婚外情事

The Affair S04E09

Part 4 Dec. 3, 2019, 3:45 p.m.

我妈妈相信我们有多次人生
My mom believes that we live multiple lives
每一次都会更进一步
and that each one is a step toward,
更接近天堂
you know, nirvana, I guess.
完美
Perfection.
我们不断轮回直到终于实现这个目标
We just keep coming back until we get it right.
也许这辈子我只能走到这一步
Maybe this is as far as I come in this life.
那你只是等死吗
So you're just waiting to die?
你不是吗
Aren't you?
如果你真的对自己诚实的话
If you're really being honest with yourself?
不是
No.
我想活着
I want to live.
等等等等等等等等
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
-不等等 -不别以为...
- No. Wait. - No. Don't think--
你想要什么
What do you want?
艾莉森你告诉我
Alison, you tell me.
你想让我做什么都可以
I'll do whatever you want.
艾莉森你想要什么
Alison, what do you want?
咱们去卧室吧
Let's go to your bedroom.
不不不不不
No, no, no, no, no.
我有个更好的主意
I have a better idea.
等等等等等等
Wait, wait, wait.
别伤我的心好吗
Don't mess with my heart, okay?
我再也承受不了更多的苦痛了
I can't handle any more pain.
我知道
I know.
我不会的
I won't.
你保证
Promise?
我保证
I promise.
你知道我想要什么吗
You know what I want?
什么
What?
就这样
This.
几天
For days.
永远
Forever.
也许你会如愿以偿的
Well, maybe you'll get it.
我想去收拾一下
I want to go clean up.
不不还没到时候
No, no, not yet.
不
No.
我累了
I'm tired.
我去洗碗然后我们就能去睡觉了
Let me do the dishes, and then we can go to bed.
好
Okay.
第二话
艾莉森
你好
Hi.
你好
Hi.
我能进来吗
Can I come in?
能可以当然可以
Yeah. Yeah, of course.
你没听到我敲门吗
Didn't you hear me knocking?
没听到...
Uh, no, uh...
抱歉我开着音乐
Sorry, I had the music up.
你的手怎么了
What happened to your hand?
-没什么就是... -你没事吧我看看
- Uh, it's fine. It's... - You okay? Let me see.
没有没什么的就是需要个创可贴
No, it's fine. It's just, I need a Band-Aid.
在战斗中那么固执
You know, a stubborn streak like that
是会害自己被杀掉的
will get you killed in combat.
所以呢
So?
所以
So.
所以你发生什么事了
So, what happened to you?
你为什么放我鸽子
Why'd you stand me up?
我周末去洛杉矶了
I went to L.A. For the weekend.
为什么
Why?
看个朋友
To visit a friend.
你没给我打电♥话♥告诉我你改变计划了
You didn't call and tell me you changed your plans?
我在那个瑜伽馆外面
I mean, I waited outside that yoga studio
等了一个小时艾莉森
for an hour, Alison.
你为什么不坐下
Why don't you sit?
我去泡点茶
Um, I'll make us some tea.
我以为我们要出去吃饭
I thought we were going out to dinner.
不我只是想先和你谈谈
No, I just wanted to talk to you for a bit first.
我真的饿坏了
I'm really hungry.
不会很久的
Won't take long.
我把你的湿衣服挂起来吧
Um, let me take your wet coat.
关于那晚我...
So, about the other night, I--
在我们谈之前我能先说点什么吗
Before you talk, can I say something first?
当然可以
Of course.
你不能那样对我
Uh, you can't do stuff like that to me.
-哪样 -放我鸽子
- Stuff like what? - Stand me up.
四天不给我打电♥话♥
Not call me for four days.
我费了很大力气才能相信你
I mean, it's taken a lot for me to trust you.
好吗我把自己弄得非常脆弱你知道吗
Okay, I'm making myself really vulnerable here, you know?
知道知道我知道我...
Uh, yeah, yeah, I-I know. I...
好很好
Okay. Good.
我... 我只是得说出来
I... I just had to say that.
你想谈什么
What do you want to talk about?
艾莉森怎么了
Alison, what's going on?
你没事吧
Are you okay?
没事我只是想问几个问题
Uh, yeah, I just wanted to ask some questions.
我只是...
I just...
我突然想起来
You know, it occurred to me we don't really
我们没那么了解对方
know that much about each other.
是啊我就不知道你在加利福尼亚有朋友
Yeah, like, uh, I had no idea you knew anyone in California.
当然
Of course.
你想谈什么我知无不言言无不尽
What do you want to talk about? I'll tell you anything.
好好
Okay. Okay.
你在哪长大的
Where'd you grow up?
布朗克斯
The Bronx.
你的家里什么情况
What's your family like?
我在家里四个男孩里排老三
I'm, uh, the third of four.
家里有四个男孩一个女孩
Four boys and a girl.
你父母在哪
Where are your parents?
我爸还住在186大街
My dad still lives on 186th,
我妈去世了
and my mom is dead.
在我21岁的时候她死于白血病
She died of leukemia when I was 21.
-对不起我... -没事的
- Sorry. I-- - It's okay.
还有要问的吗
Um, anything else?
你现在住在哪里
Um, yeah. Where do you live now?
希克斯维尔但你已经知道了
Hicksville, but you know that already.
你和谁一起住
Who do you live with?
什么
What?
-什么意思 -你有
- What do you mean? - Do you have
室友或者家人吗
a roommate or, you know, family, any...?
为什么要问这些问题
Wh-Where are these questions coming from?
我只是...有点好奇只是
I'm just... just curious. It's just...
-这跟科尔有关系吗 -科尔什么不是的
- This have to do with Cole? - Cole? What? No.
你知不知道那个家伙是哪里有问题
You know what's fucked-up about that guy?
-科尔吗 -是的他参加了
- About Cole? - Yeah, he-he came
一个戒酒小组但他不嗜酒对吧
to an AA meeting, but he's not an addict, is he?
-就我所知不是的 -这太扯了
- Not that I'm aware of, no. - Well, that's bullshit.
我敢确定他去那里肯定是有很好的理由的
Well, I'm sure he had a good reason for being there.
这有点说不过去你不觉得吗
It's a little perverse, don't you think?
那种小组是让人脆弱的地方
Those meetings are vulnerable spaces.
大家一定要相信彼此才可以
The guys really have to trust each other.
我很愿意继续聊下去
I-I'm happy to keep talking.
我只是需要吃点东西我真的很饿
I just need something to eat. I'm really starving.
没问题我可以给你做点鸡蛋或者...
Uh, sure. I-I can make you some eggs or...
或者做点...
uh, maybe some...
我这里有...
I have, uh...
-饼干和奶酪 -行可以什么都行
- crackers and cheese? - Yeah, yeah, anything.
你结过婚吗
Have you ever been married?
你为什么要问我这个
Why are you asking me that?
就是随便问问
It's just a question.
在加利福尼亚州发生了什么
What happened in California?
你去看的是哪个朋友
Who's this friend you went to go see?