节哀顺变（2018）

Sorry for Your Loss S02E04

Part 4 Aug. 21, 2023, 3:10 p.m.

我知道我就是这样
I know I did.
我相信自己的脸
I believed my own face.
我用的是…
And I used...
回头美妆的美眉防水眼线液
Hey Lady Waterpoof Liquid Eyeliner by Headturner's Cosmetics,
如果有人想知道的话
in case you were wondering.
它很适合工作、周末早午餐
It's great for work, for weekend brunch,
约会之夜
for date night
或是适合你发现你丈夫去世后
or for those days
when a hole in the universe opens up
你的人生出现一个空洞
where your husband used to be and you find yourself
然后坐在公厕地板上的时候
on the floor of a public restroom,
不管你怎么哭，它都不会掉
and it just doesn't come off, no matter how much you cry.
我的脸上现在肯定有数百种细菌
There are definitely hundreds of diseases now living on my face.
但我的脸…
But my face...
多亏这愚蠢的眼线笔
thanks to this stupid eyeliner,
看起来就像我今早出门时的样子
looks just like it did when I left the house this morning.
那时的我就像个蠢蛋
When, like an idiot...
仍然相信这场噩梦最糟糕的部分…
I still believed that the worst of this nightmare...
已经结束了
Was over.
小蕾怎么了
What's going on with Leigh?
她崩溃了
She's falling apart.
舞蹈教室也要完蛋了
And the studio is falling apart.
让我也快撑不下去了，不是开玩笑
It's making me fall apart, quite literally.
我为什么会想出去
Why would I want to be out in the world
跟那些玩得开心的人在一起
with people who are having fun?
我不会带你去开心的地方，我保证
I won't take you anyplace fun. I promise.
我以为你住在家里，替你妈妈工作
I thought you just lived at home and worked for your mom,
随心所欲，基本上没有任何烦恼
did whatever you want and basically had no problems.
我有烦恼
I have problems.
但如果我们当朋友
With us being friends...
我不知道…
it's like I don't know...
我觉得你会找到另一个麦特
you're gonna find another Matt.
那我怎么办
Where does that leave me?
你会展开一个没有我的新生活
You're gonna have this whole new life that doesn't include me.