反叛者（2017）

and suddenly we're out the window,
啪的一声摔在了人行道上
going splat on the pavement.
被扔的不是他哦 而是我
Not him. Me first.
我很不爽我居然先被踢出去
I hated the fact that it was me first.
音乐行业内部非常紧密
The music business is very tight,
紧密得像是相互勾结狼狈为奸
tight like a pack of thieves, you know.
这场战争中的人有来自布鲁克林的大佬
You got some guys from Brooklyn in this war
拥有着相当大的权势
with all of these enormously powerful entities.
Time Warner的第一反应
And Time Warner's first instinct
就是统统买♥♥下来之后再慢慢清理
was to buy the whole thing and attempt to clean it up...
Death Row唱片嘛 是很疯狂
Death Row Records... which was an absurdity.
有天半夜我接到了Suge Knight打来的电♥话♥
I get a phone call at midnight from Suge Knight.
他说"Time Warner我们最恨谁来着"
And he says to me, "Yo, who's the guy we hate at Time Warner?"
我说"Michael Fuchs" 他说"对就他"
I said, "Michael Fuchs." He goes, "Yeah, that's him."
"他们想让我去见他 Melba Moore"
"They want me to meet him and Melba Moore"
"和Dionne Warwick 就明天早上在Dionne家里"
"and Dionne Warwick at Dionne's house tomorrow morning."
我说"哪儿 和谁"
I said, "Where? Who?"
"Melba Moore Dionne Warwick和Michael Fuchs吗"
"Melba Moore, Dionne Warwick, and Michael Fuchs?"
"没错 他们还把康普顿的市长也喊来了"
"Yeah, and they're getting the mayor of Compton to come."
我当时觉得"这个家伙在搞什么鬼"
I'm like, "What the fuck is this guy doing?"
我被告诫多多监管一下歌♥词
I was told to police the lyrics a little more.
"Michael Fuchs想跟我谈笔交易"
"Michael Fuchs wants to talk to me about a deal."
Dionne Warwick说"飞过来吧"
Dionne Warwick said, "Fly out here.“
"Suge就像我的侄子 就住这附近"
"Suge's like my nephew. He lives in the neighborhood.”
"他会过来的 你们到时候聊聊"
"He'll come over. You'll talk about things."
我是他的合伙人
I'm a partner of his.
对于厂牌我们持有的股份跟他一样多
We own the label as much as he does.
他要单独约见我们的主要厂牌之一的负责人
For him to fly out and meet with one of our major labels
并不知会我们 这是不能容忍♥的
without calling us is unacceptable
在任何行业都是不能容忍♥的
in any form of business.
所以我给Suge打电♥话♥ 我说"Suge"
So I call Suge. I said, "Suge,"
"明早8点来Jerry熟食店见我"
"meet me tomorrow morning at Jerry's Deli at eight o'clock."
所以我去了Jerry熟食店
So, I go to Jerry's Deli,
我见了Suge和David Kenner Suge的律师
I meet Suge and David Kenner, Suge's lawyer,
我知道如果Suge去了他们那边
and I know that if Suge walks into that meeting,
Michael Fuchs会想尽一切办法
Michael Fuchs... he would do anything
要么把Interscope踢出这个行业
to either put Interscope out of business
或者就歌♥词的事把我们清理了
or get this thing done with these lyrics.
所以 Suge和我会一直呆在Jerry熟食店
So, Suge and I were gonna stay in that restaurant
和David Kenner一起 坐等Michael Fuchs走人
with David Kenner and just wait until Michael Fuchs left.
Dionne不停地给Suge打电♥话♥
Dionne kept trying to call Suge.
Suge简直不可思议
And Suge was incredible.
每次Warwick打电♥话♥说
So every time, Warwick would call and say,
"孩子你什么时候能到啊"
"Hi, baby, when are you getting here?"
他就说"正走在街上呢" 然后放下电♥话♥
He would say, "I'm down the street," And hang up.
说"我要个鸡胸肉和脆谷乐"
And he'd say, "I'll take a chicken breast, Cheerios."
又过了一个小时
And another hour passed.
"嘿 你到哪儿了" "就快到了"
"Hey, where are you?" "I'm almost there."
"在等红灯" 下午3点的时候
"I'm at the light." By three o'clock,
我意识到了Jimmy的敌意
I realized Jimmy was hostile.
她说"Michael说你们想要更多钱的话 没有问题"
She says, "Michael said if you guys want more money, it's cool."
他还是说"好我在去的路上呢" 但他压根不会去
He goes, "Yeah, I'm on my way," And he never goes.
我认为这事不仅跟钱有关
I don't even think it was just money.
我认为这涉及原则问题
I think it's a matter of principle.
拿了他们的钱 他就会失去控制权
By taking their money, he would've lost control.
到了5点 Fuchs得走了
By five o'clock, Fuchs had to leave.
谁有那个时间等呢
Who had time for that?
她打电♥话♥过来"你太让我难堪了"
So she calls up, "You embarrassed me."
"你在搞什么 我跟个傻子似的"
"What are you doing? I looked foolish."
Suge看着电♥话♥说"嘿你才是个疯子"
And Suge looks at the phone and goes, "Hey, you're the psychic."
"你怎么搞不清楚我是不会去的"
"How come you didn't know I wasn't coming?"
接着挂了电♥话♥
And hangs up.
甭管它
Don't worry about this.
甭管是谁
Whoever's there.
你意思是 Death Row
So, you're saying that Death Row
没有给黑人青少年带去消极影响吗
does not present any negative images to black youth?
不 我认为是积极的影响
No, I think it's a positive image.
我认为Death Row对黑人青少年而言是绝对积极的
I think Death Row's real positive to black youth.
我们的音乐让大家意识到
I mean, it's letting... it's letting people know
你能在保持自我的同时
you can be yourself
仍然是主的子民
and still be a child of God,
仍能获得成功
and still be successful.
1995年
1995...
是我人生的转折点
was such a transitional period for me.
当我在监狱里被那样与世隔绝
When I was in jail being isolated like that...
五个月中除了思考以外无事可做
and not having anything to do except think for five months...
这迫使我反思
it forced me to reflect and think
我周遭的那些人
about the people that were around me.
他们是否在帮助我 是朋友还是敌人
Were they helping me? Were they friends or foes?
我也有机会真正意识到
It also gave me the opportunity to realize
Nicole有多爱我
how much Nicole was in love with me
我有多爱她
and how much I was in love with her.
她的探视对我太重要了
Her visits were so important,
因为她根本没必要来看我
because she didn't have to do that.
我们才刚开始约会
We just started dating.
她完全可以说"去你的 你都进局子里了"
She could've said, "Fuck you. You're in jail."
她对我不离不弃
She was just there for me.
接着是Eazy的离世
And then Eazy dies.
本来我们一直商量着
And, you know, me and him had been talking
重修旧好 再一起做音乐 可是
about getting together, doing music again, but...
我去医院看他
I got to the hospital and...
我见到了Cube 我们互相拥抱
I saw Cube, me and him embrace.
我俩也好久没见了
We hadn't seen each other in a long time,
经历了那么多破事
you know, throughout all the bullshit.
直到那一刻我们才得以重聚
We hadn't seen each other until that moment.
然后我上楼去看E
And I went up to see E.
他就那么躺在那儿 旁边一台机器辅助他呼吸
He was just laying there with this machine breathing for him,
嘴里插着管子
this tube in his mouth.
当时
And...
我感觉糟透了
it was really fucking me up, man.
我感觉有点恍惚
It tripped me out a little bit.
我就探过身去
So I reached over,
跟他说了些话
said a couple of words to him,
在他耳边 又说了些
spoke a few words in his ear.
然后 就这些 我离开了
And... that was that. I left.
那就是我最后一次见他
And that was the last time I saw him.
所有这些事差不多发生在同一时间
You know, all these things happened around the same time,
大概在一个月的时间里
but I would say it was probably in a month's period.
有太多事要解决
It was a lot to deal with.
然后就是1995年的Source颁奖典礼
And then we had the 1995 Source Awards.
那简直棒极了
That shit was crazy.
*哒哒哒哒哒*
*La-da-da-da-dahh*
*这可是他妈的D-R-E*
*It's the motherfucking D-R-E*
*Dr. Dre在此 杂碎们*
*Dr. Dre, motherfucker*
*哒哒哒哒哒*
*La-da-da-da-dahh*
*- 你晓得我跟Dogg逍遥法外 - 大声点*
*- You know I'm mobbing with the D-O-double-G - Say whut?*
*冲出康普顿的街头*
*Straight off the fucking streets of C-P-T*
*节奏之王 你在弗雷特里跟着摇*
*King of the beats, you ride to 'em in your Fleet*
*- 弗雷特伍德 - 或是大轮毂的德维尔*
*- Fleetwood - Or Coupe DeVille rolling on dubs*
*现在感觉怎么样 条子们 气吗*
*Now, how you feel? Whoopty-whoop Nigga whut?
行了 我这挺好 - 好 不错
Okay, I'm good. - All right. Cool.
二十年前就在这个厅里
Twenty years ago in this building
所有一切就是在这儿发生的
right here is where it all took place.
我从那之后一直没再来过这儿
I haven't been in this motherfucker since that day.
当真 - 嗯
Are you serious? - Yeah.
当年就是在这里
You know, that's the same spot
Suge走上台说的那些逼话
that Suge got up there and said that shit.
那晚我们完全被围困住了 - 我那时都热血沸腾了
We were surrounded that night. - I was itching that night.
是啊 就是那样
Oh yeah, everything...
Source奖举♥行♥的时候
When The Source Award was coming up,
整个城市都兴奋不已 这是我们的格莱美和奥斯卡