正常人（2020）

Normal People S01E09

Part 2 Dec. 6, 2020, 9:35 p.m.

"For Christmas.
我还是很难过
"Thinking it over, I don't think I've ever gone a whole year
仔细想想我好像从来没有过整整一年
"Of my life without seeing you before."
没有见面的时候
"At least not since we were 11 or 12."
至少从十一二岁开始起就没有了
"Anyway, that's just my way of saying I miss you
反正这是我对你说'我想你'的方式
"And I'm looking forward to seeing you,
很期待与你见面
"whenever that will be."
不管什么时候
"Will you send me a message
你能不能给我发条信息
to let me know how you're getting on?
说说你最近过得怎么样
"Or we could even talk on the phone, if you want.
或者如果你想的话我们可以通电♥话♥
"I hope things are OK."
希望你一切都好
Just doesn't make any sense
只是觉得
to come back for such a short amount of time.
回去这么短时间没有意义
Hello?
喂
I heard you.
我听到了
I have a lot of work on.
我有很多工作
It's Christmas. Yeah.
这是圣诞节啊是啊
I'm aware.
我知道
So you'll stay in Sweden? And on Christmas Day?
那你要待在瑞士吗圣诞节也是吗
I don't know. I'll work or something.
我不知道我会工作什么的
And we'll see you when exactly?
那我们什么时候才能再见到你
I don't know.
我不知道
Right.
好吧
Well, I better not keep you. You sound very busy.
我就不继续说了你听上去很忙
Bye.
再见
"I've been thinking a lot about the summer
我想了很久那个夏天
"And about Jamie and Peggy."
还有杰米和佩吉
"I'm trying to figure out if I ever really thought
我一只想弄清楚我到底有没有
"that that was friendship."
觉得那是友谊
"That it was real...
那是真实的
"..or if I just liked the feeling of it."
还是说我只是喜欢那种感觉
"The pretence of it."
那种存在
"You must be getting ready to go home."
你肯定在准备回家了
"When I think of Christmas time now, I think of Carricklea,
我现在想起圣诞就会想到卡里克利亚
"I imagine a Christmas tree in your front room,
我会想象你门前的圣诞树
covered in tinsel."
挂满金箔
"I can't picture my house at all."
我无法想象把它放在我的房♥子里
"I miss you."
我很想你"
I'm going to take your photo.
我要给你拍照片
What do you mean?
什么意思
I have an idea.
我有一个想法
When?
什么时候
Tomorrow.
明天
Ok.
好
Come in the shower.
去洗澡吧
Come, come. Closer to the wall.
来来离墙壁近一点
What you been up to?
你最近在干什么
I am on part seven, um,
我现在写到
of this documentary about the American Civil War.
美国内战记录的第七章了
Jesus.
上帝啊
I've got a lot of knowledge about American Civil War generals
我学到了很多关于美国内战将军的知识
that I can't wait to share with you.
等不及要和你分享了
No. What about you? How's Lukas?
好了你最近怎么样卢卡斯怎么样
How's it going?
你们怎么样
Yeah. OK.
嗯还好
Do you like him?
你喜欢他吗
It's not that sort of thing.
不是那样的
He's fine.
他还好
I mean, I don't really feel...
我没有感觉...
Ok.
好吧
Nearly done.
快好了
Ok.
好
Still don't know about the light yet.
我对灯光还是有点不满意
Maybe we can do like...
也许我们可以这样...
..First one like this,
第一张这样
and then another one, and we'll see.
然后再拍一张然后再看看效果
Ok.
好
Do you want me to...? Sure, just the jumper for now.
你想让我... 好先只脱掉毛衣
Untie your hair.
解开你的头发
Maybe take this off now.
不如把这个也摘掉
Can we not do this now?
我们能不要这样吗
This is what you wanted.
你想要的
Good.
很好
"It's been a while since I've heard from you.
"很久没有你的消息了
"Is everything all right?"
一切都还好吧
"I wonder if I said something stupid in my last e-mail.
我是不是在上一封邮件里说了什么愚蠢的话
"I hope not, but I'm sorry if I did."
希望没有如果有我很抱歉
"I know you told me the reason
我知道你和我说过
you're not coming home at Christmas
你圣诞节不回家
"is to do with your family,
是因为你的家人
"and maybe I shouldn't have brushed over that."
也许我不应该重提"
Good.
很好
"I'm sorry to bring this up
"很抱歉我又提了
because I know we both feel awkward about it,
因为我知道我们俩都觉得很尴尬
"but I haven't forgotten the things you told me
但是我没有忘记你在意大利
"when we were in Italy.
和我说的那些事
"And I hope you know that none of those things are your fault.
我希望你知道这些事都不是你的错
"and there's nothing wrong with you."
你没有任何错"
Open your eyes.
睁开你的眼睛
I'm tired.
我累了
Open your fucking eyes.
给我把眼睛睁开
"You are a good person, and I say that as someone
"你是一个好人我是作为一个很了解你的人
"who really knows you."
才这么说的
"I know I reacted very stupidly that night,
我知道我那天晚上的反应很愚蠢
"and, to be honest, I'm lucky that we're still friends,
说实话我很庆幸我们现在还是朋友
"because it was such an idiotic thing to do."
因为我当时实在是太傻了
"Just because people treat you badly at times -
有时候别人对你很糟糕
and I include myself in that, by the way
顺便这些'别人'里还有我
"it doesn't mean 'You deserve to be treated badly.'"
不代表'你就该被糟糕地对待'
"A lot of people love you and care about you."
很多人爱你关心你
"I hope you know that."
希望你知道"
No.
不
Don't make this hard on yourself.
别让你自己难做
I don't want to do this.
我不想这么做
No.
不