幻灭（2018）

幻灭
第二季 第八集
如果你没什么要说的
Well, if you've got nothing to say...
天哪 几点了
Oh, God! Oh, God, what time is it?
凌晨三点 绝望了
3:00 a.M. This is hopeless.
真好 你还醒着
Good, you're still up.
我总在醒着 连续几周睡不着了
I'm always up. I haven't been able to sleep for weeks.
据说火鸡催眠 我吃俩了屁用没有
They say turkey helps, but I took two and nothing.
你为什么醒着
Why are you awake?
不停在做妈妈 你 我的噩梦
More nightmares about Mom and you and me.
我特想说话 但一句也说不出来
I kept trying to talk, but I couldn't get any words out.
是嘴被缝上了吗
Uh-huh. Was your mouth sewn shut,
还是压根没嘴
or you didn't even have one?
压根就没 你怎么知道这么多
I didn't even have one! How do you know so much?
这里叫梦想之地是有原因的
There's a reason this place is called Dreamland.
城♥堡♥的某种东西让梦变的很强大
Something about this castle makes dreams more powerful.
你无法逃脱梦
You can't escape your dreams,
但你可以逃脱噩梦
but you can stop a nightmare
如果你解决了本源问题
if you work through the issues causing it.
真希望你醒着的时候能一直这么明智
Wow. I wish you were this wise all the time when you were awake.
我出去呼吸一下新鲜空气 我睡不着
I'm just going out for some fresh air. I couldn't sleep.
在那怪梦里我的嘴被
See, I've been having these weird dreams where my mouth--
好吧
Cool.
路西的地狱酒馆
打烊
回家吧 窝囊废
竟然关了 我还要一醉解千愁呢
Closed? But I have feelings to suppress.
诗歌♥仓库
梦想之地大♥麻♥诊疗所
格特鲁德啤酒杯
不安酒吧
梦想之地的政♥治♥局势
Okay, okay, the political situation in Dreamland
我真看不懂了
has really gotten me confused.
先是每个国民都变成了石头[精神恍惚]
First, everyone in the kingdom got turned to stone.
然后石化状态又被化解了
Then we all got de-stoned.
从那以后 我就一直想重回石化状态
Ever since then, I've been trying to get stoned again.
真烫
This is hot!
本来就是烫的
It's supposed to be hot.
烫的苦啤酒吗
Hot, bitter beer?
这叫咖啡 新饮料
It's coffee. It's a new drink,
有点像茶 但味道更重更难喝
kind of like tea, but stronger and worse.
咖啡豆
这能让我忘记烦恼吗
Will it make me forget my troubles?
不能 但它能抑制你的发育
No, but it'll stunt your growth.
我都二十三了还能点儿童套餐
I'm 23, but I still get to order off the kids' menu.
来跟米莉说说你的烦恼吧
Now tell Miri all about your problems.
你真的眼熟 米莉
You look really familiar, Miri.
我还有份工作是服务那些
I have another job working for people
因为只顾自己想法而从不会注意到我的人
who never notice me 'cause they're so self-absorbed.
话题中心是你吗
We were talking about you?
不安酒吧
但这就是个骗局
But it was all a trick!
我妈嫁给我爸就为了生我
My mom had only married my dad to have me.
她背叛了我俩
She betrayed both of us,
我难受 因为她是我妈 你懂吗
and I still feel so bad because she's my mom, you know?
说起我爸 他都不愿意
And my dad, I mean, he can barely...
懂了吗 这就是一般人只喝一到两杯的原因
You see, this is why most people only have one or two.
承认我妈存在过
...admit she existed.
而我 只能不停做着这些噩梦
But me,I mean, I just keep having these nightmares--
因为你在压抑感情 懂吗
Because you're bottling up your feelings, dig?
我还能做什么
What else can I do?
表达 你喜欢做什么
Express them. What do you do for fun?
我 -除了喝酒
I-- - Besides get drunk.
那个 不算 我喝多了才会做
I... No, I did that because I was drunk.
还有那个 也不是 我为了喝多才会去做
Oh! I... No, I did that to get drunk.
我愿意接受你的建议
I am open to your suggestions.
有艺术 音乐
Well, there's art, music,
穿自♥制♥的奇怪衣服
wearing weird clothes you make yourself.
顺便介绍一下 这是朱迪 -嘿
This is Judy, by the way. -'Sup?
基本上能帮你表达情绪并得到治愈的任何方式
Basically, anything that lets you work through feelings and heal.
创造
You know, creativity.
创造吗
Creativity?
看你周围
Look around you.
这些人都在表达自我
All of these people are expressing themselves.
都很好 但我没任何才能 所以
This is all really impressive, but I don't have any talent, so...
你有手吗 -有啊
Do you have hands? - Yeah.
能握笔吗 -能
Can you hold a pen? - Yeah.
那你就是作家了
Then you're a writer.
而且我在喝酒方面已经先人一步了[作家易酗酒]
And I already got a head start with the drinking.
第十八章 自导自演
咱写点啥
So, what are we writing?
私人的东西
It's something personal.
但我希望你们留下看看
I suppose you can stay and watch, though.
要开始啦
Here I go.
"小时候 我无意听到
"When I was young, I overheard
一段对话 是我爸和"
a conversation between my father and--"
别 -什么
Um... No. - What?
没事 我本来想说
No, nothing. I was gonna say something,
但又一想
but then I was like,
"反正也没法改好"
"You know what? I don't think it's fixable,"
所以就继续吧
so maybe just go ahead.
哪儿有问题
What's wrong with it?
哪儿也没 真的
Nothing's wrong with it, really,
就是单纯差 别理我继续吧
other than just being bad. But go on.
闭嘴吧你
Ugh! Stop talking!
你确定这词对吗
Are you sure that's the right word?
我觉得你把"困惑"和"合并"合并起来了
I think you're conflating "Confusing" with "Conflating."
是令人困惑 但
It's confusing, but--
这段我也不喜欢
I don't like that part, either.
别啊 我们是你的铁粉啊
Wait! We're your biggest fans!
别推了 拜托
Quit shoving! Come on!
我能帮你 你听过作家的恶魔吗
I can help you! You ever heard of a writer's demon?
我也能帮你
I can also help!
别啊 这外头可没什么好批判的
Come on, there's nothing to criticize out here.
不过这门够丑的
Although, this door is hideous.
作家有恶魔吗
So, writers have demons?
大多数不止一个
Yeah, most of 'em have dozens.
这些恶魔对写作有帮助吗
And the demons help with writing?
当然 我们还会制♥造♥抑郁 自我怀疑
Sure. We also cause depression, self-doubt, insomnia,
失眠 自杀 毒瘾 这是作家的日常
suicide and drug addiction. The writer's life.
我糊涂了
Uh, I don't know.
反正你也不是作家
Eh, you're no writer, anyway.
没人会在意
Nobody gives an elf's ass
你提到的琐碎的日常生活
what you got to say about your trite little life.
去你的 我是个作家
Up yours! Yes, I am!
行吧 你留下吧
Okay, you can stay.
好的开始 但是如果你想成为真正的作家
That's a good start, but if you want to be a real writer,
你得学会多多拖稿
you're going to need to procrastinate a lot more.
你得读读这个人的故事
You gotta read this guy's story.
跟你的故事很像 但是要好很多
It's a lot like yours but better.
你知道什么能够使灵感迸发
You know what would really get those ideas flowing?
好好睡一觉
A nice, long nap.
没错 好主意
Yeah, good idea.
不要
No!
让你的作品多遭点罪就好了
A little more suffering for your art and you'll be good to go.
"小精灵很气馁 悄无声息地皱起了鼻子
"Dismayed, the elf's nose crinkled noiselessly,
在落日下闪光 那紫色如同踢伤的脚趾"
glinting in the sunset, purple as a stubbed toe."
什么是紫色的 鼻子还是落日
What's purple? The nose or the sunset?
我都不知道了
I don't know anymore!
谁会在乎他的鼻子什么反应 我讨厌这个
And who cares how his nose reacted? I hate this.
你有想过写童话的色情同人小说吗
Have you considered writing erotic fairy tale fan fiction?
写作什么的 我只想记录发生的事情
All this writing, I just want to say what happened.
那就去写剧本
So write a play.
你说独角戏吗
You mean like a one-woman show?
天哪 不是 我想帮你 而不是毁了你
God, no! I'm trying to help your career, not hurt it.
疯了吧 你这么努力
Go nuts! You've been working so hard,