莎拉共和国（2020）

Republic Of Sarah S01E07

Part 6 Aug. 5, 2021, 9:03 a.m.

是在最糟糕的时刻
even on the worst days,
我也不是一个人所以
I was never totally alone, so...
早上好各位
Good morning, everyone.
我非常骄傲地宣布
I'm really proud to announce
格雷洛克的第一条宪法生效了
that Greylock has ratified its first constitution.
议会和我非常
The council and I are really...
我们对为我们国家未来打下的基石
we're really proud of the foundation we have laid
感到非常骄傲
for our country's future.
但如果如果撰写宪法的过程
But if the... if the process of writing this document
教会了我什么那就是
has taught me anything, it's this:
这是个不完美的过程
it's an imperfect process.
人们会犯错
People make mistakes.
我知道因为我犯过很多
I know, because I've made plenty,
我确定以后我还会犯很多我们都会
and I'm sure I will make plenty more. We all will.
《格雷洛克宪法》
所以在议会最后投票前
So, before the council took its final vote,
我们在宪法加了最后一条
we added one last clause to our constitution
为弥补那些错误
to account for those mistakes,
为弥补我们只是凡人
to account for the fact that we're human.
每五年我们的宪法
Every five years, our constitution...
必须要从头写过
must be rewritten from scratch,
好让我们不被过去的错误枷锁拴着
so that we aren't chained to the mistakes of our past
或被完美的重担压倒
or crushed by the burden of perfection.
随着格雷洛克人♥民♥的成长和进步
As Greylock's people grow and evolve...
格雷洛克也会
so will Greylock.
你今天感觉如何
How are you feeling today?
我知道你不擅长打开心扉格罗弗
I know you're having a hard time opening up, Grover.
那也没关系
And that's okay.
不如我先来说说
Why don't I do a little bit of talking,
看是否能激发你的交谈欲望
and we'll see if that inspires you to do the same?
好了
So...
我是艾德娜
I'm Edna.
我出生及成长于马萨诸塞州罗克斯伯里
I was born and raised in Roxbury, Massachusetts.
我母亲是个女裁缝我父亲是个...
My mother was a seamstress, my father was...
混♥蛋♥
an ass.
我做心理医生已经有40年
And I've been a therapist for 40 years.
你是格罗弗·西姆斯
You're Grover Sims.
25岁
You're 25 years old.
你出生成长于新罕布♥什♥尔州格雷洛克
You were raised in Greylock, New Hampshire,
你来这是因为
and you're here because...
因为你妻子去世了
Because your wife died.
这感觉就像胸口放了铁砧对吧
It feels like there's an anvil on your chest, doesn't it?
当我的亨利去世时
When my Henry passed,
我一个月没离开家
I didn't leave the house for a month.
你是寡妇吗
You're a widow?
两次了
Twice.
史蒂文死于97年
Steven died in '97.
睡梦中心脏病突发
Heart attack in his sleep.
我们都该这么幸运
We should all be so lucky.
亨利是去年才走的
And Henry went just last year.
胰腺癌
Pancreatic cancer.
前一天还在后一天就走了
Here one day, gone the next.
当你失去
When you lose...
你爱的人
someone you love...
你你怎么
...how... how do you, uh...?
-早上起床吗 -对
- Get up in the morning? - Yeah.
这不简单
It's not easy.
你只能提醒自己你还在呼吸
You just have to remind yourself that you're still breathing.
然后你得允许自己
And then you have to give yourself permission
继续呼吸
to keep breathing.
最后一步很难
That last one's the tricky part.
我不知道你是什么情况
I-I don't know how it's been for you,
但对我来说
but for me,
让我最无力的不是悲伤
it was never the grief that got to me.
-而是... -内疚
- It was always, uh... - The guilt.
你你会为活着感到内疚就在...
You, uh... you feel guilty for still being here after...
在他们离开后
after they've gone.
继续生活的...内疚
And guilty for... for moving on.
即使是想着继续生活
Even thinking about moving on.
你感到内疚多长时间了
How long have you felt that guilt?
从最开始就有
Right from the start.
从佩欣丝生病后
Right when Patience first got sick.
佩欣丝
Patience.
很好听的名字
That's a lovely name.
我记得
I remember when, um...
当肿瘤医生告诉我们坏消息时
...when the oncologist came to give us the bad news...
我恳求上天给我们
...just pleading for the universe to give us, uh...
更多时间
more time.
或把癌症给我
Or just give me the cancer instead.
让我生病懂吗
Just make me sick, you know?
甜心派餐厅
不敢相信这都是泰勒布置的
Can't believe Tyler did all this.
-很不错对吧 -我很骄傲
- They're good, right? - I'm so proud.
我知道
Oh, I know.
这是你的拒绝信对吧
It's your rejections letter, huh?
整个布展都很酷
This whole thing is so dope.
-谢谢 -你怎么找到这些人的
- Thanks. - How did you find all of these people?
大部分是社交网络
Social media, mostly.
我邀请了所有
Uh, I just invited anyone
被艺展拒绝过作品的艺人
who got their art rejected from the art show.
说他们可以在这里展出
Told them they could show it here.
你觉得如何
So, uh, what do you think?
我觉得这很准确
I think it's accurate.
我们最后会变成僵尸吗
That we all become zombies?
我们都是过去的受害者
We all become victims of our past.
你做得对投了移♥民♥的赞成票
You made the right choice voting "Yes" on immigration,
让爸爸留下
letting Dad stay.
我不是为了他
I didn't do it for him.
你不能永远生他的气莎拉
You can't stay mad at him forever, Sarah.
你应该给他点时间重新争取你的信任
You should give him some time to earn your trust back.
我会的
I will.
真的吗
Really?
对他想要时间我就给他时间
Yeah. He wants time, he can have it.
18年
18 years.
我就等了这么久
That's how long I had to wait.
他为什么不能
Why shouldn't he?
但在那之前他可以离我远远的
But until then, he can stay the hell away from me.
听着哥们
Listen, dude,
我很抱歉我做的事
I'm really sorry about what I did.
我不应该背着你提交你的作品
I should have never submitted your work without asking.
抱歉我朝你发火了
I'm sorry I blew up at you.
你为什么这么紧张不敢给别人看你的照片
Why were you so nervous about showing people your photos?
你帮我宣传竞选你组织了我们的边界示♥威♥
I mean, you ran my campaign, you organized our border protest.
你超级厉害
You're a total badass.
我不明白给人看照片
I don't get what's so scary
这有什么可怕的
about showing a couple of pictures.
竞选和那些...示♥威♥游♥行♥
With the campaign and with those... protests,
我人在暗处
you know, I'm-I'm in the shadows.
我是幕后的幕后人
I'm, like, the guy behind the guy.
但这个我就是...
And with this, I just...
你就是主角
You're the guy.
我感觉大家会一直...
I feel like everyone's just always...
看着我对我评头论足
looking at me and judging me.
而这些照片至少在今天之前
And with the photos, at least until now,
这是唯一我能保持神圣的东西
I always had one thing that I kept sacred.
-能再来点吗 -好
- Can I get some more? - Yeah.
谢谢
Thanks.
外面的风暴越来越强了
Yeah, storm's getting bad out there.
对吧天气预报说会很严重
Yeah? Weather reports say it's gonna be a real doozy.
他们在把今年和78年的暴风雪相比了
They're comparing it to the blizzard of '78.
这地方看起来好棒泰
This place looks great, Ty.