我知道这是真的

I Know This Much Is True S01E04

Part 5 July 8, 2020, 12:23 p.m.

-在听吗多米尼克 -到时见
- You there, Dominick? - See ya.
多米尼克
Oh, Dominick.
多米尼克
Dominick...
他在说胡话
He's talkin' crazy.
要是你能回家就太好了
If you can come home, that'd be so good.
他在卧室
He's... he's in the bedroom.
他不肯出来
He won't come out.
托马斯是我多米尼克
Hey, Thomas, it-it-it's me. It's Dominick.
开开门好吗
Can you just open the door for me?
没事的我知道我是怎么回事了
It's okay, I-I figured out what's wrong with me now.
他们往我嘴里植入了接收器
They-they planted receivers inside my mouth
不断给我发信息
and they've been sending me messages
想要给我洗♥脑♥
and they've been trying to brainwash me.
但我发现这些接收器是热敏的
But I figured out that they're heat sensitive.
所以我沏了一杯热可可
So I-I made myself a cup of hot cocoa,
把它们烫坏了
and I burned them out with it.
但是之后我开始接到其他的信♥号♥♥
Uh, but then I started to pick up these other signals
所以我把它们扯出来了
and so I've been ripping them out.
你想看看吗
Do you wanna see?
早
Mornin'.
我是沃内特今天我来照顾你好吗
I'm Vonette. I'll be your caregiver today, okay?
-好 -有人来看你了
- Okay. - Did you see that you have company?
是谁
No, who?
谢弗
Sheffer, hey.
多米尼科
Hey, Domenico.
你好吗
How are you doin'?
还好你好吗
All right, how are you doin'?
这...情况不乐观啊
This is-- You look pretty bad.
这是我送的这是帕特尔送的
This is from me. Well, this is from Patel.
这些是我送的
These are from me.
你不用给我带花的
You didn't have to bring me flowers.
你好吗
How you doin'?
怎么
Hmm. So?
那么
So.
不太好吗
Not so good, huh?
没有按你设想的进行
It didn't go how you wanted, no.
不是你的错多米尼科
It's not your fault, Domenico.
错不在你
It's not your fault.
他是不是因为我不在而崩溃了
Did he freak out 'cause I wasn't there?
对
Mmm, yeah, he did.
他告诉我你肯定是受伤了
He told me that he was certain that you were hurt.
他一直说多米尼克
He kept saying it, Dominick.
"我兄弟受伤了我兄弟受伤了"
"My brother's hurt, my brother's hurt."
然后天啊你真的受伤了
And... my God, you were.
我想安抚他我...
I tried to calm him, I...
我伸手去握他的手
I reached out for his hand
他就失控了
and that's when he flipped out.
朝我脸上猛打
You know, he whacked me in the face
然后警卫扑向他
and the guard jumped on him
-给他来了个锁喉 -他打你了
- and he put him in a choke hold. - He hit you?
-是的 -你的嘴就是这么被弄成这样的
- Yeah. - That's how your lip got like that?
看来遮瑕没管用
Well, so I guess the cover-up didn't work?
我化妆水平向来不咋滴
I always sucked at makeup.
我不敢相信他从来没做过这种事
I can't believe-- he's never done anything like that.
没关系的真的
It's all right, it really is.
我问他们是否可以把一切推迟
You know, I asked them if we could postpone everything,
结果
and, you know,
说了算的那个人
the guy there who's in charge of everything,
那个混♥蛋♥休姆医生
that asshole, Dr. Hume,
一口回绝了是的他没同意
he flatly refused. Yeah, he said no.
他说由于托马斯的案子
He said because of the public perception,
引发的公众态度
and because of the amount of media attention
以及媒体关注度
that Thomas' case had got,
委员会认为采取措施
that the board felt that action of some sort
比按兵不动要好
was preferable to stasis.
-骗谁呢 -是吧我也这么说的
- Give me a fuckin' break. - Right? That's what I said.
我提醒他患者的幸福
I reminded him that the patient's welfare
比国家需要正面宣传更重要
needed to come before the state's desire for good publicity.
我其实大声说出来了
I actually wondered out loud
他们是否能客观地听取
whether or not they could objectively listen
释放他的论据
to an argument about his being freed.
我真是太蠢了
I mean, it was the stupidest thing to do.
我犯下了弥天大罪
I committed the mortal sin.
我质疑了他们无上的判断力
I, I questioned their almighty judgment.
说完那番话之后我就感到了丝丝凉意
It got a little frosty for me right after that.
他们似乎无视了我
They sort of ignored me.
他们直接跳过了我
They just pushed right through me
径直朝托马斯开火
and they went right to Thomas.
多米尼克我今天还没喝咖啡呢
You know, Dominick, I haven't had any coffee today.
我家里没有了
We ran out at my house.
我去弄杯咖啡喝
I'm gonna go grab myself a fix, okay?
十多分钟就回来
I'll be back in like 10, 15 minutes.
你先读读这个听证记录
Why don't you see if you can read through this
看看有没有问题
and if you have any questions,
待会我们再仔细研究好吗
we'll go over it then, okay?
读了会痛哭是吧
Read it and weep, huh?
是我十五分钟之后回来
Yeah. I'll be back in 15.
谢弗女士虽然我们很重视您的见解
Ms. Sheffer, as much as we appreciate your insights,
但是委员会很想听听
the board would like to hear
患者自己对于自残的原因有什么说法
in the patient's own words why he cut off his hand.
托马斯你能帮我们理解一下吗
Thomas, is that something you can help us with?
"若你的右手使你跌倒
"If the right hand offend thee,
就砍下来丢掉"
cut it off and cast it from thee."
你是说自己为了赎罪而自残吗
Are you saying you mutilated yourself to atone for your sins?
不是
No.
是为美国赎罪
To atone for America's sins.
美国都有什么罪
And what are America's sins?
从一开始
From the beginning...
从美国历史之初美国就到处征战
of history, American history, America's gone to war
因为战争
because war...
战争是有利可图的
war is profitable.
而现在我们终于到了一个阶段
And now, finally, we have arrived at a moment,
就是圣经约翰书启示录中
a-a-a critical crossroads prophesied
预言的
by the Bible
一个关键的十字路口
in the book of John, the apocalypse.
我们唯一的希望就是放弃贪婪之路
Our only hope is to give up this path of greed
进而走上灵性之路
and to walk a path of spirituality instead.
你们想把我留在这我一点都不吃惊
It's no surprise to me why you wanna keep me here.
你们想让我堕落
You're trying to demoralize me.
中情局雇人来...
And the CIA hires men to come...
晚上来我房♥间
come in my room at night,
叫醒我玷污我
wake me up, and make me impure.
他们想要破坏我的灵魂
They're trying to break my spirit.
我们灵魂没有破碎
My spirit isn't broken.
他们低估了我
They underestimate me.
我在试图阻止一场邪恶之战
I'm trying to stop an unholy war
打倒美国的上帝之怒
that will bring down on America the-- the wrath of God.
伊♥拉♥克♥要觉醒了这条沉睡的巨龙
Iraq is gonna awaken. It's a sleeping dragon
就要把世界之子吞食掉了
and it's gonna devour the children of the world.
托马斯看着我
Thomas, look at me.
-托马斯 -我受困于此
- Thomas. - I'm prisoned here.
我们想帮你康复我们想倾听你的心声
We want to help you get well. We want to listen to you.
很遗憾你现在的心情很沮丧不过
I'm sorry you're upset at the moment, but...
大家都非常关心你
everybody cares very much about you.
我再问你一些完全不同的问题
Let me just ask you something else entirely.
我在你的报告中读到你告诉警♥察♥
I read in your report that you told the police
你在图书馆的献祭是听到了声音
that you were inspired to your library sacrifice by voices.
-是这样的吗 -是的
- Is that accurate? - Yes, it is.
你是否总是觉得自己必须服所听到的声音
Do you always feel compelled to obey the voices you hear?
我听从善良的声音反抗邪恶的声音
The good voices, yes. The evil ones, I battle.