怪物乐园（2020）

Monsterland S01E05

Part 3 Oct. 12, 2020, 10:42 a.m.

we need to talk about it!
-宝贝 -不
- Baby. Hey. - No.
-拜托我们能不能 -不
- Please-- Hey, can't we just-- - No!
不不
No. No!
不你不明白
No, you don't understand!
我做不到
I can't.
我做不到我做不到
I can't. I can't.
我能感觉到我脑中的爪子
I can just feel the claws in my brain--
不今晚没有今晚我们很开心
No, not tonight. No, tonight was fun!
凯特
Kate!
你还记得名单吗
Do you remember the... the List?
凯特
Kate.
不听着我们不用
No, hey, listen. We don't have to--
我们可以回去
We can still go back.
凯特
Kate.
凯特听着
Kate, listen.
今晚别闹了我累了
I can't lose this night. I-I am tired.
我没办法一直这样下去
I can't do this forever!
凯特
Kate.
凯特
Kate?
凯特
Kate?
凯特
Kate?
凯特
Kate?
15年前
你还有什么状况
What else is going on for you?
健康家庭女朋友
Health, family? Girlfriend?
-凯特 -凯特
- Kate. - Kate.
嗯
Yeah.
我们在一起一年了
Yeah, we've been together for a year.
其实我们刚同居
We just moved in together, actually.
她是
She's...
我的一切
pff, everything.
是的凯特
Yeah, Kate's it.
但是她很挣扎
Uh, but she, um, struggles.
精神健康方面
Mental health-wise.
我以为情况我都了解了
And I thought I understood,
但现在我们住在一间一室的公♥寓♥
but now we have this one bedroom apartment and--
然后呢
And?
她抑郁的时候能说的就只有死
When she's depressed, all she can talk about is... dying.
也不是讨论每日计划的那种但是
I mean, it's not like, here's my plan for the day, but--
观念形成了
Ideation.
嗯
Yeah.
我很害怕
And it scares me.
因为她上大学尝试过一次 20多岁又尝试了一次
Because she tried once in college and then again in her twenties.
所以是两次吧最近没有但是
So twice, I guess? Not recently, but--
有时候我会想
Sometimes I think, like,
操凯特如果你这么想死
Well, fuck, Kate, if you really wanna die so bad,
那就去死吧
just fucking do it,
你懂的
you know.
抱歉
I'm sorry.
-我很抱歉 -没事
- I'm sorry. - No.
-天啊我听起来像个反♥社♥会♥分子 -没有
- God, I sound like a fuckin' sociopath. - No.
你只是不知所措肖恩
You're overwhelmed, Shawn.
我这是怎么了
What's wrong with me?
自杀预防热♥线♥
天呐
Jesus! Fuck!
怎么搞的
What happened?
我怎么湿了
Why am I wet?
天啊
Oh my god!
你
You're...
来了你
here. You--
你来了
You're here.
是啊
Well, yeah.
信不信由你我住在这里
I live here, believe it or not.
在郊区
In the suburbs.
天啊
Oh my god.
我以为我失去你了
I thought I'd lost you.
我好害怕
I was so scared.
-凯特 -为什么宝贝
- Kate. - Aw, why, babe?
-别害怕 -我爱你
- Don't be scared. - I love you.
我好爱你
I love you so much.
怎么了
What?
怎么了
What's wrong?
没什么
N-Noth-Nothing.
没什么宝贝
Nothing, baby.
过来过来
Come here. Come here.
一切都很好
Everything's all right, okay.
一切都会好起来的
Everything is gonna be just fine.
我答应你
I promise.
好
Okay.
好了
Okay.
杏仁奶一份代糖
Almond milk, one Splenda.
谢谢
Thanks.
抱歉我好像反胃
Sorry, I'm just... queasy or something.
不没事
No, it's all good.
怎么搞的
What happened?
昨晚
Last night?
你知道吗
Do you know?
你还记得什么
What do you remember?
我也不知道我
I don't know. I'm--
我在努力但都是静电干扰
I'm trying but it's all static.
就像找不到正确的频道一样
Like I can't get... the right channel or something.
我们出去了
Well... we went out.
去了你一直想去的游戏酒吧
To the arcade bar you're always pushing.
-戈尔迪酒吧 -第16年
- Goldie's? - Year 16.
没错
That's right!
吃了很多玉米片
Ate our weight in nachos.
像25岁一样喝酒很晚才回来
Drank like we were 25, got in late,
然后
and then...
你可能洗了个澡
I guess you took a bath.
一定是在浴缸里睡着了
Must've fallen asleep in the tub.
嗯
Right.
等等你
Wait, d'you--
你还记得我吧
you do remember me, right?
我还记得我妻子吗拜托
Do I remember my wife? Please.
我没那么醉
I wasn't that drunk.
你记得你的妻子吗
Do you remember yours?
好冷啊我可以
It's freezing in here. I can--
我可以感觉到我的骨头
I can feel my bones.
这个简单
That's an easy one.
来吧
Come on.
在这里
Here we go.
找到了
Found it!
凯特
Kate?
凯特
Kate.
水怎么了
What's wrong with the water?
什么意思
What do you mean?
水管生锈了吧
Rusty pipes, maybe?
我去叫水管工
I'll call a plumber.
给
Here.
好好擦擦
Get cozy.
你确定我可以去上班吗
You sure you're okay with me going in?
要不是因为湖边集团
I-I wouldn't if it weren't for Lakeside,
-我们就快签约了 -我没事
- we're just so close to signing-- - I'm fine!
去吧
Go.
那你干嘛呢
What are you gonna do?
剪贴簿我说了我必须完成
Scrapbook! I told you, I have to finish.
这是我的执念
It's my white whale.
你真的没事吗
You positive you'll be okay?
我也不知道我这里这么多记号♥笔和贴纸
I don't know. I got all these Sharpies and stickers,
谁知道会发生什么
who knows what could happen?
去吧