法律与秩序真实重案：梅内德斯兄弟（2017）

Law & Order True Crime: The Menendez Murders S01E06

Part 3 July 26, 2020, 9:35 p.m.

It was everything in my life.
之后怎么了
And what happened?
爸爸说他不会为我付布朗的学费
Dad said he wouldn't pay for Brown,
其他州外的学校也不行
or any schools out of state,
之后我被加州大学洛杉矶分校录取了
and then I got accepted to UCLA,
我想住校
and I wanted to live on campus in a dorm.
你可以去申请个宿舍
You can have a dorm room,
但我希望你一周在家住四晚
but I want you home four nights a week
我要检查你的功课
so I can review your work.
但我可以回宿舍睡觉吧
But I can go back to the dorm to sleep?
不行
No.
你得睡在家里一周四晚
You'll sleep here, four nights a week,
不然我不给你付学费
or I'm not paying for this.
然后我就明白了
I knew for sure then:
是因为性这事永远不会完
the sex-- it was never going to end,
我感到丧失了希望
and I felt the hope that I had was gone.
你有其他的打算吗
Did you contemplate any other plan?
我打算自杀
Um... I planned to kill myself.
我觉得自己是个懦夫
I--I thought I was a coward.
我讨厌我自己
I hated myself for it,
我拿了一片剃刀刀片抵在手腕上
and... I got a razor blade and held it against my wrist,
但我下不去手
but I didn't have the guts.
这事是在你父亲去世前多久发生的
How long before your dad died, this happen?
大概十天前吧
It was about ten days before.
你有考虑过和别人
Did you consider talking to anyone
谈谈你的处境吗比如和奥齐尔医生
about your situation? To Dr. Oziel?
没有他会告诉我父母的
No, he would just tell my parents.
我没和别人说我想过告诉莱尔
Uh, no. I thought of telling Lyle.
但但我还是没这么做
I thought--I thought I couldn't do that.
我太耻于承认这件事了
I thought it would be too embarrassing to admit it.
之后有发生什么事
And did anything happen to change
让你转变了态度吗
your attitude about that?
是的
Yes.
-妈妈拜托 -你不需要这个
- Mom, please. - You don't need it.
-我需要的 -我不在乎你想要什么
- I need it. - I don't care what you want,
但你现在是拿不到了
but you're not having it.
求你了妈我需要的
Please, Mommy! I need it.
那没什么大不了的
It's not that big of a deal.
不对我来说很重要
No! It's important to me!
你以为你是谁
Who do you think you are?
你不需要这该死的假发套
You don't need a goddamn hairpiece!
看
Look.
看到了吗你这样很好
See? You look fine.
你不需要假发
You don't need a hairpiece...
我震惊了
I was shocked.
我完全不知道莱尔的头发是假的
I didn't know Lyle's hair wasn't real.
这让我感觉
It made me feel like I could tell him
自己可以和他说说爸爸的事
about the stuff with Dad.
这让我觉得他更真实了
It made him more approachable.
莱尔
Lyle...
怎么了
What?
莱尔我得和你谈谈
Lyle, I need to talk to you.
你想怎么样
What do you want?
我
I--I...
什么
What?
莱尔
Lyle, um...
爸爸还在做那件事
that stuff with Dad is still going on.
你喜欢吗
Do you like it?
当然不喜欢
Of course I don't like it.
我很厌恶这种事我想自杀
I hate it and I want to kill myself.
好吧好吧
Whoa, whoa, okay.
我相信你好吗
I believe you. All right?
我们会想出办法的
We'll figure something out.
我们决定和爸爸摊牌
We decided that I'd talk to our father
我和他做个交易
and I'd make a deal.
我和埃里克说 "我们有所有的底牌
I told Erik, you know, "We hold all the cards.
足以毁掉他"
We could ruin him with this."
我知道你对埃里克做了什么你必须停手
I know what's going on with Erik, and it needs to end.
你给我听好了
You listen to me.
我怎么对待我儿子和你一点关系都没有
What I do with my son is none of your business.
别管这事
Just stay out of it.
好好过你的日子
Don't throw your life away.
滚回普林斯顿
Go back to Princeton
我们都忘掉今天的对话
and we'll forget this conversation took place.
你真是变♥态♥
You're a sick person.
你敢再碰埃里克一次
You're not touching Erik again.
我就告诉所有人
I'll tell everyone.
我们在人生中都要作出选择
We all make choices in life.
埃里克作了选择现在你也作出了你的选择
Erik made his, and now you've made yours.
我以为爸爸别无选择会杀了我们
I thought Dad had no choice, that he would kill us.
怎么了
Hey, what's wrong?
你背叛了我
You betrayed me!
莱尔以为他能毁掉我
Lyle thinks he can ruin me.
这是不可能的
It's never gonna happen.
妈妈
Mom.
妈妈
Mom!
爸爸还在对我做那种事
Dad is still doing things to me.
他一直在猥亵我
He's molesting me.
我一直都知道
I've always known.
你以为我傻吗
Do you think I'm stupid?
爸爸刚刚试图袭击我
Dad just tried to attack me.
他说他不会让你毁掉他的
He said he's not going to let you ruin him.
我觉得他们会杀了我们
I think they're gonna kill us.
莱尔妈妈今年夏天又买♥♥了一支步♥枪♥
Lyle, Mom bought another rifle this summer.
他们卧室里已经有两支步♥枪♥了
They have two rifles in their bedroom.
我们要离开这里
We need to get out of this house.
然后去哪呢我不能只是逃走
And go where? I'm not gonna just run away
让爸爸找到我再杀了我
and let Dad find and kill me.
疯了才这样做
That's crazy.
-为什么 -爸爸权力太大了
- Why? - Dad is powerful.
看看他看看妈妈
Look who he is. Look who Mom is.
不管我们去哪
There's nowhere we can go
他们都会找到我们
where they're not gonna just find us
然后杀掉我们莱尔
and kill us. Lyle--
那就去找警♥察♥吧
Let's just go to the police, then.
-比弗利山的警♥察♥吗 -对
- The Beverly Hills police? - Yes.
你以为他们会信我们而不信他吗
You think they're gonna believe us over him?
爸爸又有钱权力又大
Dad is a rich guy with a lot of power.
而我什么都不是
I'm nothing!
他们不会保护我们的
They're not gonna protect us.
没人能保护我们
No one's going to protect us.
天呐
Jesus...
他们要杀了我们看看他
They're gonna kill us. Look at him...
我弟弟觉得不管我们做什么
My brother felt that no matter what we did,
爸爸的权力都太大了
Dad was too powerful.
埃里克决不会走
Erik was never gonna leave,
没有他我也不会走
and I wasn't gonna leave without him,
所以我们决定自卫
so we decided to protect ourselves.
为了买♥♥枪我们需要驾驶证
We needed a driver's license to get the guns.
莱尔的驾驶证五月被吊销了
Uh, Lyle had his suspended in May,
我的也不在身上
and I didn't have mine with me,
所以我就用莱尔给我进俱乐部的证件
so I used one Lyle gave me to get into clubs.
那是他室友的
It was his roommate's.
我把我的枪放在了我房♥间床下
I put mine in my room, under my bed.
你们那周五回家后跟父母说话了吗
Did you speak to your parents when you got home that Friday?
说了妈妈直接过来跟我们说
Yes. Mom, right away, came and said that
爸爸想让我们明天
Dad wanted us to go on this fishing trip
和他们一起去钓鱼
with them the next day.
你们从中得出了什么结论
And what conclusion did you draw from this?
我们以为他们会在船上杀了我们
We thought that they were gonna kill us on the boat.
我感觉局势慢慢失去控制