音乐之乡（2012）

Nashville S06E12

Part 6 April 12, 2021, 12:13 p.m.

我很高兴你能有这番成就
I'm glad to see it.
行不知道你在说什么
Yeah, well, whatever the hell that means.
但是你和我的成就一点关系都没有
You had nothing to do with it.
这意味着我不能再伤害你了
It means I can't hurt you anymore.
我是个老人了但是我曾经也是你的父亲
I'm an old man, but I was a father to you
不管你还记不记得
whether you remember it or not.
但是我
But I was...
我是个酒鬼
I was a drunk...
我劣迹斑斑
with a mean streak a mile wide
因为我恨自己的生活和我所做的那些事
because I hated my life and everything I'd done with it.
所以我就向我周围的人撒气
So I took it out on everyone around me.
我知道上帝都不会原谅我的
For which I'm sure I'll be damned.
- 开门 – 离我远点
- Open the door! - Get away from me!
今晚别回来了
Just go away for the night.
- 你离她远一点 – 别来找我
- Get away from her! - Leave me alone!
你别去烦她爸爸
Get away from her, Dad!
哦是大男人了
Oh, big man.
你离她远点以后也别回来了
Get away from her and don't ever come back.
走的那晚我就知道
And I knew I was damned...
我该死
the night I left.
我在你眼中看到了仇恨
Saw it in your eyes, the hate.
你在变得像我一样
You were becoming me.
不管我还做了什么坏事
And whatever else I did,
我都不想你变得和我一样
I wasn't gonna let that happen.
行吧不过也没有改变什么
Yeah, well, it did anyway.
不你没有变得像我一样
No, you didn't become me.
要是你像我一样你不会有这一切
You wouldn't have all this.
这
All...
这些爱你的人
All these people who love you.
你好
Hello?
Scarlett 拜托你我不知道要做什么
Scarlett. Please, I don't know what to do.
怎么了亲爱的
What's the matter, sweetheart?
Sean把自己锁在厕所里了
Sean's locked himself in the bathroom.
他还拿着枪
He's got a gun.
你还好吗
You okay?
拜托你了他就在里面
Please... he's in there.
- 嗯 – 谢谢你
- Okay. - Thank you.
- 没事的 – 他就在里面
- It's all right. - He's in here.
Sean?
Sean 是我 Scarlett
Sean, it's Scarlett.
Sean 别这样让我们听听你的声音
Sean, come on. Let us hear your voice.
让我们知道你没事
Let us know you're all right.
他比我好得多
He was doing better than me.
你在说谁朋友
Who was, buddy?
Derek 他刚刚升了职
Derek. He just got a promotion.
他老婆又怀了一个孩子
His wife was pregnant again.
排长
Platoon sergeant.
Sean 求你了出来吧
Sean, would you please come out
我们可以谈一谈好不好
so we can all talk, please?
跟我说说Derek怎么了 Sean
Tell me what happened to Derek, Sean.
他上吊自杀了
Hung himself.
噢 Sean
Oh, Sean.
在他孩子后院他孩子的树屋上
From his kid's treehouse out back.
天哪
My God...
是他教了我一切
He taught me everything I know.
救过我的性命不知道多少次
Saved my life I don't know how many times.
要是他都撑不过去那我怎么撑得过去
If he couldn't make it, how can I?
我不认识他 Sean 但是我了解你
I didn't know him, Sean, but I know you.
- 我知道你是什么构造的 – 我应该结束这一切
- I know what you're made of. - I should just do it.
不不不不求你求你求你了不要
No, no, no, no! Please, please, please! Please.
每一次感觉事情在好转
Every time things start getting better,
它就会来袭
it just grabs me again.
什么来袭了告诉我是什么
What grabs you? Tell me what grabs you.
我脑海里的这些场景
These images in my head.
一次又一次
They... They go over and over.
根本停不下来我也没办法让它们停下来
And they won't stop and I can't make 'em.
求你了把枪放下 Sean 求你
Please put the gun down. Sean, please.
我就只是想一切恢复到正常而已
I just want everything to go back to normal again!
会恢复正常的我向你保证
It can be normal, I swear it can.
就只是不一样的正常
It's just... It's a different kind of normal.
是你能够面对的正常
It's normal you can live with.
你说的是什么意思
What does that even mean?
我不知道
I don't know.
我现在吓死了
I'm scared out of my mind right now.
嘿 Sean
Hey, Sean, what...
你现在这一刻是什么感觉
What do you feel right now in this moment?
你能感受到空气在你的肺脏里进进出出吗
You feel the air go in and out your lungs?
你在说什么
What are you talking about?
你能感受到微风拂面吗
You feel the breeze on your face?
我不我不在乎什么微风拂面
I don't... I don't care about a breeze on my face.
我在问你呢
Well, I'm asking you.
你能不能感觉到微风拂面
Do you feel the breeze on your face?
我感受到一股傻♥逼♥微风吹过我的脸
I feel a stupid breeze on my face.
那你就不用自杀了
Then you don't have to kill yourself.
为什么
Why?
因为这感觉很好
Because it feels good.
- 没有什么是感觉好的 – 我知道这种感觉很快就消失了
- Nothing feels good. - I know. It goes away so fast.
但是它曾经存在过一会
But it was there for a moment.
你自己感受到了
You felt it yourself.
要是这种感受能存在一会
And if it can be there for one moment,
那也能慢慢变成两♥会♥ 三会或者一辈子那么长
it could be there for two, three, or a lifetime even.
但是这些画面它们又回到我脑海里了
But these images, they come back in my head.
现在又来了
They're already back.
我知道你会跟我说这些画面
I know, and you're gonna talk about 'em.
你继续跟我说它们跟Angela说
You keep talking about 'em to me, to Angela.
跟任何愿意听的人说
To anybody who'll listen.
因为会好起来的
Because it's gonna get better.
我向你保证已经在好奇了了
I swear to you it was already getting better.
有的时候你还是会觉得很糟糕
There are still gonna be days when you just feel awful.
但是每一次这种糟糕都会变少
But each time the awful will get less.
好转会变多
Better will get more.
手疼心也疼
♪ Hearts and hands that hurt ♪
手好心也好
♪ Hearts and hands that heal ♪
一切质疑
♪ All the things we question ♪
一切感受
♪ Everything we feel ♪
都为爱所拥
♪ Love can hold it all ♪
我们本可说的
♪ Words we could have said ♪
我们本可做的
♪ Things we should have done ♪
美好与黑暗
♪ The beauty and the darkness ♪
藏于所有人心中
♪ Inside of everyone ♪
都为爱所拥
♪ Love can hold it all ♪
噢都为爱所拥
♪ Oh, love can hold it all ♪
故事的两面
♪ Both sides of the story ♪
崛起与衰落
♪ The rising and the fall ♪
都为爱所拥
♪ Love can hold it all ♪
姑娘们
Girls.
这是你们的爷爷
This is your grandfather.
都为爱所拥
♪ Love can hold it all ♪
都为爱所拥
♪ Love can hold it all ♪
因为爱情并不盲目
'Cause love is anything but blind...
在你想到前就已浮现
It sees before it's in your mind.
你自以为了解的
And what you thought you knew...
大多不实
Is rarely ever true.
而你不了解的
And it's what you don't...
正是你找的宝藏
That's the treasure that you find.
- 你还不错嘛 - 你也是啊
- Huh, you're not half bad. - Right back at you.