黑暗之心（2018）

I never left her, you know, I left her dad.
我到现在都在求她跟我一起走 但是
I begged her to come with me, I still do, but...
我是她妈妈 所以她把那混♥蛋♥对她做的一切都怪我
I'm her mother, so she blames me for everything that bastard did.
你肯定对道利什先生对你们
You must be very angry with Mr Dawlish
所做的事而非常愤怒
for everything he's put you through.
但如果我进监狱的话就无法修复和我女儿的关系了
But I'd never repair anything from a prison cell, though, would I?
你周四晚上在哪里
Where were you Thursday night?
我在工作
I was working.
-哪里 -这里
- Where? - Here.
和嫖♥客♥们
Punters.
-你知道他们的名字吗 -当然了 还有地址
- Have you got their names? - Yeah, and their home addresses
我们需要他们的名字 盖尔
We're gonna need their names, Gail.
你们觉得这对我来说更轻松 是吗
You think this is easier for me, don't you?
因为我现在这样子
Because of what I am.
你们觉得我并不在意她所遭遇的事 因为...
You think what happened to her doesn't matter as much as me, cos...
因为我是个妓♥女♥
cos I'm a whore.
她是我女儿
She's my daughter.
他当初做出那种事时 她还只是个孩子
And was just a little girl when he did what he did to her
我们下半辈子都会留下这道褪不去的伤疤
and we'll all be scarred by this for the rest of our lives.
要我去找嫖♥客♥们确认一下吗
Do you want me to follow up on that with the punters?
她用了同样的词
She used the same words.
-什么 -她用了黛比·柯林斯用过的词
- What's that? - As Debbie Collins, she used the same words.
"这会变成褪不去的伤疤"
"It's gonna scar us for the rest of our lives."
她的...
It was on a...
女儿房♥间里也有一张传♥单♥
A flyer in her daughter's room, as well.
我觉得这是
I think that's a link
黛比丈夫的受害人和盖伊·道利什的联♥系♥
between the victims of Debbie's husband and Guy Dawlish.
你想起来了吗
You reckon?
-伙计们 -你回来得真早
- Hi, guys! - You're back early.
嗯
Yeah.
保罗经过 所以过来看看
Paulo was passing, so he's just popped in.
保罗 这是我哥哥 威尔
Paulo, this is my brother, Will.
我听说了你不少事 所以...
I heard so much about you, so it's nice to...
很高兴终于见到你
Nice to finally meet you.
彼此彼此
Yeah, likewise.
你的脸怎么了
What happened to your face?
我被人抢了
I got mugged.
伦敦嘛
Hey, London...
我很抱歉 有什么需要帮忙的尽管说
I'm sorry to hear that. If there's anything I can do to help...
好
Sure.
见到你真好
It's lovely meeting you.
威尔
Will?
怎么了
What?
-怎么了 -我没事 只是...
- What's the matter? - Nothing, I'm fine. Just...
今天太糟心了
Just a shit day.
和我说说
Talk to me.
我没事
I'm fine.
和我说说
Talk to me.
2017年8月15日 周一
Monday, 15th August, 10:28am.
上午10点28分
2017.
那一刻
It's the moment...
在那一刻 我的生命中
It's the moment in my life
永远地失去了他们
where I've lived without them longer than with.
好吧
Right. Right.
-很疯狂吧 抱歉 -不 威尔
- It's nuts, isn't it? Sorry. - No, Will, it's not.
我早该想到的 你也没记下你的
I should have known, it's not like you've got yours written down.
-我的 -2018年6月12日21点17分
- Mine? - 21:17, June 12th, 2018.
我会记下他们的纪念日 五年 十年 十五年
I marked down their anniversaries. Five years, ten years, 15 years.
他们的生日 对不起 威尔 我...
Their birthdays. I'm sorry, Will, it just...
-我没想到 -没关系
- It didn't occur to me. - It's fine.
-这不是在比谁更缅怀他们 -不
- It's not a competition about who grieves them more. - No.
我觉得你应该努力往前看了
I do think that it's time that you tried to move on.
-就像你这样 -是的 我在努力
- Yeah. Like you have? - Yeah, I try.
是吗 一个接一个换
Yeah? One messed-up boyfriend
混账男友 努力过得更好
after another you try and make better
让你可以忘记你自己一片混乱的生活吗
so you can forget about your own fucked-up car crash of a life?
对不起 我不是...
Sorry, I didn't...
我不是那个意思
I didn't mean that.
-我们明早就走 -不 你们不用走的
- We'll leave in the morning. - No, you don't have to leave.
对不起 我说了对不起
Sorry, I said sorry.
我们得好好商量怎么处置这地方 该卖♥♥掉了
We need to talk about this place. It's time to sell.
把我那一半分我
And I want my half.
-喂 -是我
- Hello? - Hi, it's me.
威尔
Hi, Will.
茜薇
Listen, Sylve...
我只是想问...
I was just wondering if, erm...
我只是想问你想不想...
I was just wondering if maybe you wanted to...
什么时候一起吃个晚饭
grab a dinner at some point.
好啊 没问题 嗯
Yeah, that'd be nice. Yeah.
让我查查我的日程
Let me check my diary.
你还记得他吗
Do you remember him?
伙计
Hi, mate.
抱歉 我以为你睡着了
Sorry, I thought you were asleep.
-记得谁 -你♥爸♥爸
- Remember who? - Your dad.
嗯
Yeah.
嗯
Yeah.
我牢牢地记着他
I remember him really well.
我不记得我爸爸了
I don't remember mine.
慢慢褪色了 不是吗
Yeah. That's rotten, isn't it?
但你有你妈妈
But, I mean, you've got your mum.
你有我
And you've got me.
我们都很爱你
We love you very much.
睡吧
Go to sleep.
住到周末吧 我真心希望你们留下
Just stay till the weekend, I really want you to.
我想再和哈里待一段时间
I really want to spend more time with Harry.
我对我说的话很抱歉 我不是那个意思
So I'm sorry about what I said, I didn't mean it, just...
给我一个解释的机会 拜托
Just let me explain stuff, please.
给我打电♥话♥ 给我电♥话♥
Call me. Just call me.
我一个人袭击了斯塔森
I attacked Statham alone.
和其他人没有关系
There was no-one else involved.
-好吧 -我所做的一切都是为了我的家人
- OK. - What I did, I did for my family.
为了我的妻子 我的女儿
For my wife, my daughter.
这是个人恩怨
It was personal.
你在学校有没有在操场打过架
Were you ever in any playground fights at school?
-没有 -在此之前有没有什么暴♥力♥行为
- No. - Any incidents of violence at all before this one?
-没有 -有没有和警♥察♥起过冲突
- No. - Ever been in any trouble with the police at all?
没有
No.
好吧
Ok.
你多重 尼科
How much do you weigh, Nico?
6♥4♥公斤 66公斤
Ten-two. Ten-three.
66公斤
Ten-three...
那时候 斯塔森
Back then, Statham
有
was...
一米八八 200多斤
..six-two, 17 stone.
你放倒了一个大家伙
That's a big guy you overpowered there.
你认识一个叫雷·柯林斯的人吗
Do you know a man named Ray Collins?
不认识
No.
盖伊·道利什呢
A man called Guy Dawlish?
不认识
No.
好吧
Ok.
没问题了 谢谢
No problem. Thanks.
只有最后一个问题
Just one last thing.
你对他那么做后
What did it feel like
有什么感觉
when you did what you did to him?
跟我想象的不一样
Not like I thought it would.
怎么不一样
In what way?
我们对于疼痛的容忍♥力
Our capacity for tolerating physical pain
实在是太有限了
is extremely limited.
他很快就晕过去了
He passed out very quickly.
我还隐隐地
My abiding emotion...
有些嫉妒他