反叛者（2017）

*快出去*
*Out right now!*
*操♥你♥妈♥ 你个黑鬼佬*
*Fuck you, you black motherfuckers!*
*干♥他♥妈的警♥察♥*
*Fuck tha police*
那封FBI的信件
The FBI letter.
从来没有FBI写信这么说的先例
There was no precedent to the FBI sending a letter,
"请不要再唱这些歌♥了"
"Please stop singing these records."
这件事发生后 新闻全在报道它
When that came through, the news was all over that.
接着 当然 靠着这些媒体传播和争议
And then, of course, with media and controversy,
这全都使得专辑大卖♥♥
it all just worked to sell more records.
因为N.W.A他们表现得就像是
Because N.W.A., they were like,
"不 我们就是要对着干"
"No, we're gonna go right back at that."
"我们就是要出这些专辑"
"We're gonna do these records."
Eazy显然是个营销天才
Eazy was clearly a marketing genius.
他对此有着极高的敏感度
He had a great sense for what buttons to push
在如何引发不同程度的争议话题这方面
to create controversy in different levels.
当这些势力开始反对我们 事情变得政♥治♥化了
It became political once these forces start comin' against us.
这让我们意识到我们并非仅仅只是一个乐队
It let us know that we're more than a group.
我们是一个政♥治♥宣言
We're a political statement.
我们被推上了风口浪尖
It just knocked us into that position.
我记得有次巡演
I remember bein' on tour
行车到了荒无人烟的某个地方
somewhere in the middle of nowhere.
我醒过来 我们当时正在睡觉
I'm wakin' up. We were asleep,
巴士停了
and the bus was stopped.
接着我听到了哭声
And I hear cryin'.
我就去了巴士的尾部
And I go to the back of the bus,
发现是Dre
and it was Dre.
我接了个电♥话♥
I had a call...
是有关我弟弟Tyree的
and it was about my brother Tyree.
Andre是他的偶像
Andre was his idol,
我觉得他是在向他大哥看齐
and I think he wanted to be like his big brother.
他当时已经开始写一些说唱段落了
And he had started writin' little raps.
Tyree本来要加入巡演
Tyree was gonna come on tour.
但我觉得Dre不会同意的
But I don't think Dre was gonna let him come.
这让他追悔起来 "要是我让他来就好了"
So it was like, "If I had let him come..."
我过去总是警告他们
And I used to always warn them
巡游克伦肖大道很危险
about cruisin' Crenshaw,
The Crenshaw Cruise 每周日晚在洛杉矶克伦肖大道
举♥行♥的狂欢节式开车巡游活动 参与者主要为年轻黑人
当时起了个冲突
and there was a confrontation.
有个大块头 他们说不知道从哪来的
And this big guy, they said he came from nowhere,
从后座冲出来之类的
out of the back seat or somethin'
一把抓住Tyree并且狠狠打了他
and grabbed Tyree and slammed him.
我觉得这打断了
Well, I think it broke...
我觉得这打断了他的脖子 然后
I think it broke his neck, and, uh...
所以 当
and so, when, uh...
所以 当我回来时
So, when I got back, and...
我看见两个男人
I see two men
提着公文包站在门口
standing at the door with briefcases.
"夫人 您的儿子卷入了一场争斗中"
"Ma'am, your son was involved in an altercation,"
"他没能醒过来"
"and he didn't regain conscious."
我什么也不记得了
I don't remember anything.
我只记得我狂奔了三个街区
All I know, is that I was down at about three blocks,
边跑边尖叫
running and screaming.
我记得他离开巡演
And I remember him leaving off the tour,
去了丧礼
to go to the funeral.
他回家了
He went home.
他错过了一场演出 我记得那件事
And he missed one show. I remember that.
我记得他走进来
I remember him coming in,
那是我第一次见他哭泣
and that was the first time that I had seen him cry,
自他长大以来
except for when he was a little kid.
他不太能接受这件事
He didn't take it very well.
当Dre回来时
When Dre came back,
我觉得 就像 他会
I was thinkin', like, he was gonna be, like,
他会一蹶不振 你懂吧
just down, you feel what I'm sayin'?
但他振作起来了
But he held it together, man.
他很坚强 就这样 回归了
He was strong, like, just come back
接着工作 就像一切都没发生过一样
and pick it back up like nothin' ever happened.
他恢复正常状态了
He was back to normal.
当他回来时 就像是
When he came back, it was just, like,
"好的 接着干活 我们完成这巡演吧"
"Okay, let's do it. Let's finish this tour."
但我就是知道 我注意到了
But I just know... like, I noticed that, uh,
这件事改变了Dre
it was a change in Dre.
比如说 我觉得从那时起他开始酗酒了
Like, I think the drinking was happening.
因为他以前真不算是爱喝酒的人
Like, 'cause he was never really a drinker.
他变得心事重重
He just was heavy.
一个无忧无虑的Dre变成了一个满腹心事的人
He went from that lighthearted Dre to heavy.
你知道 他处在
You know, here he is
这样一个 是吧 声名俱备的高度
at the height of, you know, popularity,
但他看起来并不开心
and he didn't seem happy.
每一次我感觉自己身陷低谷时
Every time that I felt like I was at the bottom,
都是因为死亡
it's always been because of death.
处在低谷时是怎样的呢
What happens at the bottom?
就像是 你知道
It's like, you know...
几乎就像是等同于
It's almost like I can identify with somebody
吸毒的人 这就是在低谷的状态
that's on drugs, that's at the bottom.
你就 就感觉太他妈空虚了
You just... you just feel fuckin' empty,
就像你一无所剩了
like there's nothin' left here for you.
就像是 "我他妈到底为什么在这儿"
It's just like, "Why the fuck am I here?"
你懂我的意思吧 "我他妈到底在干什么"
You know what I mean? "And what the fuck am I doin'?"
"对我来说一切都不再重要了"
"There's nothin' that's important to me anymore."
那你的低谷期最长持续了多久
What the longest you been in that space though?
你从不曾脱离低谷期
You're never out of that space,
尤其当身边有死亡降临时
especially when it comes to death.
某人去世时 如果是某些
When it comes to death, if it's somebody that...
你非常爱的人 像兄弟或者儿子
you really love like a brother or a son,
你就再也走不出低谷期了
you're never out of that space.
你只能找办法抵抗它
You just figure out ways to deal with it,
因为
because...
仍然还有人需要我
there are still people here that need me.
所以我必须振作
So I gotta pick my shit up and...
必须挺过去 重振旗鼓
suck it up and get active, man.
音乐成为我发泄的出口
And turn to music as an outlet
让我能找到归属
to have a place to go,
比如去工作室进行创作
like the studio to be creative.
这肯定
It absolutely, like...
会有帮助
it help...
将你的思维脱离黑暗
get your mind out of the dark areas.
你懂我说的吧
You know what I'm sayin'?
以及
And, um...
那就是我对付低谷期的办法
that's my way of copin' with it.
在我们的巡演结束后
After we finished our tour,
我不得不重新站起来
I had to pick myself up,
并且只能努力奋斗
and just strive,
因为我失去了我的弟弟 也是我最好的朋友
because the loss of my brother, my best friend.
我那时候下定决心一定要成功
I was really determined to be a success, you know?
我们是白手起家 后来有了更多艺人的加入
We're buildin' from ground up, and we have artists comin'.
我们有Michel'le和Above The Law
We've got Michel'le, Above The Law.
Michel'le 美国说唱女歌♥手与作词人 曾为Dr.Dre未婚妻并与其育有一子
Above The Law 美国嘻哈音乐团体
我们有D.O.C
We've got The D.O.C
当时我和D.O.C已经成为了好兄弟
And me and D.O.C had already created a friendship and a bond.
本大爷D.O.C在此
D-O-motherfuckin'-C in the house.
几乎就像是大哥带着小弟的那种感觉了
Almost like a big brother, little brother type thing.
对我来说 他就像是走进我的世界
And for me, it's like he came in
填补了我的遗憾和空洞
and filled this space that was missin'.
还有 这真的很激励我
And, um, it really motivated me
去确保他的作品足够牛逼
to make sure that his record was the shit.
我有天会成为大明星的 兄弟
I'm gonna be a big star one day, man.
到时候我会请你喝一杯
I'm gonna buy you a drink.
*呜啦啦*
*Rastafara*
D.O.C在工作室里表现得非常出色
D.O.C was just incredible in the studio.
我是说 即使不是最出色的 但也是其中之一了
I mean, one of, if not the best at it.