不安感

Insecure S04E10

Part 4 July 8, 2020, 9:38 a.m.

我知道你度过了漫长的一夜
I know you had a long night.
是的但我想我们该
I did, but, I mean, I think we should still talk
把话谈开如果不谈开的话只会变得更糟
and get it all out, 'cause if not, it'll just get worse.
嗯
Yeah.
安德鲁
Andrew.
你能跟我说话吗
Can you please talk to me?
老实说只是
Honestly, it just...
似乎我们意见不合
seems like maybe we're not on the same page.
我知道我应该跟你
I know that I should have definitely gone with you
一起去见你哥的那是我的错
to go see your brother, and that's my bad.
-对不起 -我知道
- I am so sorry. - I know, yeah.
但是不只是我哥的事
But it's not just about my brother.
我有这种感觉已经很久了
I've been feeling this way for a while now.
我不知道...
I don't know...
也许我们真的不合适呢
What if we're just not a good match?
不不是这样的
No, that, that's not it.
我们两个谁都没有跟任何一个人
I mean, neither one of us have gotten this far
相处这么久过
with somebody before.
这总得说明点什么吧
I mean, that has to mean something.
我认为不该这么困难
I don't think it should be this hard.
那怎么办
So what?
我们付出了这么多时间都不重要吗
We put in all that time for nothing?
你就想直接放弃吗
You just wanna give up?
听我说我知道最近我们有点艰难
Listen, I know, I know, look, I know that it's been hard.
但是我们可以努力我想努力
But we can work at this. I want to work at this.
做什么我都愿意我们去做心理咨♥询♥
I mean, whatever we gotta do. We gotta go to therapy?
我会再坦诚一点跟你分享更多
I'll be more open. I'll share more.
-我可以做到更好... -你是在为了什么努力
- I can be better, I mean-- - What are you fighting for right now?
别想着时间什么都别想
Forget about the time, forget about everything.
这真的是你想要的吗莫莉
Is this what you really want, Molly?
你还好吗
You all right?
我昨晚都没睡
I got no sleep last night.
但是我听说这样也挺好
But I heard that's good for you.
就像给眼睛禁食
It's like fasting for your eyes.
你还好吗
You good?
坎朵拉昨晚过来了
Condola came over last night.
她有事跟我说
She needed to talk.
好什么事
Okay, about what?
我怀孕了
I'm pregnant.
什么
What?
但是我们不是很小心吗
Yo, but I thought we were, we were careful.
我也这样以为
Me, too.
你...
Are you...
你确定是我的吗
are you sure it's mine?
确定
Yes.
-但是 -这是什么时候的事
- But-- - When did this happen?
是我们复合之前
It was before me and you,
也是我收到工作消息之前
and before I found out about the job.
所以这意味着什么
So what does this mean?
她会留下孩子吗
Is she gonna keep it?
会
Yes.
-我要留下 -为什么
- I'm keeping it. - Why?
现在时机不合适我们已经分手了啊
This is not a good time. We're not even together.
-为什么你要留下孩子 -这对我来说也不理想
- Why would you want this? - This is not ideal for me, either,
但是堕胎对我来说不可能
but that's just not an option for me.
之前跟马克在一起的时候我没准备好
I wasn't ready with Mark.
但是这次我想留下
But this time, I wanna keep it.
我又不是不想要孩子我想要
And it's not like I don't want kids. I do.
操操
Fuck. Fuck.
这...
This is...
-这事... -太突然了
- This is just-- - A lot.
我知道我们还在消化我
I know, okay, and we're still processing everything. I...
我只是想先告诉你
I just had to tell you.
意思是你要跟她在一起
So this means you're getting back with her.
不不是
No. No!
我说了我想跟你在一起
I told you I wanna be with you.
但是你要跟别人生孩子
But you're havin' a baby with someone else.
这不是我的原计划伊萨我...
But I didn't plan this, Issa. I don't...
我也不希望这件事发生
I don't want this to happen.
我知道
I know.
而且
And...
我也不会对你要求什么
I'm not expecting anything from you.
我不希望你觉得被困住了
I don't want you to feel trapped.
你想参与多少都可以
You can be as involved as you want.
无论如何
Either way...
我都接受
I'm good.
对不起
I'm sorry.
我接受不了
This is too much.
我还以为事情终于...
I thought shit was finally...
操
Fuck.
我很开心你能来
I'm glad you came.
我很开心你能打给我
I'm glad you called.