我知道这是真的

How-- how's Ray?
我们得精力集中 来 托马斯
We really have to focus. Come on now, Thomas.
他们要是问你为什么砍掉自己的手
What are you gonna say when they ask you
你会怎么回答他们
why you removed your hand?
托马斯 回答她的问题
Thomas, answer her question.
你想离开这里的 对吧
Hey, look, man, you wanna get out of here, don't you?
那你就得回答她的问题
Then you gotta answer her question.
"在河的中♥央♥ 流水的两侧
"In the midst of the river, on both sides of the stream,
"有一棵生命之树
"Is a tree of life bearing 12 fruits
结了12种果实 每种果实对应一个月份"
yielding its fruit, each according to the month."
-回答她的问... -"它的枝叶能抚愈整个民族
- Answer her qu... - "Its leaves for the healing of the nation.
-回答她的问题 -我正在回答
- Answer her question, man. - I am answering the question.
我当时是在遵循圣经的指示
I was following biblical dictate.
我砍断我的手来治愈世界
I cut off my hand to heal the nations.
托马斯 我和她都竭尽全力
Listen, Thomas, she and I have been working real hard
想把你弄出去
to get you out of here,
因为我们知道你在这很痛苦
because we know you're miserable here.
但如果你在听证会上不直接回答问题
But if you start spouting that Bible nonsense in that hearing
开始扯这些圣经上有的没的
instead of answering their questions directly
你肯定离不开哈奇了
you're gonna be stuck here at Hatch,
只能吃有甲壳虫的饭
eating beetles in your dinner
-或者别的什么 -多米尼克 行了
- or whatever you wanna call it. - Dominick, that's enough.
等一下 我认为我们得跟他讲清楚
Hold on, I think, I think we should give it to him straight.
托马斯 你听我说了吗
Hey, man. Thomas, you listening to me?
你跟这帮评审组大佬说话的时候
You gotta lay off the Bible bullshit
不能再扯这些圣经狗屁了
when you're talking to these review board honchos.
如果他们问你是否对图书管的行为感到后悔
And if they ask you if you regret what you did in that library,
你要说是
you tell them yes.
然后 要是
And then-- and then if
-他们问什么... -黛莎在哪
- they ask anything... - Where's Dessa, anyway?
她去哪了 她怎么了
Where is she? What happened to her?
不行 别转移话题 兄弟
Don't, no, don't get into that, man.
你知道黛莎怎么回事 我们离婚了
You know what happened to Dessa. We're divorced.
听着 如果他们继续...
Listen, if they go on--
-他们生了个女婴 夭折了 -如果他们说...
- They had a baby daughter and she died. - If they say something--
她是我侄女
She's my niece.
黛莎让我去抱抱她
And Dessa let me hold her.
别说了 住嘴
Stop it. Stop that.
我们得谈谈这场听证会
We have to talk about this hearing.
她会告诉你该说什么 不该说什么
She's gonna tell you what to say and what not to say
这样你才能离开这里 明白吗
so you can get out of here, you understand?
-黛莎是我的朋友 -该死的 听我说
- Dessa's my friend. - God damn it, listen to me.
不管她是不是多米尼克的妻子 她都是我朋友
She's my friend whether she's married to Dominick or not.
嗯 你还是她的朋友
Yeah. You're still her friend.
托马斯 他们问起你的手你要怎么说
Thomas, what are you gonna say when they ask you about your hand?
-我会说实话 -没问题 很好
- I'm gonna tell 'em the truth. - Okay, good.
实话是什么呢 托马斯
And what's the truth, Thomas?
我献祭了我的手来避免大决战
That I sacrificed my hand to prevent Armageddon.
本该有用的
And it would, it would have worked,
但他们把我隔离在了这里 让我噤声
but they sequestered me here to silence me.
要是战争不是那么有利可图
They'd be at the peace table right now
他们现在就会坐在和平谈判桌前
if war wasn't so profitable.
这里的人在折磨我
They're torturing me here.
你♥他♥妈♥给我镇静
Calm fucking down.
你会在这抓狂的 别这样
You're gonna freak out in here, don't do it.
我们会救你出去
We gotta get you out of here.
-你要参加听证会 -他们在我床上放蛇
- You have a hearing. - They put snakes in my bed.
-镇静下来 -他们...
- Calm fucking down. - They...
往我的咖啡里扔刮胡刀片
They put razor blades in my coffee.
天啊... 镇静
Oh my-- Calm down.
-托马斯 镇静 -他们还把胳膊肘往我喉咙里塞
- Thomas, calm down. - They put their elbows in my throat.
我脏了 多米尼克
I'm unclean, Dominick.
他们还有钥匙 他们强♥奸♥我
They have keys, they rape me.
-他们强♥奸♥我 -好吧
- They rape me... - Okay.
他们会进我的小房♥间 强♥奸♥我
They-- they come into my cell and they rape me.
-他们强♥奸♥我 -过来
- They rape me. - Come here.
-我脏了 -托马斯
- I'm unclean. - Thomas.
她是好人 她和甘地医生都对我很好
She's good. Her and Dr. Gandhi are nice to me.
请与病人保持一米五的距离 先生
You need to be five feet from the patient, sir.
不要与病人有身体接触 先生
No physical contact with the patient, sir.
-我来担责 皮特 -先生
- I'll take responsibility, Pete. - Sir.
就给他们点时间吧 拜托了
Just give 'em a minute. Just give 'em a minute, please.
好吗 就一会儿
Okay? One minute.
我会带你出去
I'm gonna get you out of here.
我会带你出去
I'm gonna get you out of here.
我发誓 我一定会救你出去
I swear, I'm gonna get you out of here.
多米尼科·欧诺福里奥·特佩斯塔
1880年生 1949年卒
痛至深处 寂静无声
请不要生我的气 多米尼克
Please don't be mad at me, Dominick.
多米尼克 请别生我的气
Dominick, please don't be mad at me.
对不起 求你别生气
I'm sorry, please don't be mad.
你最好解释一下是怎么回事
You better fuckin' explain to me what happened.
我终于写完了英语论文
I finally-- I wrote my English paper,
然后我就想把论文打出来
and then, I went to go type it,
但是我找不到打字机的钥匙
and I couldn't find the key to the typewriter.
天啊
Jesus Christ.
我就等着 等你回来
I waited, and I waited for you.
我最近都不知道你去哪了
I never know where you are anymore.
我就像没有室友一样
Fuckin', I don't even have a roommate.
别把这事赖我头上
Hey, don't fucking blame this on me.
然后我就想到 是你
And then, I, I started to think that, that you,
你想让我挂科 因为你想让我被勒令退学
you wanted me to fail because you want me to flunk out
因为你...
because you, you, you...
你不想让我待在这里了 因为你想一个人
you don't want me here anymore because you wanna be alone.
-我没有 -因为你想过自己的生活
- I do not. - Because you want your own life
因为你不想和我再在一起了
because you don't want to be with me anymore.
托马斯 你要是被勒令退学
Thomas, you're gonna flunk out.
你会伤透妈妈的心
You're gonna break Ma's heart.
托马斯 你要是退学了
Thomas, if you flunk out,
你可能就要去越南 被人一枪毙命
you could end up in fuckin' Vietnam, get your head blown off.
多米尼克 你能
Dominick, can you please--
你能帮我打论文吗
can you please type my paper for me?
我会给你买♥♥个新的打字机箱子
I'll-I'll buy you a new typewriter case.
我必须要在早上七点前上交论文
I-I just have to get my paper in by 7:00 A.M.
我为什么要帮你打论文
Why would I type your paper for you?
因为我的手
Because of my hands.
一直抖个不停
They won't stop shaking.
但我的老师 不肯宽限时间
But my-my teacher, she won't give me an inch.
我要是晚一分钟交 她可能都不会收
If I get this paper in at 7:01, she probably won't accept it.
她就是要故意整我
She's out to get me, I think.
你能冷静下吗 哥们
Hey, can you calm down, man?
冷静
Calm down!
冷静
Hey. Calm down.
我本可以痛揍他一顿
I could have whaled into him for what he'd done.
冷静下来
Please calm down.
为他一整年来没有做到的各种事
For what he'd failed to do all year long.
尽管我怒不可遏
But as angry as I was...
我的内心也十分害怕
I felt scared, too.
我让他冷静了下来
I got him calmed down, yeah.
我答应了他 会帮他打论文
I'd type the stupid paper, I told him.
那篇文章的主题是关于
It was an essay about the theme
现代文学中的异化现象
of alienation in modern literature.
从研究指南里东拼西凑出来的垃圾
A patchwork of Cliff Notes and bullshit
没有任何细节和逻辑可言
that contained no specifics and made no sense.
冗长含糊的行文漫无目的
Its rambling sentences went off in a dozen different directions
不着边际
and never came back.
字迹也十分潦草
The handwriting was unrecognizable.
比起他的行为 那篇论文更让我不寒而栗
That paper scared me more even than his behavior.
但我还是把它打了出来
But I typed what he'd written,
做了修改润色
fixing up things here and there.
并且只能希望他的老师
And hoping against hope that his teacher