我可以毁掉你

I May Destroy You S01E09

Part 4 July 16, 2020, 11:38 a.m.

他们结案了
Oh, they closed the case.
他们结案了
They closed the case?
大概一个月之前的事了
It was about a month ago.
我拿走了我的东西证物袋这正常吗
You know, I took my stuff, the investigation bags, is that normal?
任何事都正常也都不正常
Everything and nothing is normal.
打开的感觉怎么样
What was it like? Opening them?
我还没打开呢放在床底下了
I didn't open them, I just put them under the bed.
现在还在吗
And they're still there now?
还在但我床底下有很多东西
Yeah, but everything is under my bed.
我觉得很值得探索可能性
I think it's worth exploring...
你对自己有个想法假设是"阿"吧
the possibility - you have an idea of self, let's say A...
代表阿♥拉♥贝拉
for Arabella.
这里有条线
And then there's a line.
表面坚硬的物体比如床
A hard surface, like a bed.
危险的事物阴暗的事物
Dangerous things, dark things,
任何威胁到或者与观念现实相悖的事
anything that contradicts or threatens your perceived reality
都放在这边
go here.
发生的频率比你想象的要多
It happens more often than you might think.
拿这条线来划分好人与坏人
A line is drawn separating bad from good,
朋友和敌人男人女人黑人白人
friend from foe, men, women, black, white.
他们我们罪犯受害者上帝恶魔
Them, us. Criminal, victim. God, devil.
这可以帮你转移注意力避免负罪感
It helps us to deflect, you know, avoid feelings like guilt,
不确定性自我责备
uncertainty, self blame.
在恢复的过程中
These feelings are crucial
这些感觉很重要
in the stages of recovery.
如果我们不能消化并理解他们
If we can't process and understand them...
我们也不能消化并理解自己
we can't process and understand ourselves.
? I put a spell on you ?
? Cos you're mine ?
? You better stop the things you do ?
删除账户
? I ain't lyin' ?
确认删除
确认删除账户
? I can't stand it ?
确认删除账户
-你好啊伙计 -你好伙计
- Hi, mate. - Hey, mate.
你干什么呢
What are you up to?
我拿回了证物袋
I kept the investigation bags, from, you know,
所以我想拿出来
so I thought I'd get them out.
-但这里东西太多了 -好挺好的
- But then there's loads. - Oh, right. Nice.
是这个吗
Is this them?
伙计你东西真多
Mate, you've got loads of stuff.
这是什么
What's that?
这是很久以前的了
This was a long time ago.
我记不得了
I can't remember.
我当时怀孕几周了
How many weeks was I?
我不记得了
I don't remember.
十周
Ten weeks.
我去了医院
I just went and...
就打了然后我忘了
done it, and then I forgot.
我再也没想过这件事
I never really thought about it again.
我觉得我...
I guess I've, uh...
我觉得我...
I guess I, uh...
你觉得你做了个错误的决定吗
Do you feel like you made the wrong decision?
没有
No.
做我们必须做的事并不会总感到舒服对吗
Doing what we have to do doesn't always feel good, does it?
如果你感觉良好我就会更害怕
If you felt good, I would be even more horrified.
如果你把自己描绘成受害者
When you paint things to make it look as if you're just a victim,
而我发现这并非事实
and I find out that isn't the case,
会让我质疑你的人品
it really makes me question who you are.
照照镜子你懂我的意思吗
Just look in the mirror, do you know what I mean?
这对所有人来说都很不舒服且不安
It's really uncomfortable and unnerving for everyone.
抱歉
Sorry.
小夸来了吗
Is Kwam here?
他不知道你想不想让他进来
He wasn't sure if you were OK with him coming in.
好
Ok.
如果你想让我离开我就离开我能理解
Yo, I can go if you don't want me here. I understand.
夸梅
Kwame...
真的很...
It was really...
今天真的很剑拔弩张
It was really intense today,
我很抱歉
and I'm sorry.
我错了我的所错所为很不好
I was wrong. What I did was bad.
我把你锁在了那个房♥间里
I locked you in this room...
而我却没有事先思考
and I didn't think about it.
我蠢极了也很欠考虑我很抱歉
I was really dumb, and really thoughtless, and I am sorry.
我都不想回忆了
I don't want to think about it.
去他的吧请你忘了吧
Fuck that shit. Please just forget about it.
我爱你
I love you.
我也爱你
Yeah, I love you too.
你还好吗
You ok?
还好你还好吗
Yeah? Are you OK?
特里的自护训练让我性♥欲♥大增
Well, Terry's self-care train is making me want to jump in front of one.
所以我要去这里
So I'm going to go to this location.
你不能告诉她她不会发现的
You can't tell her. She won't notice.
如果你使劲扔的话
If you throw it hard enough...
啪的一声里面会有婴儿蹦出来
it goes splat and a baby comes from inside it.
我要回去看电视了
Right, well, I'm going to go back watching TV.
万圣节电视
Halloween TV.
是的...
Well...
好了
So, right...
晚安伙计
Sleep well, mate.
谢谢本
Thanks, Ben.
你确定你想这么做吗
You sure you want to do this?
你需要什么小贝
What do you need, Bell?
网飞
Netflix?
画画
Painting?
巧克力
Chocolate?
涂鸦
Doodle?
我们能去散步吗
Can we go for a walk?
当然
Sure.
太冷了贝拉把大衣穿上
It's cold, Bella, put your coat on.
贝拉
Bella!
? We're all virgins to the joys ?
? Of loving without fear ?
这走的也太远了
This is a long walk.
贝拉
Bella?
我们在干什么
What are we doing?
太好了
Yaasss...
? Tommy thinks the crazies are back in my mind ?
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? Tommy says the children are clouding my head ?
? When everything is wrong I dance inside my mind ?
? That's when I come alive ?
? Like a schizo running wild ?
? That's when I come alive ?
? Now let's go wild ?
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以暴♥力♥、胁迫或者其他手段强♥奸♥妇女的，处三年以上十年以下有期徒刑。
奸♥淫♥不满十四周岁的幼♥女♥的，以强♥奸♥论，从重处罚。
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（二）强♥奸♥妇女、奸♥淫♥幼♥女♥多人的；
（三）在公共场所当众强♥奸♥妇女的；
（四）二人以上轮♥奸♥的；
（五）致使被害人重伤、死亡或者造成其他严重后果的。
《刑法》（2015年修正版）第237条规定：
以暴♥力♥、胁迫或者其他方法强制猥亵他人或者侮辱妇女的，处五年以下有期徒刑或者拘役。
聚众或者在公共场所当众犯前款罪的，或者有其他恶劣情节的，处五年以上有期徒刑。
猥亵儿童的，依照前两款的规定从重处罚。
男性受害者也受法律保护
切勿以身试法！
? Come on! ?
? We're kicking at your window and keeping you up ?
? And if you come to find me I'll colour you red ?
? We're dancing in the dungeon every Monday night ?