爱你，维克托

Love, Victor S02E04

Part 4 June 22, 2021, 10:42 a.m.

When I was five,
我妈开始让我节食
my mom started putting me on diets.
逼我称体重
And making me do weigh‐ins.
如果我体重减少了她会说
And if I was down, she'd be like,
"做得好你成功了"
"Oh, good job. You did it!"
但如果我体重增加了
But if I was up...
她会露出非常失望的表情
She would look so disappointed.
然后每一天
Then, every day,
她都会给我发新文章或新潮流
she texts me some new article or fad.
-蕾可你是我见过... -最漂亮的女人吗
- Lake, you are the most‐- - Beautiful woman you've ever seen?
我知道你每天都对我说无数遍
Yeah, I know that. You tell me, like, a thousand times a day.
但我真的很难看到你眼中的我
But it is just really, really hard for me to see what you see.
你是我见过的最漂亮的女人
You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.
我知道你可能不相信我
And I know you might not believe me.
但我会一直对你说这句话
But I'm not gonna stop telling you.
不如我们今晚忘记上♥床♥的事
So how about we forget about sex tonight, and just...
就做些好玩又傻气的事
do something fun and stupid?
嗯听起来很棒
Yeah, that sounds good.
那好你想做什么
Okay. What do you wanna do?
你好啊
Hey, you.
就想确认一下你没事
Just wanted to make sure that you were okay.
谢了嗯
Thanks. Yeah.
我没事
Uh, I'm fine.
很遗憾你和大学男没谈成
I'm sorry things didn't work out with your college guy.
对某人有期待的感觉很好
It was just nice to be excited about someone.
对了我很替你和露西高兴
I'm really happy for you and Lucy, by the way.
谢谢
Thank you.
她很棒
She's pretty great.
有点令人无所适从
It's kind of overwhelming.
宇宙如此宏大
The universe. How big it is.
相比之下我们如此渺小
How small we are in comparison.
让我有点想吐
Kind of makes me nauseous.
好的那种
A good nauseous, like
类似坐过山车的爬坡阶段
going up in a roller coaster.
对
Yeah.
怎么了
What?
-怎么了 -没什么
- What? - Nothing.
你在这啊
There you are.
我自己去散步了
I went for a walk by myself.
因为来到这里后我男朋友就表现得很奇怪
'Cause my boyfriend's been acting pretty weird since we got here.
我对第一次做♥爱♥感到很害怕
I'm... terrified to have sex for the first time.
我不希望我们的第一次
I just don't really want our first time
又是需要你握着我的手引导我
to be something else that you have to hold my hand through.
我不希望你觉得
I don't want you to feel like you...
你总要教我如何当同性恋
always have to teach me how to be gay.
维克托我知道我在跟谁交往
Victor, I know who I'm dating.
有很多体验对你来说是全新的
There's a lot that's new to you,
我一点都不介意
and that's fine with me.
不过声明一下
Although, for the record,
有很多同志做的事你都做得挺自然的
a lot of gay stuff seems to come very naturally to you.
再说这对我也是全新和可怕的经历
Besides, this is new and scary for me, too.
和一个我很...的人在一起
The idea of being with someone who I...
你知道我对你的感觉
Well, you know how I feel about you.
我们能不能就这样躺着到天亮
Can we just lay like this for the rest of the night?
听起来好极了
That sounds perfect.
好了
Okay...
数到三我们脱掉毛巾
So on three, we're gonna drop our towels.
好的
Okay.
-一 -一
- One... - One...
二
Two...
-三 -三
- Three. - Three.
你脱掉毛巾了
You dropped your towel.
你也是
So did you.
来吧
Come on.
天啊
Oh, my God!
靠我赤♥裸♥的鸡鸡泡在湖水里太爽了
Hot damn, does that feel good on my nicked penis!
真是酣畅淋漓
That was amazing.
也意想不到
And unexpected.
我该回去陪孩子们了
Probably get back to the kids.
是的
Yeah.
话说
So...
-昨晚真是... -没错
- Last night was... - Yeah, it was.
不敢相信我在真正的湖上[蕾可]破处了
I can't believe I lost my virginity on an actual lake.
是很有诗意还是太凑巧了呢
Is it poetic, or too on the nose?
维克托抱歉我没接到你的电♥话♥
Victor, sorry I missed your call.
你说得对我是说过你什么都可以跟我聊
And you're right‐I did tell you we could talk about anything.
但你的性生活
But your sex life is...
是你和本吉两个人的事
Well, it's between you and Benji.
如果你真的准备好了
If you're truly ready,
你就不需要我或任何人的建议
you won't need my advice, or anyone else's.
唯一能做出那决定的人是你
The only person who can make that decision is you.
早安
Morning.
早上好
Good morning.
我爱你
I love you.
你不用回应我
You don't have to say it back or anything,
-我只是... -我也爱你
- but I just‐ - I love you, too.
我昨天不敢说出来
I was scared to say it yesterday, but...
但我当然爱你
Of course I do.
瞧你
Look at you.
在我们的恋爱里扮演着主导角色
Taking the lead in our relationship.
这样可以吗
Is this okay?
嗯
Yeah.