美国恐怖故事集（2021）

American Horror Stories S02E07

Part 5 Sept. 3, 2022, 2:33 p.m.

I never asked for it. I was fine.
不你不好
No, you weren't!
操了萨姆
Fuck, Sam.
我的家人死的那天
The day my family died...
我离死亡如此之近我都能尝到死亡的味道
I was so close to death, I tasted it.
我身上全是他们的血
I had their blood on me.
而我
And I...
真正觉得我活看
felt so alive.
我第一次真正醒来了
I was waking up for the first time.
看清了这世界本来的面目
Seeing the world how it really was.
不要再假装岁月静好了
No more pretending everything's fine
因为这世界根本就不好
when the world's not fucking fine.
我以为如果我能让你
I thought if I could give you that,
与死亡擦肩而过
a close brush with death,
你也会醒来
it would shock you awake.
本来几分钟就好的
It was only supposed to be for a few minutes.
就是想推动你
Just a jump start.
但是你哭了
But then you were crying.
然后开始抚摸我
And you touched me.
而我
And I...
不想让你停下来
I didn't want it to stop.
我不想打破那个瞬间
I didn't want to break the spell.
我对其他人从来没有过
I have never felt that way before
那种感觉
with anyone.
你疯了吧
You're psychotic.
我不需要男人来告诉我
I don't need a man to tell me
我该怎么想该怎么做
what I think or what I really want.
你太自以为是了
That is so goddamn patronizing.
我知道你♥妈♥的♥事
And I know about your mother.
我发誓你再多说
I swear to God, if you say one fucking...
三天
Three days.
她已经死了三天
She was dead for three days
别人才找到你
before they found you.
三天里你喝了你死去母亲的母乳
For three days, you drank your dead mother's milk.
你闭嘴
Shut the fuck up.
你真恶心
You're disgusting.
你也很恶心
You're disgusting.
但很美
And beautiful.
又破碎
And fucked up.
又美好
And amazing.
你什么样子都有
You are all those things, all at the same time.
所以这就是为什么我爱你
And that's why I love you.
我爱你萨姆
I love you, Sam.
你不用再躲藏了
You don't have to hide anymore.
让我看到真正的你告诉我
Let the real you out, and tell me,
第―次品尝死亡是什么感觉
what did it feel like, to taste death for the first time?
感觉像爱
It felt like love.
一开始我以为她
At first, I thought she had just...
只是撞到了头
bumped her head.
然后睡着了
And she was sleeping.
我梳了她的头发
I brushed her hair.
我
I...
我给她吃麦片
I fed her cereal.
就我和妈妈两个人
Just Mama and me.
那是我最后一次有安全感
It was the last time I ever felt safe.
怪不得我这么奇怪操
No wonder I'm so screwed up, fuck.
然后我
And I...
我以为我再也不会有那种感觉了
I thought I would never feel like that again.
直到那天晚上
Until that night.
和你在一起
Until I was with you.
变♥态♥吧
How fucked up is that?
我明白
I get it.
我理解你
I get you.
我永远不会评判你
I will never judge you.
你应该让我继续浑浑噩噩下去的
You should've just let me keep sleepwalking.
我都忘了我有多破碎
I had forgotten I was broken.
但是现在我看出来了
But now I see.
我真正想要的是同时
I think what I really want is to be dead
活着并死去
and alive at the same time.
这永远不可能
And I can never have that.
我永远拼不好碎掉的碎片
There's no way to put the pieces back together.
我已经没救了
There's no hope for me.
萨姆
Sam.
我们在一起就有希望
There's hope for us.
为了和你在一起
I would do anything...
我什么都愿意做
to be with you.
我愿意死一百万次
I would die a million times
来换和你在一起的一分钟
to be with you for a minute.
一千年
For a thousand years.
永远
Forever.
你是认真的对吧
You really mean that, don't you?
你很奇怪我很奇怪
Your weird and my weird,
我们就应该在一起
we belong together.
我们可以过得很快乐
We can be happy.
我们可以过得很快乐吗
We can be happy?
让我给你幸福
Let me make you happy.
嗯
Yeah.
我觉得只有你可以
I think you're the only one that could.
一分钟
For a minute.
一千年
For a thousand years.
永远
Forever.
永远
Forever.