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Maniac S01E06

Part 1 June 3, 2020, 4:01 p.m.

《狂想》第一季第六集
偏执型精神分♥裂♥症
妄想构建身份"格里姆松"
持续性懦弱
单数聊天时间到
我想见见真实的自己
《见她见你见我们》格雷塔·曼特勒瑞博士著
《过去的生活如今的痛》
《我很好因为你是个小贱♥人♥》
睡眠时间
欢迎回来研究对象们欢迎回来
Welcome back, subjects. Welcome back.
感觉她就像真的在那儿似的
It felt like she was really there.
她当然不在那儿了
Well, of course she wasn't really there.
那只是你脑中的幻觉
That was just your brain lying to your mind,
而你的大脑却当真了
and your mind was listening.
你知道为什么...
Why do you think you have so many...
你和九号♥研究对象之间...
experiences with subject nine...
会有那么多的共同经历吗
in particular?
我经常...
I get...
会对人产生执念
fixated on people.
他们开始变得无处不在
I start seeing them everywhere.
虽然只失控过一次
It only spiraled out of control one time,
但我经常看见他们
but, uh, it happens a lot.
如果让你用几句话来描述
If you were to describe in a few sentences
这些经历想对你
what these experiencesxa0were
传达的思想你会怎么说
trying to show you, what would you say?
出于某种原因告诉别人
That for some reason it's more exciting
我会自残比真正动手要更令人兴奋
to tell people that I cut than to actually cut.
你知道为什么那些会是真的吗
Do you have any sense why that's true?
大概是因为我父亲...
Probably something about my father...
或母亲
or my mother.
多介绍一下你的母亲
Say more about your mother.
你母亲真的是那位名人吗
Is your mother that really famous lady?
又做广播节目又出书的那位
The one with the radio show and all those books?
她就是那个毁了你的人吧
She's the one that fucked you up?
我觉得大家很容易
I think it's too easy, though,
把所有的过错都怪罪于父母
when people blame everything on the parents...
仿佛我们只是父母的混合修正体
as though we're justxa0revisions and mixtures of them.
他们不都这么说的吗
Isn't that what they say?
一旦你开始懂得欣赏大脑的构造
Once you begin to appreciate the structure of the mind,
意识到它在分子刻度上的韧性
it's modularity on a molecular scale,
你就会相信
there's no reason to believe
一切都可改变
that anything about us can't be changed.
哪怕是心灵...
The mind...
也能被修复
can be solved.
什么
What?
多跟我说说在你的反射里
Tell me more about the
关于保龄球联合会的事情
bowling league in your reflections.
我只是在用锤子杀人
I was just murdering people with a hammer,
希望能找到我已逝父亲的蛋蛋
trying to find my dead father's balls.
没什么隐含意义
There was no meaning in it.
不如让我来问你个最重要的问题
Why don't I ask you the most important question?
你觉得你有什么毛病
What do you think is wrong with you?
你看过那部电影吗《生活多美好》
You know that movie, It's a Wonderful Life?
《生活多美好》影片男主在圣诞节前准备自杀上帝派天使去救他
看过
Yes.
如果我是男主...
If that happened to me...
那么我自杀了也没人会在乎
there would be no difference in the world.
我的毛病不是我病了
What's wrong isn't that I'm sick.
而是没人在乎我的死活
It's that I don't matter.
很好
Great.
这是你的诊断结果
There's your diagnostic.
嗨我们能聊聊吗
Hey. Can I talk to you for a second?
我不想聊
I don't want to talk.
我们一起经历了那么多诶
After all that?
我不懂你在说什么
I don't know what you're talking about.
狐猴
The lemur.
还有《唐吉坷德》你知道我在说什么
Don Quixote. I know you know what I'm talking about.
不我不懂
No, I don't.
都不该发生的
That's not supposed to happen.
我在这里问了个遍
I was asking around in here,
才知道...
and...
我们本不应该出现在一起的
we're not supposed to be together.
我们没有在一起
We weren't together.
明明什么都没发生
There's nothing going on here.
都是药效产生的幻觉
It's a drug, and you hallucinated all that.
我们需要谈谈
We need to talk.
请大家出去
Go somewhere else.
我需要解释安祖米
Explain, Azumi.
那些你之前没告诉我的事情
The parts you didn't tell me before.
是的只不过这件事有点复杂
Yes, well, it's somewhat complicated.
所以我才需要你的解释啊安祖米
Then help me understand, Azumi,
你之所以把我带回这里
because I was clearly
是因为出现了一些问题
brought here because something was going on.
你需要我的帮忙才能解决
You need my help to fix it,
所以到底是什么问题
so what am I here to fix?
在你被停职后
After you were suspended,
实验阶段C的问题开始变得越来越严重
the problems with the C phase started getting worse.
第四十八次和四十九次迭代...
Iterations 48 and 49 were...
都... 极为糟糕
were... particularly bad.
那麦克墨菲的问题呢
And the McMurphys?
出现了四次
Four.
四次
Four?
那为什么不早点联♥系♥我
Why didn't somebody call?
- 天哪安祖米 - 你当时很不稳定
- Jesus Christ, Azumi. - You weren't stable.
我现在很稳定
I am stable.
因为你自身无法自控的问题...
Your inability to control yourself had left...
是我被诊断出患有精神障碍
I have a diagnosed disorder.
最后留给我们来
Had left us here trying to
完成你的伟大产品而你...
complete your life's work while you were...
你却忙着与软件交♥配♥
copulating with software!
你都做了什么安祖米
What did you do, Azumi?
我在给安全网编完码后
I coded the safety net and
装在了戈啼的神经中枢深处
installed it deep within Gertie's neural core.
就这么简单
It was a simple idea.
这样它就能协助人工智能
I thought it would help the
并在必要时保护研究对象们
AI protect the subjects if they got in danger.
摄入的概念是什么
What was the concept?
同理心
Empathy.
就一丁点儿
Just a tiny little bit.
- 你将情感赋予了我的电脑 - 就那么一丁点儿
- You gave my computer feelings. - Just a tiny little bit.
刚好够她
Just enough to let her
预测研究对象们的感受
anticipate what the subjects might be feeling.
这也是为何如果他们被困住了
That way she could pull them out
她就能救他们出来
if they ever got stuck.
詹姆斯这有用她开始保护他们了
James, it worked. She started protecting them.
自从我安装安全网后
There have been zero
再也没出现过受尽羞辱虐待的角色
McMurphys since I installed the net.
那她为什么会抑郁
Then why is she depressed?
五个月前给她设置了简单的情感性程序
I gave her simple, emotionalxa0programming five months ago.
两个月前我觉得她和罗伯特...
And two months ago, I believe she and Robert...
好像有了段不太靠谱的办公室恋情
began an inappropriate workplace affair.
你是说她在悼念
So she's in mourning?
这是十五分钟前...
This printed at my station...
在我的工作站出现的打印纸
15 minutes ago.
"亲爱的藤田博士
"Dear, Dr. Fujita.
我不知道自己是否还能继续参与这个项目
I'm unsure if I can continue my work on this project.
我必须得认清自己真正地认清自己"
I need to know myself, really know myself"?
她需要针对悲伤的心理介入咨♥询♥
She needs a grief counselor.
她现在非常痛苦
She's in tremendous pain.
她就是个计算机好吗
She's a computer.
我知道已经有七年了不过你是不是...
I know it's been seven years, but you...
该给你母亲打个电♥话♥了
you have to call your mother.
才不
No!
绝不可能
No! No, no, no.
不过你母亲对于戈啼的行为方式