婚外情事

The Affair S04E10

Part 10 Dec. 3, 2019, 3:45 p.m.

有一个人能让我
if there's one person who would make me feel,
不管怎样都有安全感
no matter what, that I was safe and...
有被爱的感觉
that I was loved,
那一定是你
it'd be you.
好吧这才是你对我说的
Okay, that really is the nicest thing
最动听的话
you've ever said to me.
海伦
Helen.
我们能活着就已经很幸运了
We are so fucking lucky to be alive.
我这些天一直在思考这个问题
I-I think about this all the time these days.
我们能活着就已经很幸运了
We are just so fucking lucky to be alive.
刚刚真可怕
That was scary.
是啊的确是
Yeah, it was.
我没想到会那么疼
I didn't realize how painful it would get.
我有话要对你说
I have to say something to you.
我很抱歉
I'm so sorry.
为什么
For what?
我应该听你的话
I should have listened to you.
我应该接受治疗
I should have gotten treatment.
我很抱歉
I'm sorry.
我很抱歉
I'm so sorry.
别说了
Stop.
我们...
We...
我们尽力了
We did the best we could.
我见识过死亡
I've seen death.
我一直知道有那一天我...
I always knew it was coming. I...
我以为我知道死亡是什么
I thought I knew what it was.
但是当死亡降临在你身上你...
But when it finally happens to you, you...
你无法坦然面对
you're not ready.
你还没死你还活的好好的
You're not dead. You're still here.
如今我独自前行
I'm by myself now.
我已经踏入了鬼门关
I'm on the other side.
别这么说
Don't say that.
你还活着
You're alive.
我好想你
And I miss you.
我只想...
I just...
我只想回到有你的地方
I just want to be back, where you are.
和你在一起
With you.
以及孩子们
And the kids.
我不想这样
I don't want to do this.
我还不想死
I don't want to go.
我还想...再多点时间
I want... more days.
我想继续活着
I want more life.
我爱你
I love you.
我爱你
I love you.
我爱你
I love you.
我爱你
I love you.
现在去跟他说吧
Tell him now.
什么
What?
他醒来了告诉他吧
He's awake. Tell him.