节哀顺变（2018）

Sorry for Your Loss S02E02

Part 2 Aug. 21, 2023, 3:10 p.m.

我经过这里时心想…
and I was walking by and I thought,
「我可以回家伤心难过」
'Either I can go home and be sad,'
「或是可以进去开心一下」
'or I can go inside and have fun.'
我不知道这个派对会这么烂
Didn't realize this party was gonna be so lame.
很遗憾听到你分手的事
Sorry about the breakup.
随便了，你来的借口是什么
Whatever. What's your excuse for coming?
洁丝的姐姐要帮我介绍对象
Jess' sister is setting me up with someone,
但她迟到了
but she's late.
给我看照片
Show me a picture.
她很辣
She's hot.
不然呢　　你妈打来了
-What'd you expect? -Your mom's calling.
不是吧，你不理你妈妈吗
Damn. You're ghosting your mom?
我没有不理我妈妈
I'm not ghosting my mom.
应该说暂时不理
Maybe a temporary ghosting.
为什么
Why?
我为什么要告诉你
Why would I tell you?
难不成你怕我跟大家说
What, are you afraid I'm gonna tell everyone
一个我不认识的人拒接妈妈电♥话♥吗
some dude I don't know sent his mom to voicemail?
这甚至跟我妈妈无关
It's not even about my mom.
她计划要全家过圣诞节
She's planning a family Christmas,
我今年真的不想去
and I really don't wanna go this year.
那就告诉她你不想去
So tell her you don't wanna go.
没那么简单
It's not that easy.
手♥机♥给我，我来帮你
Give me your phone. I'll do it.
不用了
That's okay.
你妈说什么你都照做吗
You do everything your mom wants?
她不喜欢我辞职或买♥♥摩托车
She didn't like that I quit my job or got a motorcycle.
好吧，所以你正经历中年危机
Oh, cool. So you're going through a midlife crisis.
不
No.
无意冒犯，你只是用很传统的方式
No offense, dude, you just have a pretty conventional way
成为与众不同的人
of being unconventional.
我没有想成为什么，我只是…
I'm not trying to be anything, I'm...
越来越无聊了，我拿个纪念品就走
This is getting boring. I'm gonna grab a souvenir and go.
纪念品？
A souvenir?
对，他们没提供礼品袋
Yeah, they don't have goodie bags here,
所以我要自己拿
so I'm gonna grab my own goodie.
先闪了
Peace.
(2018年，麦特去世)
就这样？
You're done?
不然还要写什么
What else is there to say?
我昨晚梦到他了
He was in my dream last night.
麦特？
Matt?
对，其实我梦过好几次了
Yeah. It's happened a few times, actually.
你梦到什么
What happened in your dream?
我们在你的旧单位
We were in your old apartment.
你们在做什么
What were you doing?
我们只是在梳化上说笑
We were just on the couch, laughing.
笑什么？他说了什么
About what? What did he say?
我不记得了
I can't remember.
我只知道我们都笑翻了
All I know is, we were cracking up,
我很开心又能跟他一起说说笑笑
and it was really nice to laugh with him again.
感觉很真实，好像我摸得到他
It felt really real, you know, like I could touch him.
你回来了
You're home.
我只是来装饰，不会留下来
Just for this. I'm not staying.
好吧
Oh, okay.
我需要人帮忙包装礼物
I could use a hand wrapping presents.
好，但我一小时后有课，所以…
Sure, but I have class in an hour, so...
好吧…
Oh, yeah, yeah. Okay...
我们可以明天再把灯饰挂上去
well, we could put up the lights tomorrow
然后来做姜饼屋
and make the gingerbread house.
如果你要留下来过夜，床我铺好了
And if you decide to spend the night, I made your bed.
谢谢你铺床，但我不会留下来过夜
Thanks for making my bed, but I'm not spending the night.
没问题
That's no problem at all.
如果你改变心意跟我说
Just, you know, if you change your mind.
(小蕾来讯)
你的纪念品呢
What happened to your souvenir?
在我手袋里
It's in my bag.
我也拿了一个
I got one too.
你怎么拿那瓶便宜货
Why'd you take that cheap bottle?
这是我带来的
It's the one I brought.
你拿了什么
What'd you get?
你拔走了耶稣降生场景？
You ripped off the nativity scene?
那是亵渎神的行为
That's straight-up sacrilegious.
拜托，他们是故意反讽的
Please, they meant it ironically.
我要去赶巴士了
I'm gonna go catch a bus.
你需要人陪吗
You want some company?
我以为你有约了
I thought you had a date.
我可以取消
I can cancel.
我不在乎你怎么做
I don't care what you do.
我跟你做的有哪里不一样
What did you do differently?
你只要托住手肘，就会很稳
Well, you just prop your elbow on something, so it stays steady.
我都长这么大了
How am I a grown woman
怎么还不会画这玩意
and I still don't know how to do this?
因为你不像我
Because you didn't have
在无趣的大企业工作过
a soul-sucking corporate job like I did.
我还是不敢相信你做过那种工作
Yeah, I still can't believe that that was your job.
我也不相信，所以我辞职了
No, me neither. That's why I quit.
你有梦过麦特吗
Do you dream about Matt?
有时候会，怎么了
Sometimes. Why?
因为我都没有梦到他了，完全没有
'Cause I don't anymore, like, ever.
是这样的…
Well...
当你往前走，失去一些连结
I mean, it's normal to lose some of that connection
是很正常的
as you move forward.
你想回去找我的灵媒吗
You want to go back and see my medium?
我很高兴我尝试过一次
I'm glad I did it that one time,
但我总觉得她在跟他讲电♥话♥
but I felt like she was on the phone with him
然后再把他说的话转达给我
telling me what he was saying and I...
我想亲眼见到他
I want to see him myself. I...
我只想摸摸他
I just wanna touch him.
你很喜欢那些超自然的东西
You're into that transcendental stuff. Is...
有什么办法
is there a way that you can
能让你梦到某个人吗
make your mind dream about someone?
清醒梦，但那需要多年的练习
Well, lucid dreaming, but that takes years of practice.
如果有个办法能让你见到麦特
Do you think you could handle something intense
你愿意承受一些刺♥激♥吗
if it meant that you could see Matt now?
你要回家过节吗
Are you going home for the holidays?
不可能，我小时候被我爸猥亵过
No way. My dad molested me when I was a kid.
我开玩笑的
I'm just kidding.
什么
What?
我开玩笑的，真的…
I'm kidding. I am. I am.
那也太糟糕了
That's messed up.
想告诉圣诞老人你想要的礼物吗
Wanna tell Santa what you want for Christmas?
我想圣诞老人不希望我坐在他腿上
I don't think Santa wants me sitting on his lap.
你呢？你会跟他要什么
What about you? What would you ask him for?
我会要求让我去更好玩的派对
I'd ask to go to better parties.
还有让我老板别再烦我
And I'd ask for my boss to, like, get off my...
让我爸跟我妈和好
I'd ask my dad to speak to my mom again.
她生病了
She's sick...
所以如果在她走之前
so it'd be cool if we could have,
我们能一起吃顿饭
like, a meal all together before she...
那就太好了
goes.
但我也无能为力
But there's nothing I can really do about that.
你呢
What about you?
还想要像摩托车那种耍帅的东西吗
You want more poser stuff like the bike?
我想要不受拘束
I...wanna feel free.
你受到什么拘束
From what?
一切
Everything.
所有人
Everyone.
我也不知道
I don't even know.
你觉得圣诞老人想要什么
What do you think Santa wants?
圣诞老人
Hey, Santa!