拯救希望（2012）

Saving Hope S01E03

Part 6 Aug. 20, 2021, 8:13 p.m.

好的
Good.
准备好了
Okay.
开始了
Here we go.
我想我知道为什么你还在这里了
Well, I think we know why you're still here.
Er和Onan的故事兄弟
Er and Onan, man.
抱歉什么
Sorry. What?
你不读圣经吗医生
You don't read the bible, doc?
不从来不读
Oh, no. No, no, no, no.
那是本又大
That's a big...
又厚的书
thick book.
那些解剖学的课本也是
Well, so are those anatomy textbooks.
是啊可那些书有图片许多插图
Yes, but they have pictures, lots and lots of pictures.
那是旧约的一个故事
It's a story from the old testament.
创世纪
Book genesis.
两个兄弟
Two brothers,
Er和Onan
Er and Onan...
犹大的孩子
sons of Judah.
上帝因他们爱上同一个女人而杀了他们
God killed them for loving the same woman.
你告诉你哥你爱上嫂子了
So you told your brother you love his wife
你们吵了起来
and you had a fight.
九米高
30 feet up.
我的错
My fault.
全是因为我
All on me.
心愿未了
Unfinished business.
心愿未了
Unfinished business.
所以你还在这里
That 's... why you're still here.
好吧
Fine.
好
Fine.
是我的错我知道我做错了行吗
It's my fault. I know I messed up, okay?
我真的知道
I know that.
不这样没用的
No. It's not gonna do it.
他有孟乔森综合症(通过伤害自己或他人以取得关注和同情的一种心理疾病)
He has Munchausen syndrome.
他跟我花言巧语的
He snowed me.
他在寻求医生的关注
He's seeking medical attention.
可我给他关注了
And I gave it to him.
他设好陷阱我落个正着
He set the trap and I walked right in.
医院让他感到安全
Hospitals make him feel safe.
医院本不该让你有什么感觉
Hospitals aren't meant to make you feel anything
医院只是让你康复
They're meant to get you better
这不是绝对的
It's not black and white like that.
就是绝对的你要么是病了要么是没病
It is. You're either sick or you're not.
或本应是绝对的
Or it should be.
他病了 Alex
He is sick, Alex
我本应该意识到的
I should've seen it
他甚至不给他的未婚妻打电♥话♥ 一次也没
He didn't even try to call his "fiancee." Not once
你那时没往这方面想
You weren't looking for it.
好吧我本应该想的
Well, I should've been.
他很聪明我才认识他一个小时
He's a smart guy. I've only seen him for an hour
他还可能有其他心理疾病
and there's probably other mental health issues, too.
他得到他要的了
He got what he wanted.
他会被留院观察一段时间
He'll be here for a while.
是啊然后放他出院
Yeah. And then he's gonna go
接着他又自己申请入院治疗
and then he's gonna readmit himself
反复如此
and he's gonna readmit himself again.
你拿这种病人怎么办
How do you treat patients like that?
要有耐心
With patience.
这就是为什么他们付我中等程度的薪水
That's why they give me the medium-size bucks.
我准备与他们保持接触
I'm gonna keep talking to him.
当然
Sure.
不过得在我的术后工作完成之后
Just not until after my post-op rounds, okay?
好的
All right.
多谢
Thanks.
你找我?
You paged me?
对我们得谈一下
Yeah, we should talk.
好
Okay.
进来坐吧
Come on in. Sit down.
嗯 Reycraft告诉我
So, uh, so Reycraft informs me
你想要休假?
you're looking to take some time off?
他告诉你的?
He told you that?
哦人们跟我说各种种样的事
Oh, lots of people tell me all kinds of things.
你在重症监护病房♥跳脱衣舞了?
You're stripping in the I.C.U.?
Dana...
Dana...
孟乔森综合症的那个进展很缓慢
You were slow to catch this Munchausen thing.
没人有什么进展
Nobody caught that.
当然但我忍♥不住要想两周前
Sure. I just can't help but wonder if two weeks ago
你是不是有点开始迷失方向了
you might've been a little quicker off the mark.
你分心了
You're distracted.
你脑子里好像除了Charlie再容不下别的事情了
Doesn't seem to be any room for anything but Charlie
这不公平
That's not fair
发生在Charlie身上的事才不公平
No. What happened to Charlie isn't fair
不过你仍是个医生
But you're still a doctor.
医院还需要你 Alex
I need you here, Alex.
好吧
Okay.
我需要你专心做事
I need you here, head in the game.
专心做事
Head in the game.
好吧
Okay.
Munk先生
Mr. Munk.
你好...
Hey.
你好感觉如何
Hey. How are you doing?
额不太好
Oh, a bit rough.
有没有恶心或者呕吐
Any nausea or vomiting?
还没有
No.
你能把你的疼痛从1到10分个级吗
Can you rate your pain on a scale of 1 to 10?
大概6吧但额我还好
Uh, about a 6, but, uh, I'm good.
感觉...感觉还行
I'm-I'm okay.
你看上去不是很好
No, you're not.
绝对不好
You're really not.
Munk先生你现在是我们精神科的病人
You're a psychiatric patient now, Mr. Munk.
你不必再硬撑的
You don't need to live in denial anymore.
你觉得我在硬撑?
You think I'm in denial?
是的
Yes.
你甚至不承认这一点
You won't even admit that...
好吧那我也不是唯一一个
Well, then I'm not the only one.
什么?
What?
你未婚夫
Your fiance.
他可在挑战自己的命运
He's defying the odds,
挑战医学
defying the medicine.
他准备好挑战一切然后呢能醒得来?
He's gonna defy them all and what, wake up?
看见了没...
See...
Reid医生你也是一直自己骗自己
you keep believing the lie, too, Dr. Reid.
他撑过来了
He made it through.
他做到了
He did.
Goran医生可能让人感觉不大舒服不过至少他是个不错的外科医生
Dr. Goran can be a knob, but he's a great surgeon.
Johnny?
Johnny?
我知道你恨我
I know you hate me
想让我离开
and you want me to go.
我不恨你
I don't hate you.
我们现在不用讨论这个
We don't have to talk about this now.
不
No.
我在打吗♥啡♥点滴
I'm on a morphine drip.
所以正是谈这个的时候
So it's probably the perfect time.
我本不想爱上他的
I didn't want to fall in love with him.
但我不能否认我的感受
But I couldn't deny how I was feeling,
我应该告诉你的
and I should've told you.
你觉得我毫无察觉么
You didn't think I could tell?
如果你早就知道你怎么不说
If you knew, why didn't you say something?
那是因为我不愿面对真♥相♥
I didn't want to see it.
你知道我想如果我反复告诉自己一件事...
You know, I, uh, thought if I told myself something...
重复得够多的话那么
enough times, then...
Dalia 我要么更努力地来争取你
well, I should've either fought harder for you, Dalia,