成长不容易（2018）

Grown-ish S01E02

Part 4 April 1, 2021, 9:31 p.m.

God, Zoey.
天哪 Zoey
It's like this every night with you.
你每晚都是这样
Just shut up and go to bed.
闭嘴上♥床♥睡觉吧
You know, it seems like whatever I do,
你知道吗好像无论我做什么
you're gonna have a problem with it, so...
你都有意见所以
I'm sorry.
对不起
So you are capable of saying those words.
原来你知道怎么说这几个字啊
Look, Ana,
听着 Ana
I have been wanting to apologize for leaving you at that party,
因为上次把你一人留在派对上的事我一直都想道歉
but every time I try and talk to you,
但是每次我想道歉开始跟你说话的时候
your middle fingers are up.
你就冲我竖中指
Ana, leaving you at that party
Ana 把你丢在派对上
is quite honestly the worst thing I have ever done,
真的是我做过的最糟糕的事
so please believe me when I say I really am sorry.
所以请相信我是真心跟你说对不起的
I don't know.
我不知道
Ever since I got here, I just haven't been myself.
自从我来到这里就觉得我都不再是我自己了
I don't know. I mean...
我不知道我的意思是
This isn't who I am.
这不是真正的我
So that night, Ana and I talked about everything.
然后那天晚上 Ana和我把所有事情都说开了
I told her about the pills, the parties, Aaron.
我跟她说了药片的事还有派对 Aaron
She told me it was her first time being this far away from her family
她则告诉我这是她第一次离家这么远
and she hadn't made a single friend.
而且还一个朋友都没有交到
Honestly, by the time that we got to the party,
真的那天我到派对现场的时候
I was just so nervous, I started drinking,
我太紧张了然后我就开始喝酒
which I never really did before.
我以前从来没喝过酒
Well, except Sunday at mass.
噢除了周日做弥撒的时候
It's the blood of Christ.
那是基♥督♥的血
Anyway, and that's why I got wasted and I filled the kiddy pool with vomit.
总之这就是我喝大了还吐满了儿童水池的原因
She was just as messed up as I was.
她就像我一样一团糟
Since we'd gotten to college,
自从我们来上大学后
we'd been caught up worrying about what other people think.
我们就一直忙于担心别人对我们的看法
We were crossing so many lines we thought we'd never cross
我们做了许多本以为自己不会做的越界的事
instead of just being ourselves.
而没有保持自我
From now on, I'm gonna do me.
从现在开始我要做自己了
I don't need Aaron.
我不需要Aaron
I do not need Adderall.
也不需要阿得拉
I'm even done with the partying, too.
我甚至对派对都感到厌倦了
You know what I need?
你知道我需要什么吗
To go to sleep
我需要去睡觉
and not wake up until, like, the next episode of "Power."
一直睡到下一集<权欲>更新
You do that. Okay.
去吧好的