十三个原因

13 Reasons Why S01E09

Part 5 Sept. 29, 2019, 1:10 p.m.

你当然是输了
Yeah, you fucking lost.
-你还好吗抱歉 -我还好你呢
- Yeah. You good? Sorry. - No, I'm fine. Are you okay?
我很好
Oh, great.
那一晚是我很久以来第一次...
That night, for the first time in a long time...
觉得自己不再隐形
I didn't feel invisible.
大家相处得很好只是...
I mean, they get along fine. It's just...
我不知道就好像他们都厌倦了之类的
I don't know. It seems like they're bored or something.
好像他们的共同之处只是我
Like the only thing they even have in common anymore is me.
家长总觉得我们不会注意到那些比如
Parents always think we don't pick up on that stuff. Like...
不仅仅是他们无视我
Not only do they not see me,
他们也看不到我在注视着他们
they don't see me seeing them.
我一点也不想变老
I'm never getting old.
我也是
Yeah, me neither.
我很紧张因为我感觉很好
I was nervous, 'cause I felt so good,
我不想毁了这一切
and I didn't want to screw it up.
我想表现得正常一些
I was trying to act normal.
但我真的不知道还要怎么表现了
But I didn't really know how anymore.
好的
Okay.
这真是尴尬
Yeah, this is getting ridiculous.
来吧我得去加点酒
Come on, I could use a refill.
我们也许都该试试更带劲的
I think we could both use something a bit stronger?
好啊当然
Sure. Absolutely.
都准备好了
Okay. All set.
那晚发生了三件事
There are three stories to tell about that night.
我先来说说这一件
I'll tell this one first.
我怎么进到那间卧室里的
How did I end up in that bedroom?
那又是另一个故事了
That's another story.
但现在贾斯汀
But for now, Justin,
你整晚都和同一个女孩待在一起
you'd been with the same girl all night.
但我不会说出她的名字
But I'm not gonna call her out by name.
不过只要你参加了那场派对
Even though, if you were at that party,
你就已经知道了
you already know.
你真性感
You're so hot.
我没法移开我的眼睛
I can't keep my eyes off of you!
还有你的手
Or your hands.
那一刻我意识到了两件事
I realized two things in that moment.
一我喝多了
Number one, I was drunk.
等等拜托
Hang on. Please.
二这个女孩也是
And number two, so was this girl.
你还好吗
Are you okay?
还好我只是
Yeah, I just...
你要喝水吗
You need some water?
但我以为你会放弃了留下她一个人
But I figured you'd just give up and leave her alone.
我只想闭会儿眼睛
I just need to close my eyes for a second.
至少我希望你是
At least, I hoped you would.
你不想再亲热亲热吗
Well, come on, you don't want to mess around for a little while?
我知道你在想什么
I know what you're thinking.
也许如果这个女孩没有喝那么多酒
Maybe if this girl hadn't had so much to drink,
接下来的事就永远不会发生
what happened next never would have happened.
但那是场派对
But it was a party.
大家都喝了太多酒
Everyone had too much to drink.
再说了你又怎么能因为
And besides, how can you blame someone
她失去意识时发生的事而指责她呢
for something that happens while they're unconscious?
妈妈我知道你现在很生气
Mom? Look, I know you're mad at me right now
你要怎么做都可以
and you have every right.
说真的克雷我没有生气
Honestly, Clay, I'm not mad at you.
我是不知所措
I'm at a loss.
妈妈你能在回家前带我去警♥察♥局
Look, Mom, will you take me to the police station before we go home,
报那个项目的名吗
to sign up for that program?
你还有一周的时间可以报名
You have a week to sign up.
我知道我...
I know, I...
但我想先解决这件事
but I need to get it out of the way.
求你了
Please?
上车
Get in.
谢谢过会儿见
Thanks. See you later.
-我可以载你 -好啊
- I can give you a ride. - Okay. Sure.
大♥麻♥
Marijuana.
真的吗
Seriously?
-你疯了吗 -冷静点
- Are you out of your mind? - Okay, chill out.
我们必须警告克雷
We had to send Clay a message.
他威胁说要闹到学校去
He was threatening to go to the school.
-见鬼 -没错
- Shit. - Yeah.
所以我贾斯汀和扎克
So, me and Justin and Zach,
我们觉得应该让他知道这里是谁说了算
we figure we gotta show him who's really in control around here.
他已经在闹了
He's already acting up.
你怎么知道这不会激怒他
How do you know this won't just piss him off more?
至少我们争取了时间让他现在没法多嘴
At least we bought ourselves time, kept him from talking.
我就在这等
I'll wait right over here.
妈妈
Mom...
我能问你一个法律问题吗
Can I ask you a legal question?
比如
Like, uh...
比如一个假设的情景
Like a hypothetical?
你现在想问我一个法律问题真的吗
You want to ask me a legal question now? Really?
我只是
I just...
如果一个人伤害了另一个人
If someone hurt someone...
但受害者不肯站出来
but the victim won't come forward...
克雷谁伤害了你吗
Clay, who's hurting you?
不不是我是假设的
No, it's not me. It's a hypothetical. Just...
-一个假设的情况 -好的
- It's a hypothetical. - All right.
怎么伤害他们的
Hurting them how?
比如
Let's say, uh...
侵犯
an assault.
但并没有实际证据
But there's no actual evidence,
因为已经过去了一段时间
'cause it happened a while ago.
这就是你划坏车子的原因
This why you keyed the car?
不是妈妈就听我说好吗
No, Mom. Just listen, okay?
听我说就好
Just listen. All right?
还有唯一的目击者
Let's just say that the one person who actually witnessed it...
已经不在了
isn't around anymore.
搬走了之类的
Like, if they moved away or something.
这样犯事的人还能被起诉吗
Could the person who did it still be prosecuted?
说真的这样的案件很难起诉
To be honest, that sounds like a tough case to prosecute.
如果受害者不发声
If the victim won't talk,
目击者也不发声
the witness won't talk,
没有证据能证明
there's no evidence to prove it...
基本上没有办法提出控告
There's basically no way to press charges.
见鬼
Fuck.
你得马上告诉我到底发生了什么
Okay, you need to tell me what is going on right now.
别管吧妈妈这...
Just forget it, Mom, it's...
没有意义了我们走吧
It's pointless anyway. We can go.
警♥察♥局呢
What about the police?
抱歉你不能再用耸肩回答我了
Well, I am sorry. You do not get to answer me with a shrug anymore.
你不能把我拒之门外你是我儿子
You do not get to shut me out. You are my son.
你听见了吗
Do you hear me?
等等妈妈你做什么
Wait, wait, Mom, hey. Hey, Mom, what are you doing?
我要知道发生了什么
I need to find out what happened.
如果不能让你说
If I can't get you to talk,
我就去找能让你说的人
then I am going to find someone who can.
我想帮你但你现在让我很生气
I'm trying to help you, but you are pissing me off.
好吧
Okay.
好吧
Okay.
我说谎了
I lied.
我的确认识汉娜·贝克
I did know Hannah Baker.
我们一直在顶峰影院一起工作
We worked together all the time at the Crestmont.
我们一起上课
We had classes together.
她是我的朋友
She was my friend.
我很想她
And I miss her...
真的很想
really fucking bad.
亲爱的
Honey.
我不知道这会让我感到这么空虚
I didn't know how empty it would feel.