反叛者（2017）

Cause now everybody's muscling their way into rap.
*把你们的手都他妈举起来*
*Now just throw your hands in the motherfucking air*
实际上 拍摄那个MV的情况是怎样的呢
In fact, what happened in the shooting in that video,
第一天早上 人群聚集
first morning, crowd gathers.
我的助理导演来到我身边
My assistant directors are coming over to me,
说"Fab 我们有麻烦了" 我说 "啥"
going, "Fab, we got a problem." I'm like, "What?"
"这些家伙不听任何人的"
"These guys are not listening to anybody."
他们试图请求那些人退后
They were trying to ask people to step back.
一场接一场的打斗在爆发
One fight breaks out over there. Another fight breaks out.
“哟 操♥你♥妈♥ 我们他妈哪也不去 老表”
"Yo, fuck you. We ain't moving nowhere, cuz."
Dre说 "我对他们说什么都没用"
And Dre said, "I can't say nothing to them guys."
然后警♥察♥的直升机就来了
Next thing I know, police helicopters hovering,
所以我们停止了拍摄
so we shut down the shoot.
*- 狗子 - 淫♥荡♥的狗子*
*- Dog - Nasty dog*
*狗狗*
*Doggy Dogg*
之后我们回到Dre的家 互相打了招呼
So later we went back to Dre's house and we huddled.
Dre说 "Fab 如果你能挺住"
Dre said, "Look, Fab, if you can hang,"
"欢迎你留在这"
"you're welcome to stay here,"
"然后 我们来拍完这视频"
"and, like, we will get this video done."
整个夏天我感觉
That whole summer I felt like
我就生活在这专辑里
I was living in the record, The Chronic...
屌♥炸 - 因为性 因为暴♥力♥
The Bomb... - ...because the sex, the violence,
因为街区 这是一幅狂野的景象
the 'hood, it was a wild scene.
Dr.金酒加果汁 - 恰 恰 恰
Dr. Gin and Juice. - Chug, chug, chug.
但是我记得在三次拍摄后
But I remember after three shoots
Snoop还没出现
where Snoop didn't show up.
我就说 "Dre啊 Snoop什么时候来"
I was like, "Dre, man, when is Snoop gonna get here?"
那时候Dre才和我解释
And that's when Dre explained to me
有人被枪杀了
that somebody had been shot and killed,
Snoop正保持低调
and that Snoop was on the low.
这发生在洛杉矶公园
It happened in this Los Angeles park.
Snoop的保镖射杀了24岁的Philip Woldemariam
Snoop's bodyguard shot and killed 24-year-old Philip Woldemariam.
Snoop没开枪 但是他的保镖
Snoop didn't pull the trigger, but he, the bodyguard,
还有另一名男子全部被指控谋杀
and a third man were all charged with murder
因为公诉人说他们对Woldemariam展开追逐
because prosecutors say they hunted down Woldemariam
就在之前的争执之后
after an earlier argument.
Snoop Doggy Dogg 真名
Snoop Doggy Dogg, whose real name
Calvin Broadus 声称正当防卫
is Calvin Broadus, claims self-defense.
这可以被合理的归纳为
This would be appropriately characterized
带有帮派动机的杀人行为
as a gang-motivated type killing.
我记得Suge打电♥话♥给我说
I remember Suge calling and saying,
"你会在新闻上看见一些东西"
"You're about to hear something on the news."
"我们都没事"
"Just know that our guys are all right,"
"一切会被处理好的"
"and it's all gonna be okay."
然后警♥察♥就来了 围住了我们那栋楼
Next thing I knew, cops everywhere, surrounding the building.
处境相当艰难 你懂吗
That was rough. You know,
我们从来没有遇到过这样的事
we'd never been involved in something like that.
这事儿让我完全措手不及
That caught me completely off-guard,
但在那之前帮派活动就已经露出眉目了
but by that time gangbanging had showed up.
你知道 Suge总是带着
You know, and Suge would show up
这么多壮汉出入 全是红色装束
with these big dudes, red everywhere,
然后Snoop的人全是蓝色
and Snoop had his crew in blues,
这就很疯狂
and it was just nuts.
是啊 你知道的
Yeah, you know...
这还蛮让我兴奋的
it was kind of exciting,
因为这气氛很有暴徒的感觉
because the environment was kinda thuggish.
这边是血帮 那边是瘸帮
It was Bloods on this side, Crips on this side,
各式各样的帮派故事传入我的耳朵
and I'm hearing all these different war stories.
我就感觉这些是我需要了解的
And I feel like it was something I needed,
因为我要针对一个人 为他制♥作♥专辑的话
because if I'm producing a record for a particular artist,
这就像你 你必须要
it's like you... you have
进入他们氛围
to get into the type of vibe that they're in
然后去了解那种环境
and understand the type of environment
他们的出身 以创造性的视角切入
that they're coming from creatively.
就 你几乎要把自己当成那个人
And just, you know, you have to almost be that person.
Marilyn Manson 是啊 他还蛮难搞的
Marilyn Manson? Yeah, he was pretty rough.
Trent坚持要我们签下他
Trent insisted that we sign him.
他真心是个聪明人
He's a really smart guy
我认为他在做引人入胜的音乐
that I thought was making really compelling music,
并且对此深信不疑
you know, and believed it.
你问我们都完全了解
Were we both a hundred percent aware
是在用这些手段去使人们震惊吗
that we were using mechanisms to shock people?
是啊 我们当然知道啊
Yeah. Of course we did.
*这是给匪徒的 这是给混混的*
*This is for the G's, and this is for the hustler*
*这是给混混的 再回到匪徒上来*
*This is for the hustler, go back to the G’s”*
我们在找地方租♥房♥♥子
So we were looking at some houses to rent
成立录音室 因为我们就想这样
to set up studio in a house, 'cause that's what we wanted to do,
一边生活一边
just live and breathe and
不停地创作音乐 看看会发生什么
constantly make music and see what happens.
有一个房♥子
And one house in particular...
碰巧是最便宜的 在西阿罗路
...which happens to be the cheapest, was on Cielo Drive.
不错的后院 有漂亮的景色 很安宁的样子
Nice yard, beautiful view, you know, peaceful vibe.
然后我们才知道
Then to find out that's where the...
Manson和Tate的谋杀案就发生在这栋房♥子里
that's where the Manson-Tate murders took place.
然后就想啊 "算了管他呢 就租这栋房♥子了"
And thought, "Well, fuck it, let's rent that house."
所以Dre有了Snoop 而Trent有了Marilyn Manson
So Dre had Snoop and Trent had Marilyn Manson.
当你手上有这样伟大的艺术家时
And when you have great artists like that,
你要让他们传达的的信息不被污染
you want their message
然后正在做的事情不被♥干♥扰
and what they're doing as pure as possible.
你需要做的只是给他们钥匙 跟他们说"开吧"
What you do is you give 'em the keys and you say, "Drive."
*你让我将你侵犯*
*You let me violate you*
那会儿我喜欢跑车
Back at that time, I loved fast cars.
我有一辆白色的法拉利特斯塔罗萨
I had a white Testarossa.
*你让我将你亵渎*
*You let me desecrate you*
我在威尔士大道超速了
I speed out on Wilshire Boulevard.
*你让我将你刺穿*
*You let me penetrate you*
有个警♥察♥跟在我后边
A cop gets behind me.
*你让我将你弄成一团糟*
*You let me complicate you*
我挂上档 直接起飞
I put it in gear, and I take off.
*- 救救我 - 我击碎了内心*
*- Help me - I broke apart my insides*
*- 救救我 - 我有*
*- Help me - I've got…*
100还是120码之间的时候
Somewhere between 100, 120 miles an hour,
我看见后面闪着更多的警灯
I see more lights behind me,
所以我决定再开快一点
so I decide I wanna go a little faster.
然后我就开始高速追逐了
Now I'm in a high-speed chase.
*快帮我逃离自我*
*Help me get away from myself*
我都不知道他在做什么
I don't know what he was doing.
太可笑了
It was ridiculous.
*我想从你体内去感受你*
*I want to feel you from the inside*
*我想像个动物一样操你*
*I want to fuck you like an animal*
*我的整个存在缺漏重重*
*My whole existence is flawed*
*你让我与上帝更近一步*
*You get me closer to God*
Andre开着他的法拉利陷入了高速追逐
Andre got into the high-speed chase in that Ferrari
那会儿我们约会了一年多左右
about a year into... us dating.
我想我是单纯而天真的
I suppose I was innocent and naive
在与Dr. Dre的关系上
about all of the stuff that has to do with Dr. Dre.
我喜欢他自信同时又谦逊
I loved that he was confident and yet humble.
多么完美的搭配
It's such a great combination.
我们难以置信的合拍
We were incredibly compatible.
但是我的家人和朋友都持怀疑态度
But my family and friends were leery
因为他们只通过媒体了解Andre
because they only knew Andre through media.
他们不像我一样了解Andre
They didn't know the Andre that I knew.
但我认为一个人格被绑定在了他身上
But I think a persona was connected to him
但那不是真正的他 他们所认识的是Dr. Dre
that wasn't true. They knew Dr. Dre.
她家里因为我的原因给她施压
Her family is giving her pressure about me,
因为他们看到了
because they're reading about
很多关于我的不好的消息
a lot of the bullshit that was happening with me.
然而最操蛋的是
And the fucked up part about that is,
我们刚开始约会不久
we just started dating when...
我就要去自首然后蹲五个月局子
...had to turn myself in for five months.
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