我可以毁掉你

I May Destroy You S01E11

Part 3 July 16, 2020, 11:38 a.m.

-马上回来 -好
- Be back. - OK. Perfect.
-我能给你上点什么吗 -我在等人
- Can I get you anything? - I'm waiting for someone.
-好我马上回来 -谢谢你
- OK. I'll come back. - Thank you.
天啊
Oh! Wow!
你好
Hey.
好久不见
Long time.
是啊
Yeah.
你怎么样
How have you been?
我挺好的我过得非常好
I'm brilliant. Yeah. I'm living my best life.
我能请你喝一杯吗
Can I get you a drink?
不用我在等人
Yeah, no. I'm-I'm waiting for someone, actually.
你好
Hi.
你好
Hi.
真的吗
Really?
-认真的吗 -是的
- Seriously? - Yeah.
我的天啊
Fuck this shit! Man!
在峰会事件之后苏西还是想发表我的作品
After all the stuff at the summit, Susy still wanted to publish me
但她不想冒险用我的真名
but didn't want to risk using my name.
所以你是"黛拉"
So, "Della"?!
你还在"未来之声"吗
Are you still with Future Voices?
不在了在那之后我也没另找一家经纪公♥司♥
No, and I couldn't find another agent after that.
所以没人知道你是黛拉除了...
So, no-one knows you're Della, apart from...?
亨尼出版社
Henny House...
-和我妈 -苏西知道吗
- and my mum. - Susy knows?
-苏西选的这个名字 -该死
- Susy picked the name. - Bitch.
来见我有点蠢不是吗
It's a bit silly to come and meet me, isn't it?
你为什么还来
Why've you done that?
你给我发了段自己
You sent me a video of yourself...
坐在马桶上的视频
on the toilet.
看起来你想让人帮你写玩你的小说
Seems like you need help to finish your novel.
我当时应该帮助你的
And I was supposed to help you before, back then,
但我没有所以...
and I didn't, so...
-听着我不想... -等一下
- Look, I don't want to make... - Look! Just wait! Wait!
我不害怕你
I'm not afraid of you...
因为你不在我床下
cos you're not under my bed.
你和我在一起
You're here with me,
-所以我不怕你 -我没想让你害怕
- so you don't scare me. - I don't want to scare you.
我已经深深踏入了黑暗
And I've gone underneath, underneath, into the darkness,
现在这团黑暗在我身体里
and that darkness is now in me,
正在怒视着你所以我可能比你上一次见我
looking at you, so I might seem a little bit more frightening
看起来更可怕一点
than the last time you saw me.
-我上次见你你也挺可怕的 -是的
- You were pretty frightening the last time I saw you. - Yes. Yes.
我记得坐下
I remember. Sit down.
你给我发了邮件
You e-mailed me.
我还打印了一份
I also made a printout.
这是什么
What is it?
这是创新性非小说的散布图
It's a plot diagram for creative non-fiction.
这周 "唱反调"将关注变性音乐家卡伊·福雷斯特
"This week, Flip Side shines a light on trans musician Kai Forest."
我不喜欢唱片公♥司♥
I don't even really like labels.
-你好 -你好
- Hi. - Hi...
我去结账吧
So, shall I get the bill?
不用为什么要去
Oh, no. Why?
你看起来很不舒服
You seem uncomfortable.
我吗我挺开心的
Me? I'm having a great time.
我们说到哪儿了
So, where were we?
你在跟我说你的工作
You were telling me about your job.
对演员
Oh, yeah, yeah, actress, yep.
跟我说说你吧你来自哪儿你的历史
So, tell me about you, your background, your history?
英国英格兰东南部郡
我出生于赫特福德郡我17岁时搬来伦敦
Well, I was born in Hertfordshire, I moved to London
想成为一名吉他手
when I was 17 to make it as a guitarist.
发现我不是唯一一个发现市场中
Turns out I wasn't the only one who saw the gap in the market
音乐家制♥作♥人吉他演奏家
缺少下一任吉米·佩奇for the next Jimmy Page.
竞争不过别人所以我最后学了美术
Couldn't compete, so I ended up studying fine art,
现在我表面上是个年轻的小伙子
and now I have the outward appearance of a young man
但我的裤子里有个逼
but there within my pants lies a vagina.
你感觉如何
So how are you feeling?
你想离开吗
Do you want to leave?
如果我离开的话人们会觉得我是跨性别恐惧症
If I leave, people will think I'm transphobic.
-你不是跨性别恐惧症吗 -我不是跨性别恐惧症
- And you're not transphobic? - I'm not transphobic.
-你的食物刚刚上来了 -是的
- And your food just came. - Yep.
因为你很想吃
Cos you really wanted it.
是的
Yep.
所以...
So...
最好在凉了之前尝一尝
might as well try it while it's still warm.
-"博命者" -是的
- "The Set-up"? - Yeah.
你在这章里介绍在没有事件扰乱时
This is where you introduce the regularity of their world,
-他们世界的规律性 -我已经写了
- before an event disrupts it. - I've actually done that.
-我觉得我已经写完了 -很好
- I think I've done that. - Good. Yeah.
你已经跟上了这个步骤
You're probably following it already.
-冲突对抗 -是的障碍挫折
- Conflict, confrontation. - Yep. Obstacles, setback.
你还要介绍其他人物
You also introduce the other characters,
包括主要的反派
including the main antagonist,
-并不一定是人 -但也可以是
- which isn't always a person. - But it could be...
人
a person.
当然
Yes, yeah.
或者是许多人或者是计算机系统中过时的软件
or multiple people, an outdated software in a computer system,
或者是它自己任何能创造主要矛盾的都行
the self, anything that creates major conflict
因为矛盾让故事能发展下去
because conflict enables the story to develop
-让风险上升 -最后一部分
- and the stakes to rise. - And the last bit?
是的解决
Yeah, resolution.
你可以用多重叙述循环结构
You can also use multiple narratives, use circular structures...
循环结构
Circular structures?
这只是参考
It's just a guideline, you know?
我从学校学来的
I-I learnt all this stuff at school.
哪儿剑桥吗
Where? Cambridge?
谢谢你
Thank you.
你想去我家吗
Would you like to come back to mine?
拘守礼仪
Prude.
我可不拘守礼仪
I'm not a prudish!
我不是
I'm not.
我玩过三人行
I've had a threesome.
惊讶吧
Fuck you!
C
C.
A
A.
乔瓦尼给你拿酒的时候
So, while Giovanni was getting you a drink,
-你就开始调情 -路易吉
- you started flirting with...? - Luigi.
-我们看四目相视 -乔瓦尼看到了吗
- Yeah, we just locked eyes. - And Giovanni saw?
看到了他还是把酒给了我
Yeah, and then he still gave me my drink.
我想要什么都能得到
I could have had anything I wanted.
他们互相认识了吗
And they introduced themselves to each other?
然后气氛就到位了
And then there was a vibe.
然后你们回到了家里...
And then you all went back and...?
做了故做正经的婊♥子♥不会做的事
And did things that prudish bitches don't do.
怎么了
What?
没什么
Nah, nah.
没事说吧
Nah, go on.
-他们不是陌生人 -你什么意思
- They weren't strangers. - What do you mean?
听起来像他们计划好的
Sounds like they made a plan
就等人上钩呢
and waited for someone to take the bait.
你觉得他们是装作陌生人的
You think they were pretending to be strangers?
我也有可能错了
I could be wrong.
他们离开的时候确实不正常
There was something about the way they left.
他们一起离开的
They left together.
他们一起走的吗
They headed off together?
-是的 -那就是了
- Yeah. - Yeah.
可能是安排好的
Pre-arranged, probably.
这种事经常会发生
It happens.
这是很久之前的事了
It's a while ago.
就像昨日刚发生的一样是吧
Still burns like it was yesterday, huh?
非常感谢你扎因