移民国度（2020）

‎现在有几百个我们
Now, there's hundreds of us,
‎可能有上千多个
and possibly, there could be thousands of us out there.
‎ICE来到了设备接我
ICE came to pick me up at the facility.
‎就连ICE的执行官都觉得：“哎呀！”
Even the ICE agents were like, "Oh, man!"
‎“你是退伍军人？我也是退伍军人 ‎哇！”
"Oh, I'm a veteran too. You're a veteran? Oh, wow!
‎你被遣送而必须受这种苦真是可惜
It sucks that you're getting deported, that you're going through this right here.
‎我们好希望能够让你走
I wish we could just let you go,
‎而不需要你承受这个过程
and you didn't have to go through this process.
‎你为国家服役了 你是应该在这里的”
You served this country, you know. You deserve to be here."
‎（1996年 ‎克♥林♥顿♥总统的移♥民♥改革法）
‎（让退伍军人 ‎因为各种罪行而能够被遣送）
‎（包括非暴♥力♥犯罪）
‎我去过了越南
I went to Vietnam.
‎我觉得美国政♥府♥背叛了我
I feel betrayed...by the United States government,
‎尤其是我们的总统 唐纳德·特朗普
especially our president, Donald Trump.
‎他是个逃兵役者
He's a dodger.
‎他拒绝了服役好多次
He refused to go to the service so many times.
‎我两岁时 我妈把我带来了美国
My mom brought me to the US when I was two years old.
‎真是个让我和我妈 ‎能建立生活的好国家
Man, what a great nation to pick me up and my mother from the ground
‎让我们有庇护
and just give us shelter,
‎给我们食物 给我们能工作的机会
give us food, give us an opportunity to work.
‎那是我想要作为一部分的 ‎他妈的国家
That's the fucking country I wanna be a part of.
‎如果那需要...
And if that requires--
‎我一直听说自♥由♥不是免费的 ‎自♥由♥是靠爱国者流的血而制♥造♥的
I always heard that freedom ain't free. Freedom is built on the blood of patriots.
‎操 我好想自己的血
Fuck, I want it to be my blood
‎成为地上爱国者的血的一部分
to be part of that patriot blood on the ground, you know?
‎我为它死是没问题 ‎但我不能这样活下去 知道吧？
I'm okay to die for it, but I'm not okay to live in it, you know?
‎真是胡扯
That's kind of bullshit.
‎基本上 我们一生都被遣送了
Basically, we're deported for life right now.
‎唯一能回到美国的方法
And the only way to go back to the United States
‎就是我们过世以后
is if we die.
‎如果我们死了 ‎我们的遗骸就能送回去美国
It we're dead, then we're able to get back to the States, our remains,
‎他们就会给我们尊重 ‎为我们办个军事葬礼
and they'll honor us. You know what I mean? Do a military funeral.
‎（你没被遗忘）
‎国旗会送给你♥爸♥或你妈
Flag will be given to your mom or your dad,
‎他们会说 ‎“感激的国家对你们说谢谢”
and they'll say, "Thank you from a grateful nation,"
‎那根本没荣誉
and there's no honor in that.
‎我认为我们必须 ‎把这些人活生生地带回家
I think we need to bring these men home alive.
‎看到那堵大墙吗 美女？
See that big wall, Mama?
‎你看到那堵大墙吗？
You see that big wall?
‎你知道这堵墙是用来干嘛的吗？
Do you know what this wall's for?
‎是让我们过不去的 看吧？
So that we can't cross no more. Look. See? Watch.
‎我们从这里过不去了
We can't cross right here.
‎快说：“哎呀！”
Say, "Uh-oh."
‎哎呀！
Uh-oh!
‎我为我所经历过的事
How do I feel about everything that I've been through,
‎而离我的家那么近却回不去 ‎有什么感想？
and being so close to home and never being able to go home?
‎话是形容不了的
There's not words.
‎我只是不想非法地回去
I just don't wanna go back illegally.
‎你会必须总是担心被抓
You're always gonna have to watch your back.
‎你惹上任何麻烦 你就被踢出去了
Any type of trouble you get into, and you're gone.
‎我有关于ICE官员 ‎袭击我们房♥子的噩梦
I have these nightmares of ICE agents raiding the house.
‎就那样闯进来袭击我们
Just coming in and storming us like that.
‎我设置了带有感应器的摄影机
I established cameras with censors.
‎所以他们进来的话
So if they're coming in,
‎我至少能知道
at least I know they're coming in.
‎能做些准备 挡着门
I can make some type of preparations. Hold the door.
‎我是说 他们除非有逮捕令 ‎是不会进来的
I mean, they're just not coming in unless they got warrants or whatever,
‎但我不会让任何人进来的
but I'm not letting nobody in.
‎（注意恶犬 ‎警告 安全摄影机正在操作）
‎（私人财产 禁止翻阅）
‎我们在这里能种下两棵植物 就两棵
We can put two plants here. Just two.
‎我在中间能种上 ‎我的豌豆和一棵番茄植株
And then I can plant my peas and one tomato in the middle.
‎我觉得可能有其他的滴灌
I think there might be some other drips.
‎我是八年前认识塞萨尔的
When I met Cesar, that was eight years ago.
‎我当时在个墨西哥餐馆里做服务员
I was working as a host in a Mexican restaurant.
‎他是那种特别烦人的客户之一
He was one of those pain-in-the-butt customers.
‎搞什么鬼？
What the heck?
‎他每次打包后 就会打电♥话♥来投诉
Every time he takes a to-go order, he calls to complain.
‎他说：“我以前那样做 ‎是为了能和你说话啊”
He was like, "Well, I used to do that just to get to talk to you."
‎过了大概五个月后
After probably, like, five months,
‎我说：“好 我会给你机会 试试看吧”
I'm like, "Okay, I'm gonna give you a chance. Let's go."
‎两个月后我们就结婚了
And two months later, we got married.
‎我们立刻结婚的 ‎我说：“宝贝
We married immediately. I'm like, "Hey, baby,
‎让我帮你先开始申请证件吧”
let me get your paperwork started."
‎我没想到他会被遣送
I never thought he was gonna get deported.
‎我以为会是我被遣送
I thought I was gonna be the one to get deported,
‎因为他是有证件的 他是这里的居民
because he got papers. He was a resident.
‎然后我告诉了他：“我不是那种人”
And I told him, "I'm not like that.
‎我不是为了你的证件或你的钱 ‎而嫁给你的
I didn't marry you for your papers or your money."
‎我说了：“你反正都没钱
I'm like, "You don't even have money."
‎但我不是为了钱而嫁给你的”
I'm like, "But I didn't marry you for that."
‎她坚持了两年才做决定 ‎开始申请证件
That went on for two years until she finally decided to do it,
‎-然后呢... ‎-几个月后 他就被遣送了
and then---Months later, he got deported.
‎我们在想：“这是来真的吗？”
It was like, "Is this really..."
‎情况看起来像个笑话
It looks like a joke.
‎“好 你现在想申请证件了是吗？
Like, "All right, now you wanna get your papers?
‎你猜怎么了 你是得不到的”
Guess what. You're not gonna have it."
‎我刚回到国里时
When I first came back into the country,
‎我们决定了建立一点安全网
we decided that we wanted to build a little safety net.
‎所以六年内我们买♥♥了间房♥子
And so in six years, we have managed to buy a house.
‎但因为我现在是无证件的 ‎我们建立的生活没有稳定的基础
But because I'm undocumented now, we are building on quicksand.
‎那就是我们现在的情况
That's what me and my wife are on right now.
‎我们似乎在流沙上建房♥子
We're building on quicksand,
‎它是随时都可能倒塌的
and at any moment, it could give away.
‎这是我们的小天下
This is our little patch of land, man.
‎目前有的小天下
For now.
‎因为我无证件
By being undocumented,
‎我失去了一切
I lost everything.
‎我在想：“我能从哪里开始重建？”
It's like, "Where do you want me to start?"
‎我不能开车
I cannot drive.
‎我不能去医院
I cannot go to the hospital.
‎我不能买♥♥保险
I can't get insurance.
‎我不能工作
I cannot work.
‎我不能坐飞机
I cannot fly.
‎我失去了...
I lost, uh...
‎能生活的自♥由♥
the freedom to live.
‎他连头发都没了
He even lost his hair...
‎都亏这一切 是啊 他的人变了很多
thanks to all this. Yeah, he changed a lot.
‎他之前是个很快乐的人
He was a happy person.
‎他依然尽量保持他的快乐
He tries to be. He tries to... keep all the funny in him,
‎因为我是那样认识他的
because that's how I met him.
‎那是我想和他在一起的原因
That's why I wanted to go with him.
‎我知道他的性格还在他里边的某处
His personality, I know it's still there,
‎但我知道直到这一切都结束前
but I know it's not gonna come out until all this...
‎它是不会出来的
is over.
‎只是...
Just...
‎你知道吧 这对我来说感觉不真实 ‎这好像...
to me, this is, like, unreal, you know? It's like...
‎好像我通过镜子或窗口看着美国
It's like I'm looking at America through a mirror or a window,
‎因为... ‎这和我从小成长的美国不一样
because it's not the America I grew up in.
‎-而你不被允许... ‎-而且我不允许进入
And you're not allowed... -And I'm not allowed in it.
‎对不起 你的票过期了
Sorry. Your ticket has been expired.
‎（夏洛特 北卡罗来纳州）
‎我会从前面前进 ‎看我能不能现在就停下他
I'm gonna come around in the front and see if I can just stop this right now.
‎是目标吗？
Tango or no? -No.
‎不是？
No?
‎不是他
That's not him.
‎那根本不是我们要的人
That's not our guy at all.
‎-查他的身份 ‎-好
Run him. -Yep.
‎问他他是哪里来的
Ask him where he's from.
‎-谁？司机吗？ ‎-对
Who? The driver? -Yep.
‎好的
Okay.
‎你很明显在停止标志前没完全停下
Evidently, you rolled through that stop sign on the way out.
‎他在看他们 ‎我只想知道他来自哪一个国家？