美国花花公子（2017）

American Playboy:The Hugh Hefner Story S01E01

Part 4 May 13, 2021, 3:34 p.m.

我们很容易聊到一块，
it was very easy to
discuss this together
说所有这一切都是多么错误，
and say how wrong this
all was, because we both,
我们一样感同身受，
尽管我有着天主教的家庭背景，
we felt the same way,
despite my Catholic background
还有他的新教♥徒♥背景。
and his background.
嗯，我们发现彼此有许多相似的看法。
And um, we found we had a
lot of the same attitudes.
[休.海夫纳]分享观点使我们更亲密...
[Hugh Hefner] Our shared
views brought us closer...
情感上和身体上都是。
both emotionally and physically.
我和米莉的恋爱故事，
那就是一段超长的前戏，
My romance with Millie, then,
was an extended, uh, foreplay
一直到她从大学毕业。
until she graduated from college.
我们第一次做♥爱♥是1948年的夏天。
We had sex for the first
time the summer of '48.
我已经22岁了。
I would've been 22.
[休.海夫纳]毕业后几个月...
[Hugh Hefner] A few
months after graduation...
那个时候，我做了每个人都会做的事情。
I did what everyone
else did in those days.
我向我的校园甜心求婚。
I proposed to my college sweetheart.
[电影中的女人]我们应该要彼此信任。
[woman in film] And we should
be able to trust one another.
[电影中的男人]别不当回事...
[man in film] Don't smile it away...
[休.海夫纳]但某天晚上...
[Hugh Hefner] But then one night...
米莉扔下一颗重磅炸♥弹♥。
Millie dropped a bombshell.
[电影中的男人]你对一个
烂作家的少女情怀，
[man in film] You were in
love with a schoolgirl notion
让你迷上了他！
of a popular novelist!
米莉。
Millie.
米莉！
Millie!
这是怎么回事？
What was that about?
我想回家。
I just want to go home.
你还好吗？
Everything okay?
[休.海夫纳]那晚...
[Hugh Hefner] That night...
米莉告诉我她出轨了。
Millie told me she had an affair.
我们可以回家吗？
Can we please go home?
我完全傻了眼。
I was completely blindsided.
♪ 你告诉我♪
♪ You told me ♪
♪ 你要离开我♪
♪ That you would leave me ♪
♪ 独自泪流♪
♪ Here in tears ♪
♪你已离去，我度日如年♪
♪ Now you're gone and
hours seem like years ♪
[休.海夫纳]那一刻
犹如我生命中的晴天霹雳。
[Hugh Hefner] Nothing in my life
had prepared me for that moment.
我彻底的垮掉了。
I was just absolutely devastated.
可能很难想象，
It may be difficult to imagine,
这种事会发生在《花♥花♥公♥子♥》
杂♥志♥创始人身上。
related to the publisher
of Playboy magazine.
但我和我生命中唯一的女人
非常亲密，
But I had been intimate with
only one woman in my life,
那是我想娶的女人。
the woman I was gonna marry.
我真不知道怎么办。
How I dealt with it,
I don't really know.
我只能以某种方式，
I just dealt with it
by, I think somehow,
将它抛到脑后。
putting it out of my mind.
♪你去了哪里♪
♪ Where did you go ♪
[休.海夫纳]在这之后，就是1950年代。
[Hugh Hefner] This was,
after all, the 1950s.
然后，你和你所爱的女人结婚了，
And back then, you married
the girl you were in love with,
无论发生过什么。
no matter what.
但说实话，我依然爱着米莉。
And, truth be told, I was
still in love with Millie.
♪ 强尼♪
♪ Johnny ♪
♪ 强尼，你还太年轻♪
♪ Johnny, you're too young ♪
♪但我要结婚了 ♪
♪ But I'm gonna get married ♪
♪ 你太年轻♪
♪ You're so young ♪
♪ 她会冠上我的姓♪
♪ My name she'll carry ♪
[休.海夫纳]我们的婚礼
是在1949年的夏天。
[Hugh Hefner] Our wedding
was in the summer of '49.
♪ 强尼，你太聪明♪
♪ Johnny, you're so smart ♪
[休.海夫纳]我们的生活
前途一片光明。
[Hugh Hefner] We had our
whole lives ahead of us.
在1951年1月...
And in January of 1951...
那是个大事件。
That's great news.
...我找到了梦想中的工作。
... I landed my dream job.
我只是在广♥告♥部写写文案，
I'd just be writing copy
in the ad department,
但那是为我最喜欢的杂♥志♥工作...
but I'd be working for
my favorite magazine...
♪ 点燃我灵魂的火光♪
♪ It sets my soul on fire ♪
[休.海夫纳]...《时尚先生》。
[Hugh Hefner] ... Esquire.
♪ 为什么每次她离开我♪
♪ How come every time she leave me ♪
[休.海夫纳]这是我
得以发挥某些创造性的机会。
[Hugh Hefner] This was my
chance to do something creative.
♪ 强尼，你还太年轻♪
♪ ... too young to marry ♪
♪ 但不要隐藏一颗痛楚的心♪
♪ But not to hide an aching heart ♪
[打字机声]
[typewriters clacking]
[休.海夫纳]但我很快认识到，
[Hugh Hefner] But I quickly realized
这不是我想象的那样。
it wasn't what I'd imagined.
《时尚先生》已经变了。
Esquire had changed.
[大卫.格兰杰，《时尚先生》主编]
1950年代是《时尚先生》
有点走下坡路的时期。
[David Granger] The 1950's was
kind of a down period for Esquire.
我认为可能是到某种影响，
I think they were probably reeling
那时第二次世界大战硝烟未散，
from the end of World War II
是一个更压抑的社会的开端，
and the beginnings of a
more repressive society
也许更加趋于保守主义。
and probably tended toward
being a little more conservative.
[休.海夫纳]他们脱离了所有那些
[Hugh Hefner] They'd moved
away from all the things
指引我成长的东西。
I'd been drawn to growing up.
整版漫画，笑话，
The full-page cartoons, the jokes,
还有最重要的，海报女郎。
and most of all, the pin-up girls.
结果这个工作让人♥大♥失所望。
The job turned out to
be a huge disappointment.
当他们拒绝我
And when they refused my request
5美元的加薪要求...
for a five dollar raise...
我辞职了。
I quit.
但1952年一切又大不相同了...
But everything changed in 1952...
♪ 你无比可爱♪
♪ You couldn't be cuter ♪
[休.海夫纳]...当米莉生下
[Hugh Hefner] ... when Millie gave birth
我们的第一个孩子。
to our first child.
♪加上那聪明的脸蛋♪
♪ Plus that intelligent face ♪
[休.海夫纳]我们给她起名克里斯蒂。
[Hugh Hefner] We named her Christie.
♪...吸引着我♪
♪ ... charm for me ♪
[休.海夫纳]当我喜欢上
做父亲的感觉...
[Hugh Hefner] And while
I loved being a father...
突然，我发现自己要供养一个家庭。
suddenly, I had a family to provide for.
♪你是我小小的冠军奖杯♪
♪ You are the little grand slam ♪
♪我要把它带回家里♪
♪ I'll bring to my family ♪
[休.海夫纳]我需要找一份工作...
[Hugh Hefner] And I
needed to find a job...
...任何工作...越快越好。
... any job... as quickly as possible.
因此我接受了一个出版社的低级职位...
So I took a low-level position
at a publishing house...
处理各种数字，努力增加销♥售♥。
crunching numbers and
trying to improve sales.
但这份工作真是乏味透顶。
But the job was about as
mind-numbing as it gets.
日复一日...
And, as time went on...
我意识到再这样下去，
我就会泯然众人矣。
I realized I'd become
just one of the masses.
[帕蒂.法莫，撰稿人]
1950年代是一个保守主义的时代。
[Patty Farmer] The 1950's
was a time of conformity.
人生的基本流程是...你上学，
The course was set
out... you went to school,
你结婚，你生孩子，
you got married, you had children,