随性（2016）

Easy S03E05

Part 4 Aug. 5, 2020, 2:20 p.m.

I definitely wanted...
想
to...
有点空间
have some space, and...
试一试
try that out.
我
And I'm...
我很高兴我们这么做了但不我觉得
I'm really glad that we did, but, uh... I don't think...
我不觉得
I don't think that...
我只想我想
I just want-- I-- I would love to--
那天我们在公园的时候
When we were in the park that day,
你说如果以后我想和你聚
you sort of said, like, if I wanted to hang out in the future,
我们可以对吗
that we could, right?
天我其实
Oh, shit. Yeah. I mean, I actually...
这就是我糊涂的地方
This is what I'm confused about. I-- So...
我过来是以为
I came over here assuming that, uh...
你还是想
you still wanna keep it...
严格保持朋友关系
strictly in the friend zone.
所以
So, like...
这...
Well...
我想我是好奇你对此会有何感觉
I guess I was curious to see how you felt about...
重温一个不同版本的
Um... revisiting a different version of...
这次见面的方向变了我没看出
Oh, this... this meeting has shifted. See, I didn't see that...
你的谈判策略
that negotiating tactic. Uh...
我明白你为什么这样
I see why you're behaving that way.
我完全
Yeah, I'm totally, uh...
我完全接受我想我
Yeah, I'm totally open to that. I mean, I think I've...
一直都接受
always been open to that.
我也
I'm also, like...
明白如果你是想
intellectually aware that, like, it's an unfair...
要一段长♥期♥关系
scenario for you if you're looking to find,
这对你会不公平
like, a long-term relationship.
我不知道你现在有没有
So, like, I don't know if you're...
在和谁交往
dating anyone right now,
我不知道你和那人怎么样了
I don't know what happened with that guy...
-我 -那天在酒吧碰到的马尔科姆
- I mean-- - Malcolm from the bar the other night--
我还是在和一些人约
I'm still dating some people a little bit,
但那个人我们已经分了
but that guy, it didn't work out with that guy, but--
真的吗
Really?
-他人很好但我们不适合 -他人很好
- He's very nice, but it didn't work out. - He's very nice?
他高中作业太多吗
Did he have a lot of homework for his high school classes?
闭嘴
Shut up.
你好意思说
You're one to talk.
但
But...
即使那晚在他出现前
I mean, even that night before he showed up, it was like...
我和你聊得很开心
I had such a good time with you and...
就和你坐在那
even just sitting there with you that night,
我就想吻你
I just wanted to, like, kiss you.
从某种程度上来说我们没有接吻
And it was sort of fun, in a way, to experiment with...
-还挺有意思的 -是的我同意
- not doing that. - Sure, yeah. I agree.
但随着时间的推移我觉得我
But as time has worn on a little bit, I think I just...
我不觉得
I don't think that, um...
我不觉得那是我想要的
I don't think it... it's what I wanted, you know?
好
Okay.
-我的情况很不一样 -嗯
- I'm in a very different position. - Yeah.
我
Like, I'm...
已婚还有小孩
uh, married, and I have kids.
是吗
You are?
-我能打断你吗 -请说
- Can I interrupt you? - Yeah, please.
你
Would you...
我们能去沙发上坐着吗我感觉我们
Can we go sit on the couch? I feel like we're...
我该在我前面放上文件什么的
Like I should have paperwork in front of me.
当然
Sure, yeah.
-好 -我们去沙发吧
- Okay. - Let's move to the couch.
就想重申下我
Hey, just to reiterate, I...
我真的不想
I really don't wanna
妨碍到你和别人见面
ever get in the way of you meeting someone, though, and...
追求一段
and having, like, a... A real...
你想拥有的真正的感情
big kind of relationship that you wanna have.
嗯
Yeah.
我不担心
I'm not that worried about that.
好
Okay.
-可以吗 -当然
- Is that okay? - Yeah, of course.
我真的很想你
I really missed you.
-我爱你 -我也爱你
- I love you. - I love you, too.
我之前和好多人约会
I was going on all these dates and things.
我也是
Yeah, me too.
我就是很想你
I just missed you.
我改变主意了
Hey, I've changed my mind.
你能在右边停车吗我想下车
Can you pull up here on the right? I wanna get out.
搞什么
What the fuck?
我是说
I mean...
什么情况
What?
我能请你喝一杯吗
Can I buy you a drink?
当然
Yeah.
这太疯狂了
This is crazy.
好不真实
How surreal.
-你好吗 -我很好
- Hey, how are you doing? - Hi, good.
我要一杯伏特加苏打水
Um, can I get a vodka soda, please?
-好的 -谢谢
- I gotcha. - Thank you.
我
I mean...
这太疯狂了
this is crazy.
谢谢
Thanks.
干杯
Cheers.
你怎么样
So, how are you?
我很
I'm so...
困惑
bewildered.
我我感觉有东西
I just kind of, like, I just feel like something...
被举了起来
lifted.
我基本上是毁了
I had a whole thing where I basically ruined...
瑞恩的婚姻
Ryan's marriage...
无缘无故就毁了
for no good reason.
他的
His...
萨迪发现了一张照片
Sadie found a picture.
-我去 -然后
- Oh, shit. - And...
但是
But what was...
对我来说最...
For me, what was most sort of...
你关心吗你想知道吗
Do you... Do you care? Do you wanna know this?
开什么玩笑
Are you kidding me?
我只是
I just... uh...
-我当然想知道了 -我很手足无措
- Nothing I'd rather hear about. - I'm so freaked out.
我真的很喜欢他
What really... I-- I was really... I was very into him.
-我知道 -然后
- I... Yeah, I know. - And, uh...
然后有东西被举了起来
And... and then I-- It, uh... it, like, lifted.
为什么
Why?
我我看到了他
I-- I just... I saw him.
我在我脑子里
You know? I had... I had created this...
创造了一个人物
character in my mind...
我决定他是他在洛杉矶时的
and it was like some version of him that I had decided he was
一个版本
when he was gone in LA, and...
我就把他和我
I sort of combined him with my...
20岁认识的他合在一起
the person that I knew when I was 20, and...
决定他很有魅力
decided he was... Super fascinating, and, um...
关心我我觉得他真的在乎我
you know, cared about me, and... and I think he really does,
-实际上是真的在乎 -当然了
- and in fact, really, really does. - Sure he does. Yeah.
然后一件事
And then something... it just sort of...
就瓦解了他的
In... in dismantling of his...
他的婚姻他整个
his marriage, his whole sort of...
人格就崩塌了
personhood fell apart.
我感觉
And I-- It... it sort of, like...
就像
Like, the... the...
什么雾
whatever... whatever fog of...
太丢人了