌♥的意思就变了
So look at the lyrics that Jenny didn't record.
来看看珍妮没有录的歌♥词
So dream your sweet little dreams,
继续沉迷在你的美梦里
and I will kiss your tiny cheek
我轻吻你的脸颊
and though I must leave now know, that you'll always be with me
虽然我即将要离去但你会永远在我心里
I offer up this prayer, that everywhere she goes,
我向上天祈祷不论她去到哪里
please protect my baby, my sweet, sweet scarlet rose.
请保护她我最亲爱的亲爱的绯红玫瑰
Song is registered under the name John Hawkins.
这首歌♥是约翰·霍克斯写的
Circa 1942.
大概是在1942年
So the Hawk wrote it, not Jenny?
所以是霍克写的不是珍妮
Sounds like a lullaby.
听起来像是摇篮曲
Well, maybe Jenny wasn't his girlfriend.
也许珍妮不是他的女友
My money says she's his daughter.
我打赌她是他女儿
John Hawkins was your father, not your heartthrob.
约翰·霍克斯是你父亲不是情人
He divorced Dottie when you were four.
他和多蒂在你四岁的时候离婚了
Why keep that secret, Jenny?
为什么要保密珍妮
I never considered him my father.
我从没当他是我父亲
He left. I never saw him again.
他走了我就没再见过他
So why rack him down?
那为什么要找他
Maybe cause you wanted to tell Hawk
也许是想告诉他
what it felt like to be abandoned?
被遗弃的滋味
And maybe he rejected you again.
又或者他再次离开了你
So you start sneaking into the station.
所以你就溜进他的电台
You're wrong. It wasn't like that...
你错了不是这样的
Come on, Jenny. Your father let you down once, then twice.
拜托珍妮你父亲让你一次次失望
So you made him pay...
所以要报复他
No!
不
Finding him was the best thing that ever happened to me.
找到他是我这辈子最开心的事情
When did you tell him who you were?
那你为什么不告诉他你的身份
The night Little Richard played, when I gave him my record.
小理查德表演那晚我给了他唱片
I couldn't leave. I had to find him.
我没办法离开必须要找到他
I used to play this song for...A little girl I knew.
我从前常给一个小女孩弹这首歌♥
I used to sit her up right next to me like a princess.
让她坐在我旁边像个公主一样
Was her middle name Rosemary?
她的中间名是露丝玛丽吗
Jennifer Rosemary Hawkins.
珍妮弗·露丝玛丽·霍克斯
I used to tell her that
我常告诉她
scarlet roses were the prettiest in the world.
绯红玫瑰是这世间最美的东西
Just like his little girl.
和我的宝贝女儿一样
Your scarlet rose.
你的绯红玫瑰
I was so afraid to tell you.
我之前很怕告诉你真♥相♥
So you did it in a song.
所以你通过歌♥来告诉我
You listened to it?
你听过了
It's beautiful.
太好听了
Six months ago I found some old photos mom hid away.
半年前我发现母亲藏起来的照片
When we were a family.
你们离婚前拍的
You remembered me at all?
你还记得我吗
I never forgot you
我从没忘记你
I want you to understand why I had to leave.
我希望你明白我为何要离开
It doesn't matter now.
现在那都不重要了
No. I was living for myself. I was constantly on the move.
不我以前过惯了一个人漂泊的生活
One year in New York, next year in L.A.
在纽约待一年又去洛杉矶待一年
Lots of cigarettes and booze and...
生命中充斥着烟和酒精
lots of static.
动荡不定
Dottie was right. It was...it was no place for a kid.
多蒂说得对这样的生活没法带孩子
I wouldn't have cared.
我不在乎这些
How 'bout we take that trip to anywhere?
不如我们一起去旅行吧
Let me make up for lost time.
弥补我以前空缺的时间
What about your show?
你的节目怎么办
I told 'em I was going to
我已经跟他们说了
take a little time off to spend with my family.
说我要花点时间陪家人
We talked about leaving in a couple of weeks.
我们商量着过几周就走
He said I could sing backup with a band in California.
他说我可以去加州的一个乐团当候补主唱
But all I cared about was having my dad back.
我唯一在乎的只有找回了父亲
Well, how'd your mom take the news?
你母亲对此做何感想
I never told her.
我没告诉过她
You sure?
你确定
Might get her upset.
她知道了会伤心的
That might even go talk to the Hawk.
也许还会去找霍克对质
Try to stop him.
阻止他
Everything my mom did was because she loved me.
我母亲所做的一切都是因为爱我
I understand you and Hawk had a daughter?
我知道你和霍克有个女儿
Jenny was legally adopted by my second husband.
我的第二任丈夫合法收养了她
Still. It's, uh...strange how you left that out.
这事你之前没说可真是奇怪
John was never much of a father. So, uh, it didn't matter.
约翰不是个合格的父亲所以无所谓
What about your own father?
那你父亲呢
What does he have to do with this?
跟我父亲有什么关系
Your mom died young, and your father raised you.
你母亲早逝他独自把你养大
The musician?
他是音乐家吧
If you can call playing at
如果你觉得
holiday inns along route 1 being a musician.
在酒店弹琴也算是音乐家的话
Died on the road at age 43.
43岁在巡演时去世
Suicide.
自杀
I can see how Jenny wanting to be a singer was upsetting.
我理解你知道珍妮想当歌♥手的沮丧
She wouldn't listen to me.
她不听我的
She thought her passion was enough to give it a try.
她觉得做这一行靠一腔热血就够了
Passion is for fools.
那都是骗傻子的
Passion is a fifth grade girl