大门奖（2023）

The Big Door Prize S01E04

Part 4 April 14, 2023, 11:27 a.m.

这是妳的手♥机♥吗? -好,听我说
Is this yours? - All right. Look,
只是个旧播放清单,好吗?
it's an old playlist, okay?
是播放清单? -好,别激动
Oh, this is a playlist? - All right, relax.
也太多酷玩乐团的歌♥了吧
So much Coldplay, huh?
是啊,而你喜欢《圣经》,所以...
Yeah, well, you like the Bible, so...
天啊 - 怎样?
Oh, man. - What?
《依然是唯一》,仙妮亚唐恩的歌♥ 上帝,祢为何要这样?
"Still the One," Shania Twain. Why you gotta do me like this, God?
好,也没那麽难听吧
Okay. It's really not that bad.
不
No.
那是我的婚礼歌♥曲
That was my wedding song.
那首是你的婚礼歌♥曲?
That was-- That was your wedding song?
对
Yeah.
我之前和一位优秀的女性结婚她在我人生低谷时认识我
I was married to an amazing woman. And she met me when I was at my worst.
她就像我的呼吸器
She was like, um, a ventilator.
她让我重获新生
She gave me life.
我们打算要生孩子,计画好所有的事
And we were planning on having kids, everything, had it all planned out.
然后她生病了
And then she got sick.
生了毫无症状的罕见疾病
Some... ...really rare, invisible thing
然后她过世了,就...
and then she was gone. Just...
真的很快
s-so fast.
然后我又陷入低潮
Um, and I went all the way back down.
酗酒问题变得很严重
And my drinking got really bad.
我开始随便乱揍人,反正就酒后闹事
I started punching random people, you know, all the fun stuff.
然后我心想:“我再也振作不起来了”
And I got to thinking, "I don't come back from this."
妳懂吗? “经历这种事的人是振作不起来的”
You know? Uh, "People do not come back from this."
然后我当时在某家酒吧外
[swallows] And then I was outside of some random bar,
盯着排水沟看,活像个窝囊废
just staring down in the gutter like a real sack of shit
我当时在找一个引领我的迹象
and looking for something to show me the way.
然后我就看见了,“你的人生潜力”
And that's when I saw it. "Your Life Potential."
(神职人员)
这迹象也太明显了吧?
I mean, how's that for a sign, right?
于是我去念神学院
So, I did the whole seminary thing,
然后接下在鹿原高中的工作
and I-- I took the job here at Deerfield High.
重新来过
Started over.
我为自己打造了小小的新生活
And I carved out a new, small life for myself and...
然后这座机台就出现了
...and then this machine shows up,
接着我发现,这张卡不是给我的
and I realize the card wasn't meant for me.
大家都认为那个“父”只有一个意思
Everyone thinks that "Father" means only one thing.
只有我知道若那指的是神职人员
Only I know that if it was supposed to mean "Priest,"
那直接写“神职人员”就好
it would've said "Priest."
这麽久以来,我...
And all this time, I...
我都走在错误的道路上
I've been on the wrong path.
而且我还得听妳那难听的音乐
And on top of all that, I have to listen to your terrible music.
哇,对,这首歌♥好听多了
Wow. Yeah, this is so much better.
这首歌♥才适合婚礼
Now, this is a wedding song.
你是认真的吗?
Are you fucking serious?
来吧
Come on.
(改编自M.O.沃许小说)